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Sunday, August 31, 2008 9:30 PM
Check Yes Juliet
 Hello people. Second post for the day. My mood got better. Ah, don't tell me studying keeps people happy? No way. I might be on the verge at the angle of depression (Bearings? :P) Okay, so yeah started doing my MT homework around 1600hrs until 1715hrs. Took a 15min break and started doing my Math revision. Somehow this time Math is like my cup of tea. The harder questions I know how to solve, but the easy ones, I'm not able to do it :/ That's what happend during my MYE Math paper lor~ Aiming for extra 3 marks to get a 70 for EOY. Keching- Anyway, Mum asked me to go and buy rice since it ran out. Had to stop doing my Math, quickly went down withdrew some cash and whoosh, off to ShengShiong and grab a 10Kg sack of rice. Yeah, reached home and continued my Math until 2000hrs. For the first time I was being so resilient to complete my Math. Sheesh. If only I'm like that always, I'm sure my parents will be over the Blablabla, watched Travel & Living channel. London Ink's going to be on show soon. Like all the tattoos designed were cool that even Dad watches it. Hahaha! Okay, I think I'm done ah. Love,ABJ Run, baby, run don't ever look back- 1:09 PM
WarWick Ave.
Hola. Skipped ngaji today because my whole body is aching! Backache. Shoulder joints are aching like adjsa;dijao;id and a slight headache. So, ngaji was wasted because today's the last one since Ramadhan is coming and followed by Syawal (Aha, I'm not good in this)? My Sunday is so boring =.= I hate to study on Sundays because I don't feel like it. & Dad is working today. Will only be back tomorrow morning. Hopefully Dad will be able to wake up for pre-dawn meal because he always miss for it due to 3 hours of sleep out of 24hours. That too explains why Dad always had a long sleep after he reaches home but he never fails to clean the house up and do the laundry. How often do you see husbands doing the housechore nowadays when even their wives themselve don't soak their hands in dishwashing soap ?(Good thought!!!) David Villa commented on my article. Hehe :P So yeah. I'm bored. Just trying to fill up this empty post. & So much for 1 week 'holiday' But unlike other classes, I think the NA need to only come back for 2 days. I don't think 3-7 needs two, maybe just a day to come back. Damn~ Thinking whether I should call up Adabayor to teach me SS or Ms Han to guide me on POA. Hmm. Don't mind coming for the third day, because I care although I might whine. Okay, I don't know what else to write. So I'm off to have my last maggie before fasting month then study for Math. Care to share . & To all Muslim friends, here's something that Buddy sent to me when I was sleeping last night (He always sends things at the eleventh hour/ last minute). Sempena Ramadan yang akan menjelang tidak lama Love,ABJ Saturday, August 30, 2008 9:49 PM
Greenlight
Hooray! GOH is finally over. Now I can have my own time to study and no more activities to get in my way. Woke up at 0900hrs and Dad was asking 'Asal bangun cepat? Go and tidur lagi lah' So I told Dad that I will be going to have BRUNCH with SJAB people. & I saw that Mc D guy again. Ergh, OMG. He can even stop and stare at me when someone's giving the orders at the counter. Like WTF. Then Haziq turned to me at the ice cream counter nearby and said 'OMG, the first person I saw at the counter was him.' Eat until bloated yet the Cool one still got the cheek to buy ice cream =.= Yeah, some people were late today so got to rush here and there to fetch those people to the gathering point. Reached Dunman High exactly at 1300hrs. & If you make it rain, she'll be under the weather. Today was the actual AGI. Weather ain't good. Just like I do. But anyway, the rained stopped but kind of drizzling while we were on the actual parade already. Wee. Stood there for 1h30mins but I just felt we stood there for like 45mins. LOL. I thought I was going to fall out of the GOH or something but thankfully I survived the impact :D Seeing other cadets falling out makes me have a stronger determination, somehow. The speech was blablabla? Doesn't make sense so in mind, I was asking myself what to eat or drink after this whole damn thing ends. & Also, I can see those jets roaring above the sky. Got distracted and started pondering to myself, should be from the RSAF OpenHouse Aerial display. Yada yada yada. Then march past and hooray~ Back in the bus, was so hectic. Damn that Chong Hau/Hao. You're just a Sec 1 and fancy scaring our butts off. Pump you when school reopens. Went to Mc D with Hidayah,Lalat,Jeremy,Haziq and Fauzi. Ate the same thing for lunch. Thought it was 2025hrs but close to 2100hrs. Rushed home with Hidayah. Then in the bus, Hidayah was like damn crazy talking to me loudly. I was like Shhhhhh people looking =.= Wonder what's with her and she keeps on telling Nazme off. Haiya... Okay, this is it. I'm not in a good mood, anyway. So don't expect much. Will upload some pictures of me and my so-long-time-futsal buddy, Ajib. Met him at the parade in the NCC Military Band. Those people look damn cool in No. 1, man. So yeah. Soon. Love,ABJ Ingatkan engkau kepada, angin yang berhembus mesra yang akan membelaimu, cinta- Friday, August 29, 2008 10:33 PM
Faber Drive's Words
Thought I'd try to talk to you, I know I'm not there enough, But that's gonna change 'Cause I'm coming back to show you that I'm keeping the promise I made. Love,ABJ Absence makes the heart grew fonder- 2:35 PM
Weezer
