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Sunday, November 30, 2008 8:11 PM
Dead & Gone
 I turn my head to the East I don't see nobody by my side. Sundayyyyyyyy. Oh, I so hate weekends I wonder why -.- Actually it depends how it goes where you're going out with your family & how it's spent. Sunday, nothing much but it was something. Mum woke us up in the morning and got ourselves ready because Dad's waiting for us downstairs to go out. So, went to Mum's friend house to pass something blocks away from Abang's. Then went to Fork & Spoon to eat. My throat felt funny thus leaving my food wasted -.- It's fishball noodles you know I never fail to clean the bowl. Pft. Anyway, we went back home for a while to change to short pants/ bermudas and went to East Coast park. I wasn't in the mood to cycle to I took a nap under the coconut tree. Mum busy reading newspapers. Dad & Bro went to cycle. Had dinner and went back home. I thought my sore throat is just something that'll go away soon but it deteriorated. Sigh. & My right eye is still swollen since just now morning while I was asleep. My right nose got blocked by flu. What luck. Wrong timing to fall sick. I was hoping I'd fall sick on Wednesday or something because I had OCIP AAR On Thursday. Pft. Nevermind, get to meet my neutral members. Haha (: Seriously, to come and think about it we're the taitai's in Thailand bringing loads of cash, but back in Singapore, I swear I couldn't smell a note in my wallet. Pokkai already. So yes, currently strumming my guitar making stupid noises out of it. I'm just waiting for the day the string will snap right in my eye -.- Somehow and out of the blue I felt frustrated. & I know my mind's going to run wild soon, very soon. I think falling sick makes my blood boils faster for no reason. Sigh... Okay, nevermind. I turn my head to the West still nobody in sight. Recently, Buddy, Atiqah & I were planning to have a pit on the 26Dec with BOPs. Yet again, I managed to troubleshoot something. It could be a possibility that all the pits will be taken and the beach will be full of people because it's a public holiday, Christmas? So that's the current roadblock. We have to be nimble & agile so thought of having the pit days before new year instead. Could be a New Year cum celebration as well :D Okay, I think I'm done. I'm feeling so moody right now, should I take a pill which they call Pride? What drug? Panadol laa. Love,ABJ & Oh, I've been travelling on this road too long- 1:42 AM
OCIP Day 6
Day 6 First day of RAR. Woke up early in the morning and had our breakfast followed by reflection because we skipped last night as we all had to pack our luggage and get them ready before leaving Mae Chaem. Oh yes, scared of going down the mountain each of us took motion sickness pill. I ate one although I don't have motion sickness, just tryna' play safe aight. Haha! So after that, we went in to the our police vans repsectively as on Day 1There was Leonard, Raymond, Perinder, Cynthia, Jeremy, Fabian, Beverly, Mdm Timah, Ms Lim & I. I wonder why Mdm Timah called us ducklings anyway :? In less than 30 minutes, everyone in the van knocked out because the pill kinda purposely made us drowsy thus leaving the van in a very solemn ambience as we go down the mountain. It's like I know & I felt that I was sleeping but I'm awake at the same time. Plus, Leonard & I took an individual seat you know those with one seat which you need not squeeze another person in to sit with you, yeah. I took that one and when I fell asleep my body posture was freaking funny lor -.- It's like my head is parallel to the ground, then I had to pull my body up in a straight sitting posture. On our way down, we visited a waterfall and that's when all of us had to wake up... & need to PEE!!!!!!! Seriously, that pill makes us need the lavatory for gazallion times to relief yourself -.- Okay, not all but I was one of them who woke up with slumber face and approached Mdm Timah. Me: Cher...toilet cher... Mdm Timah: Oh okok, let's go. LMAO, and the road is very steep lor so Mdm Timah had a pair of weak knees, due to ageing I suppose had to grab onto my hand and walked down slowly. After relieving, something kept me awake for a moment. I went to the washing area to wash my hands and God....... the water was freaking cold can? Fresh from the waterfall -.- Revitalizing however, though :/ I stick with Perinder because she wasn't feeling well and I was still sleepy and that both of us were lazy to go up the steep rocky and slippery stairs. We went up until Level 2 of the waterfall and went back down. There's this stall selling belts so Perinder & I went shopping for one while the rest had free Geog lesson by Mdm Timah & Bio lesson by Mr Chong. LMAO. Ms Gomez then joined us with the shopping together with Mr Ravin. Mr Ravin & I shared some cash to pay for Ms Gomez belt 'cause her note was hugeeee. Luckily, I broke down mine already. Haha! So yes, Cher you still owe me 2Baht ah (; Then the two teachers went and sit at a railing waiting for the rest so Perinder & I wanted to buy an ice cream. Ms Gomez & Mr Ravin came to us while licking their ice cream (Eh, so cute :P) Ms Gomez: Come pick which ice cream you want, I'll pay for the both of you. Mr Ravin: Ah, pick the most expensive one. Me: *points to Walls chocolate ice cream cone* Perinder: *points to Walls strawberry ice cream cone* Mr Ravin: Yes, that's the way. You made the right choice. HAHAHA, that part I cannot tahan XD Ms Gomez spent 50bahts for us lor. Okay, so after the waterfall and everything we went back to our respective vans and continued our journey down the mountain. & Again, all of us fell asleep. LOL. We reached and checked in at Best Western hotel. I thought it's gonna be another low class below expectation facilitated hotel but hell no. Heaven proved me wrong, haha! Now I'll let the pictures do that talking.     Nice, huh? :P Love, ABJ & I say to myself, what a wonderful world- Saturday, November 29, 2008 2:42 AM
