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Thursday, April 30, 2009 9:39 PM
Quality Of Life
Okay, hello. Welcome to the world! Assembly I fell asleep but only woke up for temperature taking. First time sleeping at the quadrangle. What a big risk I'm taking. That's the disadvantage of crying yourself to sleep, gee. Home Period We broke into groups for our CIP plans. I'm under the performing group. A platform for gig performance in coming months. & I can't imagine lah Nazme, we're relying on Guitar Pro again?! Cheese Fries! MT We watched Youtube but it's on debates. Super boring that I fell asleep. Geography Damn pissed with myself because I forgot to bring N Level Geography paper. Got a dressing down, a little. Was pissed off with that as well. & When I browsed through papers in the file during English lesson, I realised I brought the paper. So I got scolded for nothing, bullshit. English JZ was called up for Oral communication today by Mrs C. Was damn hilarious. He talked about his sensitive tooth and the SHORT SHARP PAIN. I swore I was laughing my butts out, and that's the first time of the day that I laughed. Thanks, Jayzee. Chemistry Haha, got positive comments from Ms Ho for taking pride in my work neatly. Yey~ Maths Did Maths Paper 2. Waaaaah, sian. & I am happy to announce I got 21/25 for POA class test. That's another A1, babyyyyy! :D Today's life has it's obvious ups & downs. What a poor quality of life, but good standard of living. Oh, stop it with the Geography -.- Love, ABJ Fuck everyone who pisses me off these days, you really deserve to lose my respect. One by one, I swear. Wednesday, April 29, 2009 6:16 PM
Breath
I see nothing in your eyes, This will be all over soon, Love, ABJ Tuesday, April 28, 2009 2:35 PM
Where Have All The Bastards Gone?
 Oh, look! Ryan says FUCK OFF! :D Hello MT paper was alright except for which my mind went blank not knowing what and which topic to write. I'll think I'll get a B3. Good enough... So went home. Auntie stared at me, asking if I was okay. Managed to surpress my tears and anger in the bus. Well, that was it. I'm joining barefisted battle tonight. Wish me luck. P/s: The picture above? Describes my day. Wah, nothing happend. Good right? I feel like breaking someone's jaw. Tonight I will. I promise. I feel betrayed, no one's safe. Love,ABJ Monday, April 27, 2009 6:50 PM
We're All To Blame
 Hello everyone. So today's the start of Prelims. Paper was alright except for P2, dozed off for a while. Too proufound. & Somebody snored in class. LMAO. Life's been experiencing ups and downs, highs and lows. I'm confusedddd. Do I deserve to get this? So damn unfair. Wait, who ever says life is fair anyway? Stupidddd. Some theatening going on here, huh? Well we'll see how strong you are to face this. 'Cause I've been through it, pressurised by you at a different angle. Why does all this happen? Take it down to where my favourite song when I was in Primary school. That's the reason: Take everything left from me How can we still succeed, taking what we don't need? Telling lies, alibis, selling all the hate that we breed Supersize our tragedy (You can't defy me, justify greed) Bought in the land of free We're all to blame We've gone to far From pride to shame We're dying in vain We're hopelessly blissful and blind To all we are We want it all With no sacrifice Love, ABJ Sunday, April 26, 2009 3:41 PM
The Day Is Gone
 Hello Earthlings. I've been feeling down these few days. Anger surreals, I felt confused. Lost. Gibberish and sober. Whatever it is to describe down and all time low. Don't even know what to do. Some truths are surfacing, something bad is bound to happen. Not fully embraced, but I'll do my best to be mentally and emotionally strong. I'm not going to put myself back in those old tattered and those days of Hell I once experienced. Everyone says I should move on and fall forward but I simply can't. I tried every means and ways to forget my past, 'cause afterall not every memory are not meant to be treasured no matter how wonder it once has been. However, if I were to make hasty decisions people will ostracize me. On the other hand, why must I fucking care about other people's perceptions? Every actions really has it consequences. I don't know which path to take, which pawn to move. 'Cause every strategy seems like a land mine to be. Coming to think of it, I'll still die even if I ended up making a firm decision. Maybe I should just follow the flow and see how my life goes... Prelims starts officially tomorrow. So, here I am feeling emotional. Maybe I should stop worrying about my love life, cause I don't need it afterall (: I've yet to catch up on a theme of Geography and SS. Petrified. Petrified. Petrified. Okay, AIIN. Forget about your troubles and let's have fun + studyyyy (Err.). No more sad, sad okay. Anyway, if you're having fun mingling around with people. What the fuck is there to care about? You're already on your two feet up on your own sticking the line hard to the ground. All in all, why and what the fuck must you care?! :D Going biking soon to Admiral Park with peepsohs. Hopefully we'll see something interesting. Till then. & SERIOUSLY, I WANNA GAIN WEIGHT AND EARN HORSESHOE BICEPS LIKE A.JOLIE!!! What we caught today.  Lastly, good luck to everyone for tomorrow's paper and for other upcoming Prelims as well. PRELIMS HUAT AH! P/s: Stop asking meeeeeeeee. Tomorrow's Paper 1 is tested on Informal writing ONLY.Get it?! CHEESE FRIES! Love, ABJ 1:33 AM