Hello people. Today was certainly not a fine day for me. Everyone is the class, I'm sorry to say that you've been a pain in the ass for most people especially the girls who organised this Yesterday, many cried mainly due to fear and fury. Today, a handful cried because of disappointment. I don't blame for the unsuccessful party but I admit, major adjustments need to be done as in the way we lead the class and getting attention to make everyone cooperate. I liked the part when we sang Happy Birthday by The Click 5. It was hilarious and those people who didn't know how to sing just emphasized on the 'Yeah,yeah Woah,woah' part which includes Mr Soh XD So yeah, I'm not speaking for myself but seriously the party just... it's not called a party. Forget it, okay!In the canteen, we only consumed crackers. No drinks, no pizza. WTF, right? Even last year's celebration was merrier and meaningful. Cakes and noodles + chicken wings. Enough about that. So yeah, I didn't eat a single thing. If I were to voice out to the organiser about ordering food, I might end up raising my voice full with curses. Just sat in the canteen and played the guitar along with Nazme and Anwar singing The Kill & Helena. Went up to class and tidied up the table, got ourselves ready to proceed to the hall for the concert. The concert was okay but I didn't participate in those cheerings etc. Merepek. & My stomach was grumbling. Yeah. I'm done. Love,ABJ Thursday, August 28, 2008 8:28 PM
Paya Lebar Airbase
                  Hello people. So that was my day with the class at PLAB. It was quite an enjoyable one! Hmm, we had an hour of freetime to go and check out on those fighter jets and helis including trying to sit in the cockpit. LOL. For some reasons, I don't know why they're promoting PS3 & PSP's. So there were loads of games for you to play and win a PSP landyard. Some even got a carpet, huh? I tried on RainbowSix: Vegas & a PSP game of NFS or something? Nazme & Fishball joined some jet-fighting game and yeah, redeemed a price for completing the mission I think. So Nazme, Fishball, Sharifah & I were like wandering around aimlessly and I have no idea how the 4 of us ended up surveying the place together. But usually, when it comes to boy-ish ones like fighting the jets, we'll seperate. Then there's this Air craft simulator. 4 of us went for the 1410hrs session & we had to gather as a class back at 1445hrs. So yeah, went for the simulator thingy and checked out on the control room and how they improvise their take off skills etc. I mean, we had to take a bus there which we didn't know that we'll be slightly off from the 5 hangars. That explains why we were late for the gathering then kena 'punished'. WTF. We found our class for the aerial display at some kind of a spectator sectors. The seating arrangement and parade ground was exactly like NDP @ Marina Bay except that displays were on the runways lah. Ah, memories~ Missed the jet taking off. Damn~ So yeah, after that did some survey and went back to school. & Back in school, some big shit happend. Don't wish to talk about it. Went home with Dear :D Love,ABJ I love Muhsin B Razali- Wednesday, August 27, 2008 6:09 PM
Gamed
Hello people. Won't be a long entry for today. I'm super lethargic. So yeah, school ended at 1615hrs for us instead of usual 1550hrs due to some Food Consumption frigging quiz. I was quite emo the whole day except for SS lesson. Damn funny and that's the only lesson I laughed my butts out. She was busy nagging at us. Teacher: If you didn't do your essay, I will juuuuuust~ give you a zero. Class: I will juuuuuuuust~ Okay ah, you people might now get it but my class laughed like crazy XD Anyway, I passed my Chemistry. Got a Grade 4 - 60% I've improved from straight F9's to a B . & As for Physics, aiming to get a Grade 2. Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeha. So Chemistry, be mentally prepared. JY's 'father' Mr P Tan's going to set it. Damn~ Skip, skip, skip. Finished school at 1615 and messaged Dear. Decided to meet up under my block. So yeah. Spent some time. & That's it. Love,ABJ Tuesday, August 26, 2008 7:25 PM
Okay, not surprising this is going to be my third entry for the day. I just finished eating the laksaaaaaaaaaa I bought. Pretty mild dish I've ever eaten, not. But it's lip smacking good, can? \m/ Dear was at Fir's playing HALO while I was getting myself ready for tuition. It was raining then and Dad insisted on sending me & I was being obstinate enough not to bring an umbrella (It's so unconvinient. I felt like Mr Monopoly holding the tongkat) and to rely on my sweater itself. I went 'No need, no need!' Dad gave the suspicious face :/ Obviously, planned to meet Dear to send me for tuition. Heh. Sigh, finally for slightly more than a week, I got to see Dear. Felt super contented, what else? & Yeah, it's been some time since we last hold our hands. Bleh! I miss my non-sweaty palms days~ Needa buy Drysol, but is there any in Singapore? Hmm. Anyway, met Dear beside the coffeeshop. Without realising, Dear was watching me flipping my pants as I wanted to fold it so it looks like Bermudas but nevermind, I was damn paiseh already. Left with it dripping. Wanted to lift up my pants but it's going to be weird and which reminds me of A.Tan saying 'Eh, why your class like to pull up the pants ah. There's no flood here,come on' I consider myself lucky though for not wearing long pants. Or else I'm so going to shave my hair legs of heat. LMAO,kidding. So yeah, dear sent me off. Woo :D Okay, I'm done. Bad mood starts to take over. Yet again. Damn. Love,ABJ Do you think you can find it? Go on, go ahead & scream it, just say- 1:59 PM
I've NEVER been this down before. Damn it. Sigh. I miss you Dear. I'm sorry for everything. & I love you. I really do. Love,ABJ What about love, that never went away?- 9:21 AM
Don't Call Me When You're Sober