Insomnia
Hello people. It's 2.45am right now and I can't sleep. Blame it on me listening to MJ12. Somehow I feel like a scaredy cat listening to it today unlike any other usual days I would be able to sleep after listening to it. Weird. Maybe it depends the scare-o-meter. LMAO, such things. But seriously, I kept looking around my room like some freak. Urgh. So yeah, currently chatting with my 322 cousin whom Dear knows since young. & I always got to hear some cutestuff about Dear when he was still like Doraemon :P Haha, okay. It's been a good laugh & smile since I had while chatting with Dear somehow. With the heh he did, was extremely adorable. Imagine if he does it in real life can?! Confirm very hao ke ai worrrrrrrrrrrrr. Feel like pinching Dear's cheeks :D Okay, don't you think I'm a little bit excited? :P I'm bored. Anyway, speaking of which some good movies came across my mind. There's loadsssssssssss and tonnes of hell alot of good movies next year. Ong Bak 2, Transformers etc. OMG, it's getting me all horned up for cash to buy movie tickets & popcorn. Haha, joking (: Hmmm, I think I'll stop here. Will blog later part of the day. Am I suffering from insomnia or something? -.- Okay, gotta drink milk to put myself to sleep but I don't drink Vanilla, urgh -.- Mind's constantly thinking of Dear. Ada makna tu. Haha (: Love, ABJ Friday, November 28, 2008 3:28 PM
OCIP Day 5
Halfway there. Day 5 After breakfast, ELT had to go to school early to settle some things so Mr Calvin, the tourist police sent us via Toyota Truck. It's a wild ride lor because if was very cold and we were sitting at the back open air. I can assure you it's abit dangerous and that our parents won't allow us to go for such wild trips ever again if they see us riding trucks like that -.- So, that morning ELT took the truck and the rest had to walk to school. Muahahaha! After clearing the air & right after assembly we went to our designated area, basically just to sum everything up the past 4 days of what we have been doing and what's the purpose for doing so, in other words ; objectives. The team had some publicity going on then, arranging tables facing them, putting our emails and writing them some farewell wishes while crying. -.- I hate that feeling, alright. Very emotional moment. The cheek to see them crying as well aches my heart. What an achy breaky one. After all these solitairy & touching moment, it's time for us to go out and play like never before together as one before we leave for Mae Chaem the next day. At 2, we had an assembly and our photos of what we do were being collated into a movie presentation. The pipes/taps were bocor... Sigh. After that, the OCIP took a break in the conference room eating oranges and strawberry biscuits etc while the Thai students had a karaoke session in the hall by the principal. Before that... some few other OCIP mates of mine, had this crazy idea. We went up on stage and karaoke together. Then the Robotics boys joined in. It was fantastic. Sang a song by Westlife & Micheal Learns To Rock. Ahhh~ Mr Chong says we're screaming not singing. LMAO -.-     That evening after we left the school, we had a BBQ at a Christian Orphan home nearby at the back of the school. Yae, Nink & some girl followed us and spent their last moments there with us. Apparently, two of my students were one of the orphans as well. Sigh, so poor thing. & Cool stuff was, they prepared us an electric guitar, two mics & an amplifier for self entertainment. Gerek much?    & We trucked home. Wooo!~ Love,ABJ Wednesday, November 26, 2008 6:29 PM
OCIP Day 3 & Day 4
Continue with my journey in Mae Chaem, Thailand. Day 3 Like yesterday (Day 2), we'd walk to school and have assembly. The team then went up to class and clear the air for which itenaries which we were quite unsure of. Firstly, we had Ice Breaker games in the morning. After few minutes of break, we started our teaching using simple English words. The thing that I envy about Thai students are that they always took initiative to volunteer themselves, pays attention to someone who's talking/giving instructions and they are not shy to ask any questions they are unsure of. Of course, it's fun taking pictures with them as well because you don't have to force them to take them with you. Haha :P School ended early unexpectedly by half an hour thus it's some sort of major setback because we haven't finish teaching them. However, due to their cooperation and attention given I somehow managed to find a way. We ended slightly late and mission accomplished.  