Quest For G - Beware of The JabbaWockeez
Check this out. It was super hilarious! Jabbawockeez huat ahhhh! Love, ABJ Saturday, April 25, 2009 5:47 PM
Intensity Fills The Air
Hello Earthlings. Here comes the weekend and I'm bored. I spent a quarter of my day at the Library. Supposed to be alone but in the midst of searching for a book to borrow, I heard a familiar voice of laughter. Walked a few steps to where the voice was coming; I was right. It was Jeremy & Beverly studying. LOL. Meanwhile they were studying, I was busy searching for books to borrow. Majority weren't my type of books but I didn't gave up in searching at least two books. So, out of randomity I grabbed a book and Bev was cracking up not so hard but almost. Haha. Went to the ground floor since Bev needed a table to study but to no avail. Way too many people today, I wonder how people can concentrate. I saw Dear studying today with the two Fiz/Feez. Apart from them, there were plenty of WRSS-ians. Incuding Mr Siva. Was planning to make school available on Saturdays for Graduating Students. Wonder if the plan is going to be confirmed? I hope so. I hate studying at home. Haha. Afterwhich, settled down near the magazine area when Bev left for somewhere else to study. Ehem... Clarified some Geography questions which will are confirm that will be tested from Prelims with Jeremy. & Did some tutoring of Development with Jeremy. Come, ask the pro here~ But seriously, I panic because I realised I haven't touch on Food intensity and it'll be a LORMS question. I'm petrified. After some hours(?) of studying, went to LJS. Before I went out, I ate my lunch but however, I still feel hungry. & So, I agreed to have my second lunch. This is my second consecutive day of getting treats. What a nice feeling~ :P Maybe it's because of the Kindness week. LMAO. Parted our ways and went home. Currently blogging and figuring out on Guitar Pro. It's okay, I'll be a prodigy after some time. But it's not my main focus anyway. Current priorty is studies. Seriously, I never felt so... __(?) ___ about my studies. I think someone's reaction left a hard impact on me recently. Thus, my hardworking and motivation level went up. & I thank you for that :D Alright, I got to start Chiong-ing on Geography soon after Guitar Pro-ing. Loads to catch up. Any interesting news will be updated tonight. So let's wait! Dad's working and I'm feeling so bored... It's family day and we'll be going to Popeye's tomorrow! Sorry Athena, I'll be there before you give me another sweet treat(s). Hehe! But I'm looking forward, alright. Barefisted battle competition is up next. Should I watch? 'Cause I need a break. Gotta blast! Would you, take the journey tonight. Follow me walk through walls of death?
Love, ABJ I'm addicted to Pitbull. Help. Friday, April 24, 2009 10:46 PM
Gone Forever
.jpg) Fucking Friday. I'm sorry for not updating properly these days. I hate to see my blog in such a mess with improper language all over the place. Fuck. I brought the wrong timetable today. However, I was fortunate enough that only the first two periods were affected. Nonetheless, Mdm Chan is not in class today. So lady luck was on my side. Afterwhich, we had MT. Cikgu Memy called me up to the front and had some conference then it was Buddy's turn. Referring to different persons in our lives, but similar purpose. To see both studying hard together. If not, let go. Apparently, someone doesn't want me to care about the person's education. I cannot do anything because I've been given low authority to the extreme. Feeling rather pissed, I washed my hands for a few moments after giving a harsh wake up call. I hope it did, but on the other hand, I doubt so. Fuck my life for all this shit I've been doing. Home Period was up next. Just did the arranging of tables and clearing the rubbish under those filthy desks. Pretty disgusting. Some of the girls + 1-8 celebrated Cikgu Memy's advanced birthday today. Ate some birthday cake and went up to the hall for English Oral. I felt good. I know I've done well. :D  I met up with Athena at Causeway Point to watch Fast & Furious today. The movie left us with big questions marks. Athena & I exchanged looks. HUHHHHH?! But good storyline. Kept us in wonders what'll happen next. Currently feeling like super sucky. I don't love my life. & So does the things that are happening to me. Telling myself to be patient. Constantly kept reminding myself of Franklin Roosevelt's words. If you treat people right they will treat you right - ninety percent of the time. The test of our progress is not whether we add more to the abundance of those who have much; it is whether we provide enough for those who have too little. (Familiar?) Here is one for you: It is common sense to take a method and try it. If it fails, admit it frankly and try another. But above all, try something. I HOPE I MADE YOU SEE THAT I'M GONE FOREVER. Changed my blog song, an old song but it's one that leaves a hard impact in life. Love, ABJ Thursday, April 23, 2009 11:04 PM
VUCK YOU PEOPLE.