 Good morning to all, especially the Sec 3's. I've completed all the subject tests that I'm suppose to do except for English which should be submitted by tomorrow using Fulscap :D Happy doing all those assignments! Hehehe. But at the same time, many people are busy chatting with me for answers. God damn it, I'm fucking pissed. I slept at 4, what do you expect? Woke up feeling sober for hours of crying. & That Syuk, called me a Bimbo. Alright, I won't tolerate your shits. CB. I seemed to lose my mood in everything that I do and yeah, I just do things and getaway with it. POA: 16/16 MT: 8/10 Chemistry: 4.2/10 Physics: 16/20 54 Contacts are online right now. All seemed busy. Cool. That'll leave me with a piece of my own mind. So yeah, currently just chatting to NAD♥♥ and rant out my feelings on her. Thanks for hearing me out babe (: That's all. I want to get my breakfast and watch 'Chocolate' Super damn cool moves. This will be my eighth time watching it. Weee~ Release my stresssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. Couldn't take the blame. Love,ABJ Monday, August 25, 2008 3:56 PM
Vindicated
Pour yourself a cup of ambition. Some shitass Monday I had. We did Math test corrections during Home Period =.= The very least, PE was quite a nice lesson to learn today. Had bits and pieces of laughter to share with the girls, especially Ah Fen - my laughing gas. Followed by 3 periods of POA. & Yeah, those B/s, T/P/L accounts, I forgot how's the format and everything. Assets, Liabilities? Everything down. So I guess, I'll just be expecting a Grade 3 for POA this year. Then it was 2 periods of Chemistry and Geography respectively. Don't wish to elaborate it. After lunch, had a period of Maths and we're released for the mofo lesson. I went over to the accident spot with Benny, Alex & JZ which they claimed that I was taking down the vehicle number for TOTO. Doublespicymcchicken you guys =.= Sat at the bus stop, waited for 30minutes with my stupid POA file and heavy bag. I left for home after that. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh. Reached home, went online for a while and off for my short nap to release my stress and anger. I felt better after that sleep and suddenly my heart made me think things in a positive way. Hence, feeling the fury was not longer there which was good. So sleeping does release alot of stress, huh. & I mean, alot. Watched some Ratatouille on Disney Channel (it's been few months since I watched Disney movies) and then I went on doing my math homework which dues on this coming Wednesday. Messaged Dear for a while and here I am blogging. Anyway, tomorrow will be e-learning day for the Sec 3's. Apparently, I lost my mood to go to school but there'll be none for me anyway (: & On Wednesday, the Sec 3's will be out on a learning journey to Paya Lebar Airbase. Cool or waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad! Good, I won't see myself in school for another half of the day. Tell me, how happy I'm going to be? Shadow Of The Day: When the world gets in my face, Love,ABJ Shining like a diamond, rolling with dice- Sunday, August 24, 2008 2:20 PM
Serenity
 Hello people. So much for a Sunday. Almost woke up on the wrong side of the bed but credits to Dad who woke me up to go Ngaji. I was having a bad dream or something at that moment? Then there's this 3-inch grasshopper sticking on the railing of my bed. Woo, some bad sign or waaaaaaaaad. Yerp, dragged myself out of bed, took a shower and went for Ngaji with Bro. Managed to read only one page, my mind wasn't at ease wonder why but it was a fun one today because Cik Siti shared several stories on Prophets. I'd like to stay a little longer but the weather was just so unconvincing enough. How'd I go home if it rains? Exactly. Reached home around 1245hrs. Went online and did nothing. What a waste of electricity. Feeling hungry, cooked some instant noodles and added some fishballs, eggs and chilli sauce. Looks disgusting but it's my style of eating, anyway. Heh. Back from lunch, read some news and currently chatting to Dear & blogging. Hmm~ I miss Dear. I love Dear. But I'm not good in turning them into words. How nocturnal. Sigh. I guess that's my flaw in the relationship. I'm willing to try but I guess time will determine the outcome. Plans for the day:
Anyway,I'm getting a pair of VOTW shoes by next week. Or maybe Adidas sneakers if I make some reconsideration. But I just bought a pair of pumps last week? :\ Love,ABJ Every cloud has a silver lining- Saturday, August 23, 2008 8:25 PM
Beat It
 Guess what, & I'm back for the night. I left home at 1135hrs. Took the bus and called Hidayah when I was in the bus and she said she haven't wear her shoes, need not wait. I went WTF. So okay, met Diane in the same bus. Reached Admiralty and saw the Ambulance at Mc D having their lunch. Joined them. & If you read my previous post which was yesterday, I saw the Mc D guy (Khairil). I wasn't flirting lah okay, but he was intensely staring at me at the ice cream stall. I nudged Haziq to check if he really was staring at me. Indeed he was. Damn, I was super scared,alright. Then Fauzi & Jeremy stared right at him in the face. Enough with that. I felt that guy was being a jerk. I'm so disgusted. Ergh. So yeah. Reached Dunman High at 1320hrs. Changed to Full U and had to fall in, I don't know what purpose. I don't see the rationale of Nursings to be there. We were then transferred to Zone 5 Nursings. WTF. From there, I started messaging Dear because I had like 2 hours to slack and watch the rain fall. It was a rainy day, basically the GOH slack like dijso;adja;sdn whereas the Supporting Contingent were busy synchronising their footdrills under the rain. I mean the GOH did the same too and we were to bang here and there in the wet field. Piak,piak,piak. Dirty boots. Legs. & Worst to worst, our shirt. But the most cool damn thing was the NCC playing the band. It was daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn cool, man. With the marchings and drillstick. The music. It was super super super super super nice. Heh, but I find the NCC menyebok anyway :P Finished around 1800hrs and went to Mc D to eat as we're all hungry but sat at different tables. Then waited for 912 with Jeremy, Fauzi, a Sec 1 kid and Emmelia. For an hour, the bus didn't arrive. Dear would be able to fetch me but his tyres were deflated. Gaaaaaaa~ Lent some money to take a train ride home. Phew. Reached home and currently blogging. Going to have my shower soon after this. Well, you can't exactly shower right after you came back home, right? You need to cool yourself down, if you know what I mean. If not, then it's needless to say. Alright, I'm so missing Dear right now. Sigh. Better had a fast shower so I can wait for Dear to go online :D :D :D Muaaaaaaaaaaaacks, Muhsin B Razali is love! I'm sorry that I'm obsessed. I can't help it but to fall on hard at Dear. Love,ABJ 10:30 AM
Moving Mountains
Very good morning to you people! It's a Saturday and I had to make a big sacrifice for it. Damn. Woke up at 0800hrs,bathed and got ready for Ngaji. I had to be released early so I cut the queue of 5 people. Woops? :P Left Bro there so he has to come home alone. Problem is, the key is with me. How is going to come home without the keys when no one's at home? Haaaaaaaa, nevermind. I'm going out in an hour's time. Pray hard that he'll be back home by then. Okay, back on track, I rushed home and ironed my Full U. Packed my slippers, pants and polo tee etc. to change after the rehearsal. It's going to be so unglam wearing U in the public lor. So yes. Haaaaaa. Had my second shower because it's damn warm and currently blogging. Going to get ready right after posting. Alright, I'll be back for another post at late evening later. I'm so going to miss Dear without our self entertainment. Boohoo ): Be prepared for many many many hentak kaki's. Damn- Love,ABJ 'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me - Friday, August 22, 2008 9:45 PM
Say (All I Need)
Sigh. I don't know. I feel so confused. I just hope what I'm doing right now determines a good ending. However, I felt bad. I felt guilty of the things I cannot give you to broaden your wide smile. Ease your comfort. Motivate you. & Getting yourself emotionally down because of me. The main aim in me is just to make you happy and dedicate the whole thing that you mean the world to me. I can't afford to lose you and I don't want to. Every night, I kept hoping that'll you'll see the light in me for doing all these. Even if it's a failure, I knew I tried my best. & Most of the time, breaking down is the thing that wants to take over my life but I had to be strong. Thanks to all those who have given me Chinese Proverbs on the paper. That's a genuine gesture (: On the other side of the hand, I just don't have the confidence to show myself to others that I'm capable of understanding you. I'm afraid I might make the wrong move. Love, all I wanted is to understand you and be by your side. Short stuff, but those words are pure gold. Love,ABJ 7:48 PM
Elevator
For a pessimistic, I'm quite optimistic. Well, it wasn't a great day for me today. When I left for home this morning, my arm hit the padlock real hard. Now my upper arm is swollen and I can't do footdrills again. I'm so worried. In school, I when I saw them walking behind with Love in front, my heart aches. Maybe the pain you once felt is what I am feeling right now. Sigh. I didn't talk to anyone right after that and just helped Joyce with the toilet duty even though I'm not suppose to be there. Well, she's just a junior and I'm a senior trying to help her out. Girls these days are chunks of rubbish. Toilet's your new home,is it? =.= Anyway, I made my way to the Quadrangle and did my duty. Had some prize giving presentations. Congratulations to Kayeh & Hakeem, anyway. Back in class, we had 2 periods of Geography. I was kind of sleepy. Lack of sleep last night, so yeah. During recess, I didn't eat because I didn't have the mood to & I didn't had a proper dinner last night actually but it's okay. I'm doing good. So today, I sat with Cik Ruzanna, Mainnah and Hidayah who already planned to have a triple date but apparently, someone's being a wet blanket. Heh. Yeah, had a good time talking crap with them especially that Cik Ruzanna, talk too much until she's unable to finish the food. Cheh XD After recess, had 3 periods of POA. Too tired to concentrate so I just copy blindly. It's like 5-7 worksheets per lesson without fail. How'd thick do you think my POA file is? Then for the last two periods had Chemistry. Did some calculations on Ar & Mr. Easy peasy :P Had lunch with Hidayah & NAD. Talk. Talk. Talk. Then we went for our CCA. Finished training at 1800hrs with NAD waiting for me. Decided to go to Mc D and walked under the rain to have our dinner. There's this malay guy working for Mc D. As soon as we went in, we were soaked and wet. He said 'Masuk dalam aircon basah-basah tak sejuk ke? Pergilah ambik tissue kat sane lap sikit' NAD & I were exchanging looks and said it's okay. Then we took out our phones to toggle with it for a while. Again, 'ambiklah tissue lap tangan dulu. Nanti handphone pegang basah-basah rosak' =.= We paid less attention to that guy in case he might talk more to us so we went to order our food. Heeeeeee- Talk. Talk. Talk. & Left the place minutes before 7 and go on our seperate ways. Reached home, took a shower and currently blogging. To sum it up, it was a tiring and a bad day for me. I had AGI GOH rehearsal to attend to tomorrow from 1330hrs to 1730hrs. Full U. What a life. What a life. Next week is going to be the actual day. I hope it ends fast. Tireddddddddddd and missing my Dear ): Shadow Of The Day: People talk more. Gives less love. Tells more lies. Love,ABJ Thursday, August 21, 2008 2:50 PM