After being in the school for half a day, the OCIP went to Karen Village. Wen Hao is scared of chickens and I must say I pity him because the rest were making fun out of it. After visiting some homes to see their living conditions which were quite run down, we walked to the paddy field. It was huge and we had fun beating the bundle of wheats to get the rice out. & This hardwork made me felt that you shouldn't waste a grain of rice because it's really tough. Seriously, I think we got to appreciate the efforts of the farmers. I felt envious towards the Karen people because they can still manage themselves emotionally and physically despite the limited resources.  Cheeeeeeeeese! Went back to Pam View Hotel, settled down and met at a food place across our Hotel. It's very near, so it's convinient. After dinner, we went to the Boys' bungalow and gathered there have out daily reflection. It was a chore as it was a very long gathering and it sucks to share your reflections, alright ): Went to bed roughly around 0145 Singapore time. Day 4 As usual, we would walk to school. However, the OCIP Team can't seem to adapt to walking long distances and would end up panting once we reached the school. All of us wore our jackets on while making our way there because it was cold. As soon as we reached the school, jackets were taken off as we're breaking cold sweat. Haha! In school, ELT Team had to prepare some logistic items for the day's English Playing Corner to be oficially opened. It was a successful event, tengok lah siape yang sort out the cock-ups :P After lunch, the Team carried out charades challenge and as usual when we have free time, it means we'll be going out in the outdoors to play play play! The team played together in a rumble of a basketball game against the Thai students. It. Was. Wild. & I love soaking myself up in the Sun :D That explains why I became a bit darker especially my face ): We left the school and went back to our hotel to get some rest because the night itself, we'll be having a Kantoke Dinner requested by Mr Chong. & That night, we were treated like VIP's and flowers were hung around our necks for us by our Thai friends. Had dinner 3 Singaporeans 4 Thai per table basis and watch some performances. After which, we had a fashion show -.- & I swore all of us were the Then we had our Kratong festival of which a big hot air balloon (Or what?) was being heated up, had to make a wish and release it into the sky. Want to know what I wanted to wish for?  Haha, fat hope (: I'll be posting Day 5 & 6 of my OCIP trip tomorrow. Bye! Love,ABJ 6:19 PM
Letters To You
Hey, I just recieved an email from Por. My heart skipped a beat as soon as I saw Thai words on the screen. hi An An i'm por from mae chaem school would you come to maechaem again ? plaes come again maechaem i miss you very much good luck bye bye Aww, I hope EL Team's reading this. Let's go finish our O Level's and save some cash for the next trip... without teachers :D & I had a chat with Mrs Ply the English Teacher. She says that the Thai students are missing us. I feel so touched... Can I cry? Boohoo ): Love,ABJ 'Cause everyone wants to have someone who cares- 11:38 AM
This Is How You Remind Me
IT'S NOT LIKE YOU, TO SAY SORRY I WAS WAITING ON A DIFFERENT STORY. Let me emphasize this. How could you be so, cold as the winter wind when it breeze, yo Just remember that you talkin' to me though You know need to watch the way you talkin' to me, yo I mean after all the things that we've been through I mean after all the things we got into Hey yo, I know of some things that you ain't told me Hey yo, I did some things but that's the old me And now you wanna get me back and you gon' show me So you walk around like you don't know me You got a new friend, well I got homies But in the end it's still so lonely Love,ABJ How can I move on when I'm still in love with you?- Tuesday, November 25, 2008 1:58 PM
OCIP Day 1 & 2
Without further a do, let's get the ball rolling on my trip to Mae Chaem. Day 1 Met Dear in the morning to give something & off to school. -------------------On the way to the airport-------------------- Straightaway went to belt 11 and got our luggages checked in. Meanwhile waiting, Mum was already there so I chatted etc. After that, took some quick photoshots, bid goodbye and we're off entering the gate into the quarantine area. Board the airplane, a 3 hours flight. Basically, Singapore is ahead of one hour than Thailand. So we reached Chiang Mai around 6pm (Singapore time) Had dinner at Black Canyon Coffee. Took a police van and proceeded to Mae Chaem for 2 hours. I swear it was a giddy ride but I thank God I felt nauseous when we're only reaching our destination. Of course, along the way we stopped for toilet breaks and bought snacks for us to munch. We checked in at Pam View Hotel. The facilities weren't that good and as expected, but I reassure myself I'll try and adapt to it. It's not so bad afterall :/   Left: Aisha's bed. Right: My bed. Took a cold shower because the water heater was spoilt and imagine it was 11degrees outside at night -.