 Summary of the day: Lesson was alright with the exception of that teachers are giving tonnes of homework. Literally, tonnes of them and I don't know which one to start first. I thank God I didn't doze off during English lesson today unlike yesterday & I swore I really slept with my head up. & I don't know what I scribbled on the book that when I read it again I went... "huh what's this?" So yeah, had oral today. Damn, screwed up ahhhh. Even Keemy had trouble answering it let alone Kayeh who spoke English halfway. After school, hang around with some bunch of people at SPA. Talked about lives. So yeah, what's with Sakura outings anyway? Most probably going next week Friday. Someone's going to sponsor half the price. Woooo~ Ah lazy want to blog. Some other time. I feel shitty right now. Life's so busy. I wash my hands off some people -.- Love, ABJ Tuesday, April 21, 2009 4:03 PM
Vault Vinder, Vuck Off
Hello Earthlings. My day's abit down today, but nevertheless I still feel a side of me being jovial. It started off with a rainy day, so I was waiting for the bus. & To my expected prediction, two 912E came. I boarded the second one. Then a 912 bus came behind. I was cursing under my breath all the way until the bus interchange where I alighted. Saw a rose among so many thorns on my way to school, but I don't see any envy-denvy situation. & So, I passed, looked away and walked. I miss those times, though. Home Period Was relieved by Mrs K since both of our teachers had to go for their CCA competitions respectively. Mrs K and I interacted quite alot today. & I was pissed off with Fishball. Grrrr, I'll tell you next when the period comes at later part of the day. D/F/POA We had the POA test today. Did some careless mistakes or else I could've gotten full marks for that paper. But I guess, A2 would be just fine from a U? Let's just hope so. A Math/ Study Period We went to the library to do some homework. Apparently, most of us studied in the library becase there's air con and less distractions. Now that's where I argued with Fishball. Tell me if I'm the one at fault? *Translated in English. Fishball: Eh, this girl's fault lah Mrs K looked at me all the time!! Vuck, man. VUCK. He's considered lucky because we're arguing by 'whispering' in the library or I swear I could've made him cry if it was some place elsewhere. -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- But coming to think of it, tong sampah also want to fight... Hilarious. Chemistry We've studied so hard for the test but Ms Ho wasn't here. So we were asked to do some worksheet and came across a question whereby we had to draw a furnace and label some things. Benny: Eh, they say no need draw only must label in N Level what? Wah... shit. Me: HAHA, they ask you draw just draw lah. Haiyo~ Benny & I: *sketching the furnace* (Benny used a pencil. I used a pen.) Benny: Wah, your furnace pro sia'. Me: Of course, it shows how ready and geared up am I. Potential Marine Offshore-ian. HAHAHA. Can design ship and build oil rigs.(My intention is to go for Aerospace Tech, actually) Benny: Ya lah ya lah, action ah~ Haha, somewhat bragging but funny :P Geography I paid attention today. However, some topics like Rivers & coasts are no longer fresh in my mind. Deep shit, I got to chionggggg. & I got 7/11 for Geography test. Looks like a handful is becoming stronger. Damn, I got to do something :l There's tuition and night study for me today. It'll be very tiring but let's just hang on. From next week onwards, things will be back to square one. How sad no more night study sessions. & Tonight's the night to get Cadence blasting her laughing stereo. Wooooo~ I hope she brings some preserved plums, my favourite~ :P Hmm, Mr Ravin's calling me. Wonder what is it about. Gotta blast! Love, ABJ Monday, April 20, 2009 4:59 PM
Mrs Brightside
Edited/. THIS IS DA' REAL DOPE MAN! Hello faithful readers. How's everyone? My day has been great despite the Monday blues (: MT I did Oral Communication with Atiqah today. I focused on Conversation but I just had the urge to speak English when I'm in the midst of speaking Malay. Helppppppp ): POA POA was abit hectic, I guess? Ms Han is rushing through to do some revision for tomorrow's test. Will be tested on Bank Reconciliation, General Journal & Partnership. The least I will get is at least B3? Well, on the other hand from a U to a pass is a great achievement isn't it? Wow, I'm so positive, aren't I? :P SS A very quiet two solemn periods. I think we're tired of the naggings (But we're used to it). & We're not interested in the topic that we learnt today. Wednesday's PE will be replaced with SS & Will be going through Reliabillity. Boo, I hate SS ): CE CE was quite interesting today. Very innovative, I thought. We're supposed to do our target-setting after Adam Khoo's motivation kills were imparted and where will we be seeing ourselves in a decade's time. I did it quite nicely with cute stickers :P Then it's being sealed up in our envelope, strictly confidential and for individual's reference. One week before N Levels, we will be getting it back and reading our goals that we've set for ourselfves. I'm sure everyone wants that $100. So everyone, let's work hard for it and get below ten points. & Eunice, if the cash is gone. You're going to get pimped and doped hard by us :P Maths Maths. Maths. Maths. I hope Prelims MP1 will be an easy one. In fact, we already predicted Prelims MP2 will be easier. Everyone in the class knows why :P I aim for $20. That's all I ask for. Quickie updates on this weeks' plan: 1. Lunch date at Popeye's with Athena 2. Biking with classmates to Admiralty Park These are the things to do before my Prelims officially start (: & Things tonight seemed calm although one is abit not quite in a good mood. Don't think too much, alright. Cheer up :D I feel good today. You want to know why? Because I managed to talk alot of things with my long-lost connection buddy, NAD. I've made people laugh their butts off. & Lastly, despite seeing happiness from the one, I know I made a difference. Somehow. Someday, I'll get back what's mine. Somehow, I'll work for it. Sometimes, I work harder for it. Copyrighted by AIINTHARAN™ Love, ABJ Wah, Rambutan called me Beejay today. Sound so cool yet so wrong :P Sunday, April 19, 2009 1:09 PM