The Man Who Can't Be Moved
Good day people. Certainly for you not for me. Everything in school was fine and I was glad I didn't fall asleep at all. Credits to last night ; I slept quite early right after Ishak prayers. But anyway, let's start the day today with SS for the first two periods. We managed to cover up the factors of what causes the conflicts between the Catholics & Protestants which was good. Alex was being stupid- he said pour hot oil to the people who were uncilivilised or something. I laughed to tears and the teacher cannot stop giggling. & As usual lah, she never fails to tell our class what she told to Sec4NA. Hmmmmmmmmmmm~ Right after recess, had 2 periods of maths. Failed the test paper. Cool or whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat? Of course due to careless mistakes. But it's okay. During correction, I really paid good attention so there's one question that I got some praises :P Mr Soh: So this 0.25 is for which & Yesterday the class did the topic on Bearings. I was wanting to go to the toilet thanks to the green tea and Mr Soh called me out to solve the question on the board. I thought to myself, 'Wah, jialat' Me: *thinking of solving the question* Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, okay. Ain't boasting but just to fill up the blog entry. But isn't it good to get praises from teacher? It's like once in a blue moon, man! Anyway, right after maths lesson, it was David Villa's lesson. *jengjengjeng* Okay, so we stood up wanting to greet her and she was already shouting her lungs out right after Mr Ben scolded us for not respecting the person in front of the class. We ended up not greeting and left dumbfounded =.= Oh well, then the whole class was giving a 'oh-forget-it-look' & Yesterday she screamed which shocked the class next door who was having Chemistry. David Villa: WHO ARE YOU TRYING TO BLUFF ME?! Hahaha! It was damn funny. But it's okay. We're being called liars last year also. Kinda get used to it. Anyway, I don't see anyone in the class cares XD Okay,after English, went for MT! Went home with Shafa. But before that, went to Admiralty to buy bubble tea. I lost my mood and kept quiet after something happend. Gave the leftover bubble tea to Shafa because it was kind of diluted I complained. She said 'You're angry that's why the banana milkshake is bitter' -__________________________________- Currently blogging. & Later, I had to do SS SBQ homework which I delayed for 2 lessons already. Tomorrow's the dateline, people! Seriously, I need to chiong. & I can't wait for DeepaRaya concert. Wonder what's in store XD Yes, suddenly I miss those NDP moments. Now it's so damn boring without having to go out to serve the community and earn something. Mdm Timah still owes the 20 of us a Starbucks drink!!! Love,ABJ Wednesday, August 20, 2008 3:47 PM
Be Yourself
Hello people! Supppppppppppppppppppppppppp! Life is boring as usual. School today has its ups and downs. In the morning, it kicked off with Chemistry test. Boy, I sure am going to get a borderline pass. 2 Periods of English today. David Villa really screamed her lungs out. Then Buddy & Furkan was busybody-ing peeking at the corner of the classroom door. Kepo!!! Okay anyway, it's due to Hakeem and Izwan changing seats. Hakeem became Izwan and vice versa. While Hakeem's name is being called out to check the result of the overall English marks, Izwan impersonalised himself. That's when David Villa caught them =.= & The class webt damn silent during her lesson for the first time. Not even this silent when Mrs Kok was present the other day. Tsk. Hakeem was on the verge of braking down but he held his head up high being screamed off right on the face in front of the whole class whereas Izwan can still kept his cool and gag here and there. Seriously, it was a damn embarassing exposure. & I pitied them for that moment because it was djisdjsao;d CRAZY. Had classes until 1440hrs and left for home with Sharifah. Currently waiting for Dear to go online. Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, I miss Dear ): Love,ABJ Tuesday, August 19, 2008 9:54 PM
Pitchers
Suppp people. It's been like what, 2 days since I updated my blog? Been rather tired and sleepy these days. Okay, yesterday we had PE lesson of playing Basketball and I swear it's much more boring compared to Hockey. We learnt a new topic for SS - conflicts between Catholics and the Protestants. Which the teacher kept on flattering the Sec 4NA's, they're doing quite well in this topic compared to Tamil Tiger. Gaaaaaaaaaaa. The last few periods of lessons, I went on standby mode all the way. & I kept going to the toilet to wash my face. Today, ended at 1330hrs. So rushed home and decided to meet Dear to study. Right~ We ended up wasting our time to wait for Shafa & Fir! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Damn pissed lor! Hahaks. Slacked an hour or so and went for tuition with Dear sending me off (: I'm sorry this entry doesn't make any sense for reading. Bye people. Love,ABJ Sunday, August 17, 2008 12:46 PM
Tick Tick Boom II