- Day 2  Woke up at 0515HRS, took a shower and got ourselves ready for breakfast at 0600hrs. It was a cold morning & everyones wearing the jackets on. LOL. Had a hearty breakfast of chicken porride, halal cooked by a Muslim lady. Half an hour later, we walked to Mae Chaem school & there were dogs everywhere! So Mdm Timah & I hugged each other while walking and screaming :P The journey was damn tiring and we took 15-20 minutes to reach the school, by then everyone was panting...like dogs. After the assembly & everything, we proceeded to what we should do according to our own iternaries. We were given a dog tag so we wrote our name on it. Since my name is abit complicated, I omitted the two 'I's & it became An-An :D & The Thai students were extremely friendly and caring. They were way different from Singaporeans. They're not shy, take initiatives to help and care for strangers. Thus, our time there is not wasted and ELT had felt the synergy between us & them on the first day (at Mae Chaem School) Alright, this would be it. I would post 2 days of my OCIP trip on each entry. So, do wait for more (: Love,ABJ Gotta Be Somebody- 11:49 AM
West's Words
In the night, I hear 'em talk, the coldest story ever told Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless.. How could you be so heartless? Oh.. How could you be so heartless? How could you be so, cold as the winter wind when it breeze, yo Just remember that you talkin' to me though You know need to watch the way you talkin' to me, yo I mean after all the things that we've been through I mean after all the things we got into Hey yo, I know of some things that you ain't told me Hey yo, I did some things but that's the old me And now you wanna get me back and you gon' show me So you walk around like you don't know me You got a new friend, well I got homies But in the end it's still so lonely How could be so Dr. Evil, you bringin' out a side of me that I dont know.. I decided we weren't gon' speak so Why we up 3 A.M. on the phone Why does she be so mad at me fo' Homie I dont know, she's hot and cold I won't stop, I won't mess my groove up 'Cause I already know how this thing go You run and tell your friends that you're leaving me They say that they don't see what you see in me You wait a couple months then you gon' see You'll never find nobody better than me Talkin', talkin', talkin', talkBaby let's just knock it off They don't know what we been through They don't know 'bout me and you So I got something new to see And you just gon' keep hatin' me And we just gon' be enemies I know you can't believe I could just leave it wrong And you can't make it right I'm gon' take off tonight Into the night... In the night, I hear 'em talk, the coldest story ever told Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless.. How could you be so heartless? Oh.. How could you be so heartless? *I find the lyrics to the song similar to what I've been through before. Thus, when I'm back I hope everything will change, but love remains the same. Love,ABJ 12:13 AM
Home
Hello people! I'm back ): Roughly two hours ago. It was hell a lot of a day for me. Everyone in the team doesn't look forward to coming back home because we know, with such luxury, we still can't be happy compared to when we're in Mae Chaem in a slightly poor condition. Seriously, from my point of view, I felt happier there although the accomodation and facilities isn't that much and in good condition like in Singapore. I don't get happiness that much in Singapore actually :/ Sigh. I'm coming back after O Level's to join the team again. Just you wait :P Anyway, today's the last day. Had reflection in the morning in Mr Ravin's room. WTH, it's damn nice & he has the room all by himself -.- Then went for lunch at Sizzler's. Some sort of Secret Recipe style kinda thing. Went shopping !!!!!!!!!!! For 45 minutes only because we got to check out from the hotel by 2.30pm -.- So yes, buy buy buy. I bought a Body Glove long sleeve & Adidas jacket for today :D I'm happy. YAYYYYYYYYYY. Okay, I'm sleepy. Will post about the 8 day journey tomorrow. & Slowly, I'll upload nice pictures to share with you guys. Till, then! Love,ABJ Monday, November 24, 2008 3:03 AM
Faraway
Hello people! Currently in Thailand right now. It's 3am in Singapore but it's 2am++ here in Thailand. Blogging while torning right now with some OCIP peeps. It's barbaric to gather together with the food we bought and eat along the corridor in the middle of the night but it's fun though. Ms Lim is currently right here too. Haha. Okay, I'll be back tomorrow. & In the afternoon we will be doing some shopping at an Adidas outlet. Saves roughly 2000baht for all those apparels that I have in mind right now :D Cannot wait~ Okay, this is it. It's Sister P's turn to blog. Seeya y'all! I'll be back in one piece! Love,ABJ Monday, November 17, 2008 7:46 AM
Goodbye
 I will leave with a stretch of smile first. But it can change later :/ Goodbye, my lover. Goodbye, my friends. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. Okay, so here am I in the midst of siap-ing myself while blogging. Sigh. 8 days is short, trust me only if you're making your life busy. If not, happy rotting! :D I may sound absurd but don't be naive. Hmm, I sound like I'm migrating. Haha! Okay, till here then. Blog is down at the moment (; Love,ABJ It's not fair when you say that I didn't try- Sunday, November 16, 2008 10:32 PM
Waterbed!!!