The Room Left A Move In Between You & I
 Anyway before I start, I'd like to comment myself yesterday night. It was nocturnal. You know I slept at 4am and I completed whole league of Winning Eleven (PS2) on my own. I'm so proud :P Without further a do, let's just summarise the morning I had and the plans ahead for today. Woke up around 0800Hrs. Ate breakfast, got myself ready for Ngaji. Then I went back home, helped Mum with the laundry and started preparing the books that I'm going to need or revision then here I am blogging. & Heck, currently SMSes are pouring in asking Maths formulas, borrowing of green tie and sort of kinda things. I told you, anything unnecessary I am not going to reply. Rot and thirst for replies/answers for all I care. I got a Geography N Level paper to do, and I forgot all about rivers & coasts so... I'm going to figure that out how I'm going to complete it. Today's Agenda: 1. Revise a topic on waves for Physics and complete the questions in my assesment book. 2. To do a mindmap for Geography, complete one theme of Food Consumption by 24 April o9'. 3. Finish up Trigonometry worksheet. 4. Read a chapter of the storybook I just borrowed. 5. Prepare myself for tomorrow's English Oral (Internal Prelims). IF I CAN'T, I MUST. *smiles widely* Alright, will update more if there's anything hu-ha to talk about. Gotta blast! Love, ABJ Saturday, April 18, 2009 2:23 PM
Lies Meant To Be Uphold, Promises Meant To Be Broken
 Hello people. Today's Saturday and here already comes the weekend. Boo. I didn't went for Ngaji today because I had a sore throat so I spent my early morning doing my target setting for an hour or so until noon strikes. Then I started my power reading and had already finished summarising the contents on Governance in Singapore. My aim today is to complete revising a theme of SS, which I had 1 more chapter to go. Jiayou. After that, I plan to practice some of Maths questions and finish up my Trigonometry. Pretty easy, but I kept forgetting the fundamentals. & I've been pending homeworks already, however I think it's manageable by this weekend. I told myself to refrain from staying back in school unneccssarily. To go for outings with family and friends weekly and so forth. I hope my people will understand me for so-called staying aloof and sticking my ass at home. One purpose, I want to study. In addition, I'm happy to let all of you know that critisms and pessimistic thoughts of issues pertaining to my life especially, I am more that happy to entertain you with my zero tolerance. In short, I don't fucking care what others think of me. Of my stuff. Of everything that's related to me. Therefore, I'm letting the door in my heart close. As well as my ears. It's only open for optimistic people and whatever positivity that comes in. As for my mind, I'm more willing to let it open as always because somehow I need it. For a change in some things that I had to. On the other hand, let me allow some negativity to come in so it can make me stronger. Haha. Alright, that's all for today I guess. Mugging starts right here, this day. I cannot afford to lose time. For whatever precious things I hope not to lose, I'm willing to let it fly away from my hands. I'm not fully embraced, but I believe time will let it heal. Even if it takes longer than expected. If it had to go, then it has to go. I can't force it, although I can change it. I just don't have enough strength to carry on doing it... & No one's helping me. So what's the point...? Love ABJ Somebody else that feels the same somewhere, there's gotta be somebody for me out there- Friday, April 17, 2009 9:10 PM
I Write Sins, Not Tragedies
 Hello Earthlings. What a hell lot of a day I had today. Two periods of Maths been spended wisely, glad to say. & Yes, I've been asking Mr Ravin questions even though some were fundamental. Which however though, is a good sign :D After Maths was MT. Did some Oral. So those people who previously got 9/10 for oral had the first go to read in class again today. Guess what, 10/10 for passage readingggg *Raises eyebrow* They say I spoke consistently like in the news, okay set ah. Mass intercom, here I comeee :P Home Period was spent day dreaming. I'm not practically sure of what's running in my mind but majority were still in a euphoric state of Adam Khoo workshop. & Discussed some things about the class tee. My design had been finalised & Thank God no one went against my design and majority wanted V-neck. Well, coming to think about it the design is quite nice. Now let's just hope it's not to low or we'll look like the fwench (French). All is fine. Now I'm left with emailing the managers to discuss about the price quotations. I hope everything will smooth sailing for the next upcoming few challenge up ahead. Next 3 periods of A Maths, I spent my time doing English homework and borrowing two new books. After school was 2.4km run. Prepared ourselves and 4NA had to wait for the rest of the Sec 3,4 & 5-1 like 45 minutes at the running area. Seriously, who did this fucking strategy is damn