Hello people. Life has been busy these days. I thought of blogging yesterday but firstly, I had no time, secondly, I managed to find time but I had no mood to do so. So yesterday, nothing much. Went for Ngaji in the morning and I only got to read a page because I had a sore throat. After I reached home, I showered again because of the humidity then I went to sleep for about 4 hours. Woke up, had my dinner and went online. Chat with Cik Ruzanna & Dear while studying some Chemistry. So that explains my Saturday and how I wasted it. Today, went for Ngaji in the early morning. Reached home quite early today because others had Madrasah. Had my second shower and tried going online but my computer keeps on rebooting itself and I don't know what went wrong. So currently using Bro's computer. & This problem is prolly due to him not switching off the modem after he used it which results of the modem being turned on until the next day when I woke up and I had to switch it off myself in the end despite giving him upteen reminders. Well, if this goes on, I swear I'd just switch off the modem after my use and left him in the lurch of using the computer without connection. How does it feel? I feel satisfactory deep inside while he'll be rage with fury. Like I care. It's your problem for not listening. Afterall, all those wireless connections and fixing adaptors, I helped you out to sort it because no one else knows how to do it. So, if you go overboard, I could just uninstall everything and plug out those bloody wires, it's not going to be my case anymore. I don't mind if this is your first time, Bro. But you're really testing my patience. Now, how am I going to go online and have my own free space. Damn, I'm fcuking pissed. Love,ABJ Friday, August 15, 2008 9:07 PM
Time Bomb
Good day, people. I hate Fridays. It's just so long & I miss those times of going home with Dear after each CCA training. Sigh. Let's start the day off anyway. I shan't be elaborative in my entries anymore unless if I'm bored to tears since Akira tagged me as those entries of mine are being informative =.= In the early morning, I was not so fresh as usual. I thought of having a light breakfast before school starts but ended up sticking with people in the councillor room and edit the speech. Didn't manage to edit everything because we had no time to kill so if you ever noticed the speech given by Jeremy, the last few paragraphs were well said, prolly because I typed it :P Lessons were as usual. & Got my English Common Test result today. I'm glad I got a test scoring with sheer satisfactory. 42/60 Impressive? XD I did my work and put if full focus except for Math lesson as is was a boring one. I fell asleep and Anwar came along and smacked my face with the ruler. Swear it hurts like crazy and I was damn pissed at him for hours & not talking to him. I went for training today. Seriously, Home Nursing is so ___ damn interesting compared to First Aid! o.o Yerp. Bought KFC & rushed home to catch the final episode of Love Blossoms. What an ending! So lame. But I was content that there'll be Season 2 of it. Hooraaaaaaaaaaay! :D :D :D Alright, so recently, this thing has been bugging me for days. Weeks in fact. Don't resent me when you're feeling empty. As said in my previous post, I'm pissed. But I bet Buddy doesn't feel as pissed as I am feeling right now. So yeah, guess what. It's a record of not talking to you the whole day. Are you happy now? Now that you have forgotten me, you forget the guys as well. In fact, among us, some had changed for the worst to get the dreams of their girl. This is what I hate when we've been together from the first day that we met. Changes. It just sucks. & I can't accept the fact you giving Buddy & I feign ingnorance. I think, we're just planks of Kayu. But it's okay. I won't let it affect me because sometimes mixing with you just gets me down academically and emotionally. Sometimes, I just hope you're thinking of me and be like the way like we used to. Everyone just notices that we're feigning ignorance towards each other. I'm telling you, I may be feeling so low at the moment but not for long. Not for long. I still got others to back upon me and I'm not at your beck and call. & Councillors, you'll feel me next. I don't know,okay. Everything changes. & If it's for good, I don't mind. But unfortunately, no. Time bomb, people. Wait for it to ignite. Love,ABJ Thursday, August 14, 2008 9:21 PM
Push
Good day people. School ended early so Sharifah & I went to both RC's. First we went to 656 but unfortunately there were some mats playing guitar. I was pondering how could we ever concentrate on doing homework while they're busy studying and that especially the homework I'm doing is Maths. Then we walked a distance finding the best shortcut to 638. Reached there about 15 minutes later but then again, there were more people hanging out but those people were the ones who got a life with better things to do like studying and senior citizens resting. We ended up playing and exercising at the physical fitness area near the silat hall. After that, we went to take a break at a playground nearby 644. Wasted our time until 1500hrs. While waiting for Dear, Jeremy called and I had to go back in to school and meet Mr Soong for the score sheet stuff. Gave a cute printed Hawaiin notebook as a token :D I then went out to sit at the bus stop again. With ray of hope, there came Shafa alighting the bus and not mistakenly waiting for Fir and I for Dear respectively to end their Physics test. After waiting for a total of 4hours or so for Dear, my hardwork finally paid off. I got to go home with Dear and spent some quality time. Hey, I had to cherish and strike the iron while it's hot in case I might not be able to in the future. Today, no monkeys in sight XD & Yerp, that's my day today. If life won't wait, I guess it's up to me. Well, these few days, I was stuck with buddy during recess. No more chaos in conversations with you anymore eversince you got your new bunch of friends and new topics to talk about with them. I thought I wasn't in the right state of mind to think such negativity but I'm not alone. I'm sorry if I were to make such sentimental judgements about you and your new kinds but really, I'm not in the least interested about the topics you people talk. Boys. Boys. Boys. & It's okay if we're talking about boys we know in school but this is a flipside. You people talk things Buddy & I don't know. Do you know how frustrating being the last to know, kept in the dark and foremost being pushed around and being a noone ? I'll continue some other time. Busy. Love,ABJ Wednesday, August 13, 2008 8:59 PM