Hey, I caught this on Syadaa's blog. Alright, so that's it :D 6:59 PM
Won't Be Soon Before Long II
 It's just another battle when you exercise your authority. Less than 1 day and I'll be leaving Singapore for Thailand. Life's abit solitairy right now and I don't like the feeling I'm going through right now. I thought I can have my time spent filled with laughter, jokes, hellos & goodbyes and maybe a sizzle of arguments with Dear. But I guess Heaven's just not by my side. Just my deserts, I thought. He's acting as if nothing's going to happen and I'm abit disappointed. It's okay. Afterall, I don't feel that emotional and even if anything bads happend, I'm not the suicidal type so don't worry! :D Hmm, I don't feel that disappointed actually. Maybe I really am changing into a somewhat understand and positive thinking person. Which is good! Urgh, I've yet to complete packing my hand luggage. There's still some things that were left unpack and I worry I'd forget them because the attention I gave wasn't really that much. Haha. Okay, so I think that should be it today. I'll blog tomorrow morning if I have the time. Will be having breakfast with some peeps before I leave in the morning tomorrow. & I'm off. I have yet to clean my room! Love,ABJ Romances don't rewind- Saturday, November 15, 2008 2:28 PM
Walking Contradiction
Hate is such a gore, don't you think so? Suddenly the word hate crossed my mind. Random! Tomorrow will be my last day at home and I don't know whether I should feel contented about it or not. Maybe I shouldn't. It's a sin for indirectly saying you don't love your home, right? Okay, I love my home very much. But pleaseeeeeeee, everyone at home should stop making unecessary din at home. It's making me sad to leave. Look at Love's family, it's so harmonious. Sometimes I feel ashamed facing him with my current family background like this. However, I hope he understands and the fact that my family doesn't go this messy before. Still, it's controllable. I know I can take it... with moral support and encouragement from you guys :D Anyway, as days and nights grew shorter for me these days I feel like I'm drowning in the sea of life and frantically waving for help. Despite all the problems that's taking it's toll on me, I contradict myself ; control and respond to things which is important for me. I'm afraid I might broke down at the airport because it's always the reason when I'm there. It's like the place I'm going tells me what I'll be doing ; the same ole' thing. Haha. But Aiin has build confidence in herself and in the midst of helping herself first before others :D I know I can! Yaya Papaya~ Next, what I expect after I'm back for Thailand are pleasant changes and a livelier environment both home, public and school. I expect things at home to be more peaceful and home is filled with positive thinking. Family members should be more anticipating. & With regards to that, I hope Dear & I will have a blissful longterm relationship with understandings and better communication. Because there's a saying goes 'Abscence makes the heart grew fonder.' True? In public, I'd like to see normal flow of people, but less Kiasu although it's inevitable. I can't ask for much towards public, anyway. Afterall, who am I? :/ School! My second home so definitely I want to make peace with people who I always enjoy arguing with. Haha. Come on, it's not that serious afterall but I do wish to expand my range of communication with you guys :D & Yeah, I think that should be it. Coming to think of it, I should've write this post for tomorrow or Monday morning. Oh well, looks like I've prepared this before hand. Guess, I'm part of the Kiasu population afterall? :/ Love,ABJ You're gonna miss me when I'm gone- Friday, November 14, 2008 8:41 PM
Leaving
 Hello people, as you can see that's my new hairstyle. Gah. So, today's work session was the last! I thank God. & As usual, I'd buy my takeaway Chicken rice and eat them during work session. Multi-tasking you see :P Not really much of a thing today. Aisha & Isaac left early. Raymond was nowhere to be seen, as always XD So left a couple of us and we got free waffles + a box of biscuits given by the office. Woo~ Ate them and left for home. Reached home, called Mum and told her that I'll be having a haircut. Seriously, I think I need a more decent hairstyle before going to Thailand. & Yeah, that's the outcome. I hate my fringe! Okay, so that's my day. Moving on, I'll be updating you guys on my OCIP trip which is going to be 3 days away. Firstly, please take note that I'm not bringing my handphone so please do not message me irregardless of the circumstances you're in. Secondly, do not try to be an ______ tagging messages on the website for me to see because my parents will be communicating with me via blog. Only those who I gave an authorization notice are able to check on how I'm doing. Thirdly, I'll try my best to blog at least a sentence in my blog for updates of me in Thailand although the chances are very slim. Okay, so that's all for now. Bye! Love,ABJ Thursday, November 13, 2008 9:00 PM
Leave Out All The Rest