fucking stupid. Such a waste of time. I was with Mainnah all along, with the exception of during the run. Mainnah was probably 3-4 minutes faster than I am. Told you Mainnah, that's the power of the mind :P Well, Mrs Chuah advised me not to go for the run. You know what happend? Mrs C: Hello, Aiin! *Stops abruptly, and cornered me to 'arrow' but changes mind* Me:Ahh.... Hello, Yes? Mrs C: Aiin, what happend to your voice, why are you looking so pale and why is your eye so red? Me: I've not been feeling well for a few days already. Mrs C: Then I suggest you shouldn't run today. Do you have a block nose? Me: Err, watery but when I'm in air-con my nose will block. Mrs C: In that case, then do not run because you'll not be able to breathe if your nose blocks, okay? Me: Okay, but I think I'm fine. Mrs C: Okay then (: So yeah, after the run Mainnah & I went to Causeway Point to eat at Banquet. Parted our ways and went home afterwhich. That's my day today. Let me pull myself together for all the coming bad truths and tragedies. Love, ABJ Thursday, April 16, 2009 10:53 PM
Final Fight I'll Win
Hello readers. Sorry for the improper updates. My stream just finished Adam Khoo workshop yesterday. Skills & knowledge were imparted. Values were instilled. Very enriching. Now I heard there's two more boosters for us this year. & We've been expressed gratitude by Mrs K so each of the form teachers from 4-6 to 4-8 sponsored us ice-cream. Mdm Chan's Geography class as well. So yay, two ice-creams in one day (: Another good news, eversince the horrendous results I got in CA1 I am doing exceptionally well in studies right now. Not the skills from Adam Khoo yet, but maybe the programme got me hyped up before the workshop hence making me motivated and do well. Out of 5 tests let's say, 3A1's and 2 B3's so far. Good news isn't it? :P Moving on, emotions doesn't seem to set right these days. Sometimes I'm feeling under. Sometimes I'm feeling down. Sometimes I'm all jovial and optimistic but things doesn't just go the way I expected. I got discouraged, but like Danny says who the fuck has the right to stop us and judge? Oh well, I think I need to work on my LoA. I'll be patient, sticking to what I've always wanted even though the day I didn't wanted came way too far than expected. Ubber disappoinment fills the air, but as I look on the brighter side of the world I can always get other things in posession easily. We human tend to make mistakes, but we should always move on (Are these Bong's words?). Anyway, I think it's a personal loss if you don't cherish it. I know I'm not the one to blame if that happends even though I will shed a sense of guilt for a moment. Things just get in my way, but you know what? I don't need other's opinions. But for whatever comments I received, I'll promise I'll work on it although I might show the discrete look at you. Prelims are near. Monday is English Oral. Tuesday is Creative Malay Writing @ Library. Thursday is MT Oral. & Thank God, Mr Ravin's Maths P1 was rejected :D Mayne, don't you think the paper is too complexed? Well, I hope it's simplified. I cannot wait for English Prelims. This time, I'm not going to get that funny woman to fail me. I'm gonna prove her she's not worth my time. The line may be hard but I'll keep my feet on the ground. All for A2!~ (For me :P) & I'm gonna beat the class in summary writing like I always do. Cheerios to myself- Sorry, this entry is all about my motivation and turning my ass back on the people whom I dislike to give so much face to. Therefore, it's all about me me me. Comments not needed. I'm sorry for being naive. Just not being myself these days. Maybe the tears I shed (apart from AK) made me stronger. DON'T WANNA TELL. Love, ABJ Monday, April 13, 2009 10:09 PM
Fucked Up Life
DETERIORATING FEVER. MORE ADAM KHOO. DAY 57. NEED NO ONE. I've learnt one thing and created something out of myself. For the fellow losers out there, you ain't got no excuses to fail or worse still, to lie. Love, ABJ Choices afterall do have heavy fucking consequences- Sunday, April 12, 2009 5:53 PM
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Fever. Tomorrow Adam Khoo. No Dear. Day 56. Fears. Wonders. = LIFE SUCKS. Saturday, April 11, 2009 9:58 PM
Where'd You Go II
TELL ME WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU'RE MISSING SOMEONE? It's Day 55 & I'm getting restless drowning in the sea of life as days go by. I'm tired of being all alone. I'm sick of having no one to fall back on. I'm down getting to share all my joys on my own. My life's nothing without my other half. Friday, April 10, 2009 4:16 PM
Sona
Hola comosta, readers. Summary of the (short) day: I woke up at 1000Hrs, showered and went online. Chat with Dear before he goes Kampung today. I know I went abit rash during the conversation but I felt better afterwhich letting it go, bursting every single thing that I've bottled up for months. Now, I felt sort of damn regret. Moving on, someone planned to go to the library but in the end it's cancelled. However, I still made my way to Causeway Point with KS, YK & Isaac. Helped them search some birthday presents and I contributed some cash to Johnny's belated birthday present. We saw Mdm Chong at Mini Toons then waved hello, talked about SW and some "Hello Kor kor and Jie jie session by her sons". Very cute, I thought. So we bought him an aroma fan from Action City... of all things. LMAO :P Afterwhich, we went up to Banquet to have our late lunch. Busted, KS eat from home already whereas the 3 of us haven't even eat since we woke up in the morning. LOL. Saw cousin Sofia & her sunny boy. Then parted our ways. I wanted to go to the library to return my books and damn it was closed so I went home. & I think a photographer took my pictures secretly probably he thinks it'll be a good picture of me standing at the bus stop alone in the rain with a slight breeze of wind gushing through my hair :P Hahaha, joking joking. So yeah, that's my day. Family & I will be going to John Little sales at Singapore Expo tomorrow. Weeeeeeeee~ More printed tees and blouses :D Alright, gotta blast! I need to do some revision on Physics and do my POA homework. Love, ABJ Thursday, April 9, 2009 10:33 PM