Hello Goodbye
Hello people! I thought of blogging yesterday but I had no time to. So yeah. Yesterday was a fine day although things went hectic for a moment with Dear :/ Anyway, let's start off with today. School ends late for both NA classes today and I swore it was hell a lot of fun out of the others days. I kept on talking with Shafa. Loads of crap and I made her laughed to tears. Well, if people are happy, I'm happy as well :D In class, everything went well. English was draggy but we did some synthesis and forming sentence which so reminds of my P6 days because we did those practice everyday! SS was not so boring. As you know, I started to get along well with the teacher and anticipate in questions she asks. I'm going to be remembered by her soon in a good way for being a good student :D & Apparently, the class did slightly well than expected for the Common Test. I passed but damn, I could've easily gotten a 9 or 10 instead of an 8 out of 15 =.= As for MT, we combined classes and as usual, we were given out worksheets to do to increase our combined marks for EOY. After lunch, had a period of Chemistry. I started to get the hang of it, alas! Last two periods was Humanities. Both Geography teachers weren't there to teach so we had reliefs. Before 3-6 left, we were asked to stayback for some 'briefing'. Heck, we can just do it tomorrow since it ends at 1330hrs instead of today which we end at 1550hrs. I was damn restless since Dear was sending me the same message a few times saying that he's waiting. Gaaaaaaaaaaa. Well? Yeah, spent time with Dear and yeahhhhh, ain't peaceful thanks to neighbour for singing his holy song out loud. So, yeah. That's my day for today. Mundane but little bit of gags here and there. Love,ABJ Monday, August 11, 2008 12:43 PM
Mundane
Hello again people! Let's just say I'm bored and that causes another entry to be published. I just remembered that Cikgu Memy asked us to be present on Tuesday because there'll be a Listening Comprehension for both bands 1 & 2. So, reconsidering of going to school is out of the question already. Damn it. & Guess what, I finish school at 3.15 tomorrow =.= But the good thing is, I don't have to bring any books since all of them are in the class on the shelf collecting specks of dust. There's no good shows on TV. I wanted to study but I don't have the energy and spirit to do so. Sleeping was my idea but I guess I had too much of sleep until my body starts to ache. Toggled my phone but there's no good stuff I can do with it except browsing those pictures. Waiting for Dear to go online. I wonder what he's doing right now. Okay, my life is so dull. Bye. Dear's onlineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D Love,ABJ 10:11 AM
If Tomorrow Never Comes
A very good morning people. Life ain't that great I guess. Those NDP B A people are enjoying and remeniscing the moments of those NDP Shows while I got stuck here moaning about my stupid life. My fever summed down from a 38.0 to 36.4 Cool ah? I saved some electricity last night by not using the fan when I go to sleep. Yey. On the other side of the hand, my cough and flu got worst. Okay, partly my fault because I ate things that are not suppose to be eaten by hey, they're tempting me - chocolate dipped donuts............... with peanut butter cream inside which is why my voice turned rusty in the early morning. I can only rely on the voice that I had left to talk but I won't be in the mood for conversations around in the house - thanks to the sorethroat. (Strepsils doesn't help me, at all!) As for my flu, hey it's cool - my mucus was green. Isn't it nice play with it in the mouth stretching the greenish thing? *Turns into Hulk* Okay, I'm disgusting. & I have yet to check my timetable what time will school ends tomorrow because if I end late, I might reconsider myself of going to school. I'm afraid I won't be able to take it. So if I skipped school tomorrow, I guess I'd only be attending tuition with Nazme & iJan. & All those nights of missing you. The last time I messaged Dear was Saturday night. He didn't reply me when I messaged him yesterday. I am worried about his whereabouts. Dear's supposed to come back from Malaysia yesterday but I don't know whether his Dad changes the plans. I waited for Dear to go online but to no avail. Sigh. I miss Dear. Then again, today, I messaged Dear and he has yet to reply. Sigh....................................................I miss you, Dear. Love, ABJ Sunday, August 10, 2008 2:34 PM
Burn It Up
Hello people! :D It's been some time since I last blogged. Well as usual, I'm busy. Tired. Lack of sleep. No proper food. Now I fell ill. As you know, things started to heat up for me in school with the rest of the NDP Committee since Wednesday. & I didn't eat and sleep well. I had to sort the logistic items out before hand and went back home late from school late, almost everyday. Now that the hectic week is over, it's time for me to get back on track and focus on my studies. I miss my walkie talkie, however. 