Edited. Hello people. Life's abit quiet these days? Maybe it's because that I'll be leaving soon. Sigh. It's 4 days, mind you. I'm in this rollercoaster feeling. I felt like I don't want to go for OCIP but on the other hand I'm looking forward to it :/ Urgh. Okay, basically today's work session is an offcial ending for the 2 teams except ELT. The team did some gathering and meeting with OCJ to point out our weaknesses and strengths because anything could happend next week without Evon. She may or may not be joining us to Thailand because her's system is really down at the moment. So yeah, when it comes to my turn I had some positive comments. Raymond: She's friendly, kind and approachable. Jeremy: She can get things done on time and when the team have problems, she's the one who you can turn to. Isaac: *I can't remember what he said* OCJ: I think you can do things. You seriously can be like Jeremy girl version doing logistic stuff. Ah, you also can be the last man in the team so when everyone suffers you can support all of them. *Yey, Aiin superwoman~* :P & The meeting goes on... So left school at 3, went GaiGai with Jeremy & Aisha for late lunch. Unfortunately, the stalls were closed and I was damn hungry. Sat the same table with OCJ who was eating alone and started talking crap. Around 5+ went home via train. On the way to Admiralty, some bunch of stupidkaratmalaybaboons disturbed me. CB~ I wish that fuckingbitch who smokes will die early with excessiv smoking. & I'll put those sticks on your nose before you get buried. You fuckingbaboons played ass with me, I don't mind just by cursing you over the million stars just to get me by. Sorry for the language but seriously, malay teenagers are disgracing the community filled with grieving shits and drawing charcoal on our faces, be it in Singapore or Malaysia. Or anywhere, heck I don't want to know. *Screams my butt off* I'll see if I will be helping ELT tomorrow. Seriously Mum's nagging asking me to take a break before I'll be off for Thailand. Sigh... Love,ABJ So what? Call the doctor, Got a case of love bipolar- Wednesday, November 12, 2008 9:11 PM
Untitled 12
Hello people. So, this will be my second post for the day. Work Session was...alright? Supposed to meet Dear and go to the bank to do some book updates and deposit my cash but plans were cancelled because my gastric is acting up, again. Sigh. I'm really sorry Dear. So, I went to school around 1245HRS which I left for home. Reached shool slightly early because Jeremy need assistance and that nobody was there yet to cater to his needs. Before that, I bought myself a Soursop Ice Jelly; takeaway. Saw Jeremy there as well and got his takeaway too then went back to school. Seriously, we have no time to chit chat over lunch at some place like a busy employer. Had our lunch while doing the agenda for today. Evon was unable to make it and Raymond left us for City Hall with Beverly so we had manpower crisis. With the agenda I prepared, everything went smoothly. Except for which I blew my top over someone. He's being plain noble but when he's in the team, he should give extra and make significance to his roles that are given. Easy to say, he's taking things lightly which I believe everyone agrees in the team. So I hope, with my actions would knock you down and wake you up from fantasy. After work session, had AAR. Duh, I got the most comment both good & bad. I was told I need to control my emotions. But hey, I gave in and I felt okay after I walked myself to the toilet to sum down. It's okay. I'm still cheerful despite the comments because like what Jeremy says 'What we talk here, we leave here' Makes sense? I felt it. After work session left for home. Reached home, ate some crappy stuff and landed on the bed. Woke up few minutes later, spend my several moments with the guitar before I leave for Thailand. Showered. & Currently chatting to Dear :D So that's my day today. Need to pack my stuff in the luggage because I had to send to school for weighing at 1pm. ): Guess I need to ration the number of clothes I'm wearing these few days. & I'm going to miss Dear alot. AIIN (ap) 05moredays says: Love,ABJ Everything will change, but love remains the same- 10:11 AM
Cease
Hello people. Was feeling lethargic and I don't feel well these days. Yesterday Dear came over around afternoon and left around 1+ to meet up with Mani & Cik Hidayah at Woodlands. Thought we're going to watch movies at CP but somehow plans were changed so Dear & I just follow the two to Yishun and caught our movies there at GV instead. Hmm, I'm still not quite sure why we don't have to pay any cent but Dear paid for those popcorns & drinks. Very the murah the hati :P So, what's the hottest craze in theatres besides Quantum of Solace? Yes, HSM3! Okay, so I've dominated that movie from it's first year in high school till they graduate. I'd give 4.5/5 & I urge you people to go and watch it. I'm not sure how Dear think of the movie because he doesn't favour musicals [Boo):] But I bet the movie had proved him wrong somehow :P It's the end before we begin, Happy Birthday Cik Hidayah! :D Yo' git my blessings & live life to the fullest! Wah, orang tu can work already ahhh~ :P Today Okay, I just woke up and my head feels heavy. I slept wearing jacket, a thermal blanket, closed the windows and turned off the fan. Before Mum went for work, I don't know what she was saying but most probably about my health. Something like 'If you're not feeling well no need go for Work sessions. You keep on doing many things for OCIP everyday and you overwork yourself already..' & I don't know what else she was saying. LOL. So this few days, instead of taking a pill of Vit C, E & Cod liver I have to take 2 of each. Ergh... Okay, I'll post another entry when I'm free later evening. Bye! Don't change the way you think of me Love, ABJ Monday, November 10, 2008 11:09 AM