Another Miserable Day Lived _|_
Hello everyone. Today's Thursday and most of the time I had fun laughing with my circle of friends. Well, I've the class to fall back down if I fell which I just did. It hurts... Lessons were super boring today except for Maths. Mr Ravin received a gift from a former student and we're like "OPEN, OPEN, OPEN! SHAVER, SHAVER, SHAVER!' Finally, he opened and let us see the present he got which is a frame with his ex students of 4-4 last year. Very nice. Now we know how old is he :P After school was learning journey, it was f boring. To Chinatown to visit the heritage trail thingy. It was scary because the place was dark especially when there's statue of the chinese opera. As I stepped into the building (or should I call it shophouse?), I felt that the aura was bad. Real bad, especially when night falls. We went back to school to celebrate Mr Ravin's advanced birthday. A surprise for him. So someone bought a chocolate banana cake from Secret Recipe sponsored by Mdm You. At first we thought it was all chocolate because it was super plain on the outside. When I cut the cake for the class after candle-blowing session, we realised there's banana inside. Yummy~ Then we smeared Mr Ravin's face with the cake. HAHAHA. Revenge of the fallen or what? :P So, there's another birthday celebration in two weeks time for the second term babies. Can't wait. Afterwhich, I went to KFC with iJan to eat before nightstudy. We saw Freeze too. He changed, not alot but grow taller? LOL. Went back to school and got ready for night study session. Cadence & Yaya sat with me. This time, no laughing matter. We focused on our work except for Cadence who gave me lame riddles to solve. HAHAHA! So yeah, I so-called did abit of tutoring of Physics with Yaya. Pro ah~ :P After that, went home together. So currrently blogging. It's day 53. How much longer? ): Love, ABJ Wednesday, April 8, 2009 10:03 PM
It's Like Candles
Hellos everyone. Let's start with a Wednesday kick off for the day. English We had 3 periods of English today -.- Did oral communication and sad to say, I was dozing off covering my eyes support my elbows on my forehead so that Mrs C won't caught me sleeping. Then we had to do journal entry, like big f*ck. When we bring, she doesn't want to use it. When we didn't, she uses it. Luckily we weren't made to pay fines or I'll whack her upside down. Afterwhich, we did some cloze passage. Easy peasy~ PE Wahlao, cheat my feeling~ We were told that we had maintenance run which was true for two rounds. But heck, we had to do 3 full rounds today and most weren't serious because if they were to have retest which falls on next Wednesday then it'll be possible. Why? Because we're going to have Adam Khoo workshop so we'll be missing those lessons. However, I managed to run and took it seriously. Got position 17/43. & While running, Szh Wei was biking and following us when he's supposed to be staying at home -.- We're fucking worried sick, then he shows up. Contentment filled the air, mayne. So those malay boys got to run extra rounds for prudently cheating. You guys deserved it, assholes -.- Physics Pft, no comments. Despite getting an easier paper, I doubt I'll pass. Even if I did, it won't be a good one. I hope I'll get a B3 at least. I've achieved off limits for Chemistry. Gee, I feel super gay but I'm trying not to be complacent, lor. Maths Did another worksheet on Trigonometry. As usual, I laughed. But surprisingly today, I laughed until I burst to tears. My group (who were sitting near to the door, or should I name it my sector?) was busy laughing when JZ did Larry-Songka's "Heeheehahaha~ *claps*" I did it too and Benny was laughing like crap, but he's trying not to. Nice try :P MT Did mock test. Most probably a B3. Mayne, I'm doomed to get B's these days~ I stayed back after school until 1600Hrs today. Did some studying with the monitoring groups. Then there's a group of Chinese/Modern dances were chanting 'Tai tai tai ~' from the fourth level. For once, I tried like "SHHHHHHHHHHH" and bubbly Ah Fen laughed with the rest. Then Al Afiq came, and I was like asking Afiq to make funny noises which he did -.- & There I go laughing my butts out. Afterwhich, I went home and did some cleaning in the kitchen. Night falls and I went downstairs to withdraw some cash for tomorrow's learning journey :D Bought dinner and went home. Saw Cikgu Memy at Sheng Shiong and Fir shortly after while I was on my way home. That's my day today. Everything seems so desolate when I'm all alone at home, no company. 52 days has passed, I'm waiting for something good to happen. We've come this far and not many can do this ): Love, ABJ Looks like a solo tonight, Tuesday, April 7, 2009 4:58 PM
Lone Ranger