3 consecutive days, we had to run the show and I'm glad that everything went smoothly although there were some miscommunication. So yesterday, was our big day for the NDP B A. It was a memorable one but I think, the last preview show was better than the actual one. I can feel the vibes. However, the people I met were more...courteous yet uncooperative. Huh? I mean, they left empty seats like who's going to sit there. Like flower boy said, there's going to be somebody bringing the ChaoYuen and unfortunately, it happend in the sector I took care of. Thank God I didn't kept the rest of the population waiting along the aisle too long. I didn't greet them that much because I had a sore throat and I can feel that I'm going to get a flu as well so I messaged Dad to get me some Strepsils before I come home later at half past midnight. I was a static usher - again. This time, I didn't even sit and I stood up all the way throughout the show ; which is roughly 5hrs + & It was raining. Definitely making my situation worse. Flu + Sorethroat + Fever coming up. But I managed to slog through the night. Had a debrief then we went home via chatered bus. Azri was being an asshole! By the way, when I was throwing my litter in the rubbish collecting point, he pushed me and I almost went inside the chute as the railings wasn't attached to the ground. They just 'stick' the sides together so it'll stay intact. Huh? From then on, I stayed away from the rest and made my way up to the bus keeping quiet and rest because my condition's like ' Go home, I need you bed.' Went to Mc Donald's to get some ice cream. Saw Ahmad and some others who were back from the Bay I suppose. Then I went home with Fabian as usual because we live nearby. Not because to seize a different opportunity =.= Took a shower and followed by temperature. I had a high fever. Too tired to eat my medication, I just sucked the Strepsils Dad bought for me and I went to sleep at 1. I woke up at six in the morning because of Dad who was putting his hand on my forehead to check on me. Mum told me she and Bro both going to Wild Wild Wet with Uncle Ali's family later this afternoon and that I'll be alone at home - which is better because I can have some peace. Promised to cook some porridge before she leave in the afternoon, I went to the kitchen to grab some food and watch some MTV Kopi. Ate my medicine and boom! Fell asleep until 1400hrs. Showered. Ate my food and currently blogging. I miss my Dear laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ): Hopefully he'll be back from M'sia by today not tomorrow! Love,ABJ Thursday, August 7, 2008 10:00 PM
Strike
Hello people. Life is really rushing these days. Time doesn't wait for us. The past two days, the NDP Commitee was damn busy running the activities for the school. I swear it was tiring but I had fun at the same thing with my darling walkie talkie. Well, it's really tempting for you to press on the button and start talking. Anyway, yesterday we ran the activities for the Lower Sec and today the Upper Sec. With the fever under strike, I slogged my strengths and resilience to pun on the best effort in the Logistics Dept. I am thankful everything went smoothly and all back up plans were executed very fast. It was impressive. So yeah, but invevitably, things today was better compared to yesterday. The connection was there. Everything was good and smoothly executed. No comments, actually. Feeling stressed, getting pissed easily. Tired, lack of sleep and depriving my meals was really one way to drive myself to my grave. Tomorrow's parade. Just be hopeful I won't collapse. & I'm pissed. I shouldn't have go online or things won't get worse as it is right now. Sigh. I'm sorry Dear. I hope you understand. Love,ABJ Tuesday, August 5, 2008 9:52 PM
4 Minutes
Yaw people. & Again, I haven't update my blog for the past few days. Busy & Lazy :l Saturday, 2 August 2008 Nothing much happend. I was the static usher which means to say that I can't move from the place that I was being deployed and had to stand throughout the NDP show. Not allowed to sit at all. So much worse than UG. Inclusive with the Sun, I really got soaked up well and there I go, orangey skin under the fluorescent light in classrooms but as dark as teddy fur under the Sun itself. Sigh. Afterall, it's not so bad. Hee :D It was fun as usual. Feeling luxurious during lunch - KFC/Pizza. Well? The parade. The performance and foremost, the fireworks. If only I can watch those with Dear. Sigh. Of course, I was being disturbed by those army guys, damn it. To prevent myself from being in the center of attraction, I sat with Uncle Himmi & Sabree ; Dad's two best buddies. Well, when I'm up at the sectors, I'd stay with ALP Murali and crap like crazy? With the bogeh tooth he had. Haaaaaaaaa, so cute. Reminds me of Mr Siva + Dear + Dear's Dad = ((((((: Monday, 4 August 2008 School as per normal. Life's been an Term 3, everything goes faster. The time. The knowledge you gain. The fun you had to compromise with Monitoring of file progression by the Principal. Rehearsals and CIP's here and there. It's freaking hectic. I wonder why seniors kept on telling us to cherish our moments of being in Sec 3. In my opinion, it sucks like Tuesday, 5 August 2008 Well, I went to school with Dear in the morning but we kept quiet throughout until we reached the interchange due to the noise polluted by our fellow Malay aunties. Walao. Gossips here and there. I admit I did gossip but not as bad as others might think. & Currently, as you can see, I try to stay away from girls especially those hanging around together in groups to prevent from 'further bloodshed' among the sister/brother/gay/lesbian hoods. Went home with Dear but unfortunately while at the traffic junction to make our way for my tuition, as both of us were about to cross the road, there came Dad in the car signalling to me that he'll be sending me. Plus, this would be the second time that Dad has seen Dear & I together. I had no choice but to leave Dear in confusion at the junction. I'm so sorry Dearrrrrrrrrrrr! By Yours Truly :P That's it for the day I guess. Tuition was okay. & Someone's pissed when Nazme joined the studygroup and kicked up a fuss during the lesson. WTH? Love,ABJ |