Lifehouse's Words
The Broken clock is a comfort It helps me sleep tonight Maybe it can stop tomorrow From stealing all my time And I am here still waiting Though I still have my doubts I am damaged at best Like you've already figured out I'm falling apart I'm barely breathing With a broken heart That's still beating In the pain There is healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holding on (I'm holdin on)(I'm holdin on) I'm barely holding on to you The broken locks were a warning You got inside my head I tried my best to be guarded I'm an open book instead And I still see your reflection Inside of my eyes That are looking for purpose They're still looking for life I'm falling apart I'm barely breathing With a broken heart That's still beating In the pain (In the pain) Is there healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holding on I'm barely holding on to you I'm hanging on another day Just to see what, you will throw my way And I'm hanging on, to the words you say You said that I will, will be okay The broken light on the freeway Left me here alone I may have lost my way now But I haven't forgotten my way home *Song tells exactly what I'm feeling. Honey I'm gonna make it out alive! :D Love,ABJ I still love you like I used to, you know who you are- 2:10 AM
If I Were A Boy
Okay, it's 2.14am right now. I can't sleep. Too many things are going through my mind. My headache got better, though. I got bored so I browsed throught blogskins. Seriously, most of them are uglyyyyyyyyyyyy and their english is terrible :/ I'm not saying my english is flawless but it's obvious that it's not well structured in the pictures of the blogs. As usual, I would take up hours just to find one blogskin. & As you can see, the grey checkard's my current one. That's the simplest design I can find. Also, lately I've been chasing the colour grey. It seems to be my favourite colour at this point of time. Please, I'm not feeling emotional or on the verge of depression or whatever sort of pessimistic thoughts that are running in your mind. Maybe I feel a little confused of the life I'm leading. But does grey represents confusion? Hmm... But anyway, if you ever find simple blogskin with white/grey backgrounds and fonts it'll be nice of you to recommend me which I doubt most of you will (in fact all) because I believe all of you are finding a very hard time searching for blogskins to your likings! Right? & All that searching ended me in hunger and thirst. Now that it's 2.44am, I didn't dare to go out in the dark outside to find food or something to drink. I used to be a brave little girl but as I grew older, I got afraid of the dark. Maybe I listened too much of MJ12 on the radio. Seriously, I think I need to do something better to pick up my courage once more on the ground :/ Homework. I plan to finish them by end of November especially my English papers. That's one whole great chunk alright. & I'll spend my time revising Sec 3 & 4 syllabus(Preparing for next year la, obviously) and half of the month in total I'll be spending the time away from home for Holiday & Senior Councilors Camp. Hopefully Akira & the whole lot of people during Sec 2 NE camp will be back for us. See how tight my schedule is during the holidays? & Nah, I don't even think of working. Mr Max was right, when we got time to study, we study. Also, he told us not to be stupid to work in fast food restaurants. You don't gain nothing out of it. But economic wise, if nobody wants to work at a fast food restaurant, who's going to serve and cater to our needs? Let Barack Obama do the talking, aye :P Bottomline: I changed my mindset into a fresher vegetable of not to work but study as much as I can! In fact, I plan not to work even after I finish my N's. Going to pursue my level of foundation for O's (even though I might not be able to come back, CHOY!) Or I'm going to spend several years of my life in ___________(It's not prison you, asshole!). Here's the clue: If I were a boy~ *Oh that's another recommendation to listen to. Great song by Beyonce(though I'm not a fan of female artists) Okay, I think my post is long enough to make it through my Monday. P/s: I bought the sets of __________(Dear knows) for nearly fifty bucks and 70% of the barangs I bought was GREY. WTH?! Love,ABJ Grey.Grey.Grey. Saturday, November 8, 2008 9:23 PM
SaturDay Out.