Summary of the day! Ahhh, school was as usual but I reached at 0700Hrs to have a meeting with OCIP members about some fund raising for the Thai students to some over and visit us. We have two weeks or so to raise $3000. I was speechless. Prelims are near and heck, I need to go with the ELT to reccee some warehouses to find some stuff. So lessons were abit boring. & I got 27/30 for Chemistry Test. Yay~ My life's going to be doomed tomorrow for Physics. Shite. I went home with Yaya today, feeling quite down. But I guess I'll stand things up to my own feet. Oh well. I'm going to pool at DobyGhaut (?)with Aeons tomorrow. Some quick gathering after school :D Alright, this is it. Will update more when I got time after night study later on. Chowsinchii! Love, ABJ Monday, April 6, 2009 8:07 PM
Faraway III
Hello everyone. Pardon me for not updating yesterdays. Basically, my Sunday ain't that sweet and it all goes boring so I slept like most of the time. When evening sets to night falls, went to Sakura at Northpoint to eat. Saw Mukhsin -.- Not my Dear but another ole' childhood friend. So yeah, I hate that moment. Why did you have to pop in front of my parents like that? Pft, I was super-embarassed. Damn you. Let's start off Term 2 of week 2. As usual, I would go to school. Studies were f boring except Geography. During Geography lessons, I'd keep quiet an stay focus. Why? Because I sat alone at the back :D A1 Aiin A1! So yeah, tomorrow got quiz. Damn I cannot wait for it. Gleee! :P During other lessons, I'd still pay attention; more attention compared to last term. But laughters do exist when I sat with Benny. He cracked me up for one whole period especially during English. Benny: *Opens Oral Communication book* Eh! What tongue-tied. Eh you know the song right? It wasn't that hilarious but somehow it was to me when I was envisaging it earlier just now. & Oh, as for SS. It was pathetic, as usual A.Tan would ask/answer her own question which pisses her off. What makes it worst is that we don't even know how to answer a simple question. Well, I know to whom I should to turn to to seek for help. Mdm Chan :D After school, I stayed back until 0600Hrs to 'endure' with some of the Eagles who were under monitoring system. BUSTED you know. They were supposed to sign out by him at 1800Hrs and Shazrul came over to me and told he already had gone home with the 'chaffueur'. My class went dumbstruck and asked some other teacher to sign them out or something. & Unfortunately Mrs K was back in school; some of them got detained. Luckily I was with Dian in the canteen already. Hengggggg~ So that's my day today. I'm so dead beat. & When I reached home, the sink was full with plates and cups that I had to clean them up. I felt so damn pissed because I was in school for longer hours compared Mum & Dad today and they didn't even make an effort to tumble dry other cutleries. & Fuck, there's meeting for OCIP members. Let me guess, it's going to be about fund raising for the Thai students to come to Singapore. As much as I'd love them to come and visit us again, but I think it's inapproriate to let the Sec 4's do it :/ Anyway, prelim exams are less in 3 weeks time. Heck, why is it so damn early? It isn't this early last year! >.< Gaaaaaah, chiong ah chiong! Nothing would've happen when you're away only if you cherished things and people around you well (: Still, I love you despite it's already Day 50. I swear. Love, ABJ Saturday, April 4, 2009 12:27 PM
My Little Decoy II
Good afternoon, people. Don't you just agree the weather has been humid these days? The bad weather condition somehow get me in a bad mood. & A few short trips in the head. Anyway, blog song's changed. Somehow Paramore's crumbling down and Hey Monday's rising. There's bound to be gossips all over, tsk. In my opinion, Hey Monday's copying Paramore's originality but no harm I guess? LOL, I don't know :P I guess I am not going out today so I'm going to study for my upcoming Physics test. & Read the new books I've borrowed yesterday. It's good to find myself constantly reading 3 books in a month. It's adequate. So yeah, there's not much of plans going on today. On the other hand, I was thinking wether I should renew my air rifle shooting license? Coming to think of it, it's been 2 years and I only went for a few shots. & The fact that I've wasted a few hundred just to get this license -.- Oh well, I think I shouldn't for now. Plus, Nazme and of them plan to go for another gig performance after N Levels. Maybe I should go for it :D Now that's secondary planning. We'll see how things go. Hmmm, I think that should be all for now. Time to WolfTeam with 4-6. Next term probably DOTA against 4-7. There's just bound to be war, soon. Now's a cliche to predict it's happening. Oh well. They say the first step is the longest stride. I'll see what happens when Day 50 comes. I should take this first great leap to forgetting what I always been hoping and waiting for it to come true. It's not a brainwash and she's not poisoning my mind. I find that her words make sense and the end in mind she visualized seemed so real. However, I'm not trying to say I should believe 100% in the outcome. I promise I'll leave some hope thereafter. So let's just wait for some reactivity to happen. Then I'll decide the future. So what, Aiin? You gotta stand tall and show the world you're not worth being taken advatange of. I know you can. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Anyway, the soccer match 4EAGLES against 4Apex was a tough one despite me not there to support. I'm sorry guys for not making through to watch the game when being asked. Needed to go home to sleep? :P But anyway, good possesive game. 3-2. Wasn't a trash though but good detroit (: Love, ABJ Friday, April 3, 2009 9:10 PM
Ten Is What I Aim For
