Pardon me for my absence. I was too lazy to switch on the computer and update. Besides, my mood was practically shitty for about three days. & It's still counting. Not much of a thing happend in school except for tonnes of worksheets especially Maths. Nevertheless, I'm getting the hangover of doing so much of Maths. This is the first time in my sixteen years of life dealing with MAAAAAAAAAAAATHS for more than four hours each day. I'm doing Maths until du lian but what to do, it's just a matter of weeks. I have to go all out.

I don't know what's with people these days. Some make me feel so terrible that I did something wrong whereas some just wants to take the opportunity to hurt me without a reason. Well, I don't know and don't wish to acknowledge what's up under you people's sleeves. & I'm tired of helping others when I don't get any helping hand when I'm in need. I feel used. That's one of the reasons why I isolated myself from some people in school. I just want to be alone. By doing that, I think can avoid such negative thoughts of people around me. Sometimes by the way they act or say, it just angers me. Deplorable to say I just don't want to create arch enemies now that I'm graduating soon (I am if I'm unable to get promoted to Sec 5). Thus, I'm burying the hatchet. Nevermind if you don't, 'Cause I don't think I just need you since I got others I'm at peace with.

Anyway, I shouldn't be thinking about this too much but focus on my studies. N Levels is two weeks away, & I got no time for to settle all these. Let's just say I don't give a damn anymore.

I think I'm deleting Facebook & I'm still wondering where to put my albums of pictures. It's just really heartbreaking to see someone's profile filled with the opposite channels despite the promises made to avoid. To be honest, I've stopped doing all that. Now you're telling me you're being the immature one. Sigh.
When can I stop feeling this way? & Yes, I'm jealous. Why?



ABJ.

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