Hello people! My Saturday wasn't much of a blast but okay, I enjoyed it at a later part. Aisha & I went shopping together from Choa Chu Kang and back to Woodlands. Well, in the first place we got a real miscommunication. Both were waiting at different place. WTH. So I told myself to just board the damn LRT. On my way to BPP, saw Aisha at the interchange. Wooo~ I didn't go to BPP because Aisha covered the whole mall all by herself. So went to Lot 1 next. I bought myself a bermuda at Hang Ten for fifteen bucks. Was quite exquisite. So yeah. Anyway, I have to bear in my mind I must not burn my wallet lor! Aisha bought herself a pair of jeans at LP Zone. You have no idea how long we took in that shop :P After an hour or so, we headed the our one and only well known navigated mall ; Causeway Point (Yes, you're right!) Bought a bubble tea each, thanks for the treaaaaaaat girl (: Had our late lunch more to a dinner at horizon foodmall. Continued shopping after that. I bought myself a Nike bottle in grey. Not the bottle that squirts (Gah, I hate that) but it's like more to a cylinder. & Aisha's getting the same bottle but at a bigger size. Seperated our ways after that. That's my Saturday :D Sunday's plan is that the family plans to go out and go shopping for my OCIP trip. Friday, November 7, 2008 10:48 PM
Hot N Cold II
Hello people. Ahhh, today's Work Session was slack lah, okay? Arrived at 1430hrs in school and bought some food then we proceeded to 3-1 for usual meetings. Version 6 was approved, thank God. ELT was happy BUT we still need to do the artefacts. That's suppose to be HomeBase people to be doing all that. Oh well, nevermind. So I took time to do it and scribbled Dear's name + My name. Will show the picture some other day because I'm currently charging my phone :D As usual, during Work Sessions my stomach will feel hungry so went down to buy buns. Me: *bought sardine bun* Auntie: Eh, buy more lah. Finish it up. Me: Ah, I no money. Auntie: Nevermind ah, you take 3 buns for $1 only. Me: Okay! HAHAHA. Baik or what? :P She even gave Jeremy & I free milo during Sec 2 streaming talk. HAHAHA! After that, had parents OCIP talk. WTH, so Aisha's Dad became my father for that moment. Was funny. & He offered me a ride home but I turned down lah saying elder brother will fetch me. Obviously, don't have righttttt =.= So yeah. Went home. Showered. Blog. & I'll be frying eggs for me to eat later. Damn hungry :/ Love,ABJ Thursday, November 6, 2008 9:41 PM
Civil Defence Course
Hello people. Today was suppose to be Friday's entry but since I didn't publish any yesterday, I will classify things I do on the specified date. So, I attended for Civil Defence course today but early in the morning, I was late! Damn late! I was still at home 7.30am when I'm supposed to report in 15 minutes time in school. Luckily, I finished my shower. Quickly dressed up and took a taxi to school. Burned my wallet obviously =.= Overall, the course was fun. & I got to soak up the Sun after a longggg time :D During CPR, got sabotaged by those freaking people & I represented WRSS. Chey. But damn you people. It was fun though :/ Now, I'm going to let the pictures do the talking.  .jpg)
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