Hello Earthlings. Thousand apologies for not updating well these days.Life's been a ride, a really horrible one. Not exaggerating, though. Yesterday was the volleyball interclass competition. Was a fun experience playing with some of my classmates which eventually went to the semi-finals and clinched fourth. That was like seriously an unexpected outcome. To me, it was an achievement. Winning is not all about the truimph. Losing makes the soul retaliate towards winners. So after the game, played basketball with Yani, CC & Syaz. Feeling rather uneasy, I went back home. Sadly, alone. Had to bought some medication for Dad and as soon as I reached home, Dad was moaning in pain due to some devil advocate acvitity going on. Pft, activity or what? -.- Apparently, I'm being affected but not as bad as Dad. Well, all in all I'm thankful everything's fine at the moment now. Still wondering which fucking bitch did this. Everything was peaceful in school today despite having my life under so called monitored like CCTV, I was active especially after recess on my way back to class although I didn't communicate with much people. Which means to say, I do weird things. As in mentally weird, literally. Overall, we didn't do much of learning today as most teachers are not in school. With the exception for English, we had Oral Communication which was forever a good-riddance topic to 'study'. I've been observing, since Day 1 of her lesson nobody pays attention to her. Not making any eye contact, it's as though she's been talking to herself; agreeing to the negotiations made and so forth. This however, doesn't seemed to be realized by the teacher herself. Or maybe, she did but didn't care much? So yeah, thank goodness it was only for an hour. We did reflections on how well we've prepared for N Levels + O Level Maths. EMB3 of ten points and B3 for O Level Maths. Impossible, I know but let's just give it a best shot. A Maths lesson was relieved by Zombie. I suppose majority of the Express students know who. Haha. So I spent those 3 periods discussing with some people about designing the class tee. To our surprise, we only took a period to discuss and explain to the class about the design. Then I went over and search for Mr Ravin to confirm the design. Ironically, it's been accepted and a remark of kudos being sung in my ear when proposing. The class was delighted and the only one thing left, is to search for a vendor. Probably Nike, FBT or worst which is out of my opinion; Vonda. It's what the class have been hoping for since last year, and if it comes true no doubt seniors among you people will start to criticize the idea of having a branded class tee like the supreme. Seriously, DILIGAS? Look, Adidas existed in the first place, so why not Nike? There's just bound to be comparisons in designs and the quality of the apparels. & Obviously, the compeition in making money. Other than that, do you see any rationale of giving unnecessary comments? Well you can swear under your breathe if that satisfies you, nothing's going to change the outcome anyway. Makes sense? So anyway, Mdm You was telling the class we're going to have our own Learning Journey to Chinatown & Heritage Centre. Stupid place, I know but as long as where the class gets to unite I'm all out for all of them :D & After coming back from LJ, the class will stay back to celebrate Mr Ravin's birthday and seriously we're contributing money to get him a worthy ____________. Mdm You will be sponsoring the cake. Oh goodie, a minor celebration for the 'small fry'! :P Then we'll party till the sun sets and go for our prior second night study session. I opted for it, seriously I need help in POA and Physics. Probably SS but I guess I wouldn't be turning myself to A.Tan for assistance because I don't understand :/ Hopefully, there's Mdm Chan :D I know I confide my distinction grades in her. Conversation of the day: Mdm You: Alright class we'll be having our own LJ on Thursday after school then we celebrate Mr Ravin's birthday. & Yes, the class is planning to go bowling the next day on Good Friday. May everything goes smooth-sailing. The outing. The party. The bowling outing. The vendor-searching for class tee. Amen.
Love, ABJ Wednesday, April 1, 2009 12:07 PM
You're Not Sorry
All hail to those who completed their E-learning! :D Woke up at 0800Hrs, showered and started the E-learning. Wasn't surprise at how many contacts were online, roughly 70/300 XD So, exchanging answers and some of us did copy/paste technique. Haha. I only did some of that for English, damn troublesome. Today's plan is to meet up iJan and Nazme to go to the library to borrow some books and then play the guitar. Need some help with the tuning and learn the latest albums of A7X's solo. Wooo~ ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- But apparently, I met Dearest instead and had some 'fun'. Zzzz *bounce bounce* HAHAHA, Cute dear :P So yeah, that's my day today. & Thanks a million, Dearest <3> & I don't even know wether I should bother coming for tomorrow's campfire at Labrador or not. The only thing guranteed is that I'll having fun jokin with Atika & ZULaiha x) Favourite Juniours~ On the other hand, why just come for the both of them when I can enjoy with them more often in the future? Besides, seeing the Sec 2 gives me the trauma and horrible flashbacks. I'm sure majority agreed with all those tears flowed. Zzzz, emokia days~ & Yeah, there's volleyball inter-class tomorrow. I doubt the team will win but let's just ignite some fire for hope & faith, alright? Afterall, we play for fun... and to hurt people pysically. & We've yet to get even with this one particular girl from class 4-___ Watch your ass :D Seriously, who is my life depending on right now? I felt so uncertain of the faith that I'm keeping. Sigh. I MAY NOT BE PERFECT, BUT I'VE ALWAYS BEEN TRUE. Alright, gotta blast. Need to study for my Chemistry and Physics test. Chow Sinchii!
Love, ABJ |