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Monday, August 31, 2009 5:18 PM
T&SAD Disaster?
/Edited.

T&SAD was alright. Some were disastrous & frustrating. Let's start this from the top by having a kick start with a soccer & netball match. We didn't watch Netball but Soccer instead. Maybe Ruzanna got some secrecy behind her motives. Hahaha. Somehow it wasn't lively like the previous years' matches held. Probably we students know who's going to win. Pft.

The class gave Mr Ravin a gift - A Teacher's Report Book. In contains all our class photos we took during Brithdays & other special events held in school. We even wrote a very long testimonial for him & that he passed as a teacher. Haha. (Report Book mah.) As for Mdm You, we bought her a can of Longan then wrap them in a thick newspaper ; & I mean real thick that she got agitated. Haha. We didn't bring our guitars so we didn't perform anything. Probably because everyone's in a mood to study instead of having fun since it's N Levels next week.

As for the concert, it was so-so but okay, I don't wish to comment. LOL. So I'll just bury my head inside and laugh it all on your faces. Hahaha. Some ex-grads texted me to snap some pictures & have a long talk but I left school way early because I hate such crowds. So yes, sorry everyone! But I was hoping to talk to Yezid about his drumming thingys. I miss those band. LOL. Eventually, those whom I know way earlier than last year's batch or so were there, not the ones whom I know way back then. I seem to see a trend & I'll do it too once I left the school? We'll see.

Last minute decision by Yaya to borrow some books then off to CWP to waste time then to the bazaar & bought some food. Like finally, I bought my Tokoyaki. Haaaaaah! But somehow the sauce sucks -.- Next, I'm craving for hotdogs. Yes, the long ones in a stick. Ok, that's all :D

Shall stop here & do whatever I'm suppose to. Aspiow!




Love, ABJ

Sunday, August 30, 2009 8:49 PM
Fireflies
"I'd like to make myself believe, that planet Earth turns slowly."

As you can see, I've changed my blogskin. It's all pretty dull smeared with grey but I made some changes to smear orange! For the time being, I think the blogskin is pretty alright :) The power of Orangeee. On the contrary, I've been drinking orange juice & eating bananas since Ramadhan Day 1 which I believe is nutritious & lip smacking snack :P

I woke up at ten today but laid on the bed listening to the radio till one in the afternoon. Tsk. Some good music, that's why :P Showered then watched a movie, which I can't remember then I'm off to DOTA with YK without CK. Being a responsible girl, I went to do my SS revision. Now I'm left with the outcomes, which I terribly am waiting for A.Tan to give.

I watched MJ's Concert again while doing SS revision after a short break. Heee! Dad summoned me to go downstairs to buy some drinks since there's no more orange juice so I bought apple juice instead. Haha. Unfortunately, while I was choosing some cucumbers to buy, some bangla hit my butt on purpose. Freaking turd! Then came his friend who purposely hit me on my arm. They thought I was some kind of maid trying to seduce them -.- Firstly, I don't dress like one. Secondly, maid doesn't wear flip flops & Baby G watch. Assholes.

Speaking of maids, I smell rat. My neighbour's maid has been looking into my house for a certain reason which I suspect to have a good time looking at my Dad. In addition, the recent weeks, she has been rushing out of the house with my neighbour, Esther at 6.20am every weekday hoping to bump into my Dad on the way to work/send me to school when Esther herself is not ready yet. But of course, in 5 working days, Dad only has to work at least twice & I made him leave for work earlier so he won't bump into that slut. If you think all these doesn't convince you that the maid is stalking my Dad, there's more she did just to 'bump' into my Dad. She'll wait by the balcony to see who opened the door. Or even wait at the balcony knowing that my Dad will return from his Friday Prayers. On top of that, whenever she throws the rubbish, she tends to look into my house & I will be looking at her instead of having to see my Dad.

Now does her actions speaks her volume of what she's trying to do? Let me see, I got a list of dirty tricks.

I'm currently blogging & speaking about my world to Mainnah of my end of year plans of going Cameron Highlands with a bunch of friends. Hahaha. I think it's dumb, but if we start scrimping & saving why not? It can all happen. Oh yes, new music genre hitting my eardrums. Electronic seems nice. Hee ^^ I do feel good feeling happy :D :D

Somehow, I'm looking forward to 10 September :)





Love, ABJ
Bobby Chin, new lover? I prefer someone else. Hahaha.

Saturday, August 29, 2009 9:49 PM
Midnight Romeo


Hello everyone. Weekend's already here. Somehow I love it, somehow I hate it. It's both, otherwise :D But it's okay, just enjoy it before weekday comes again. I didn't do anything much today at home. Woke up around ten in the morning & watched The Scorpion King. Heh ^^ Since I got to watch it halfway yesterday, I watch it full today! Without any disruptions! Hahaha :)

Basically I watched TV almost the whole day & did some revisions on SS for upcoming N Levels. Oh my God, N Levels -.- I'm left with Chapter 5 & 6 for writing notes. I hope I won't have much to do so I can focus on memorising the facts for my SBQ. Eventually, my skills improved. Probably I'm being inquisitive, I even asked myself what if Cambridge sets SBQ questions on Michael Jackson? I think we can all pass despite having our fundamentals that are shaky. Haha, okay what a random though indeed ^^

There's some errors prior to my blogskin which others cannot see but the owner itself. So quit taunting there's nothing wrong because it's pissing me off! Ah! LOL. I've browsed hundreds of blogskins but none are up to my standard & God knows why they upload such pictures. It doesn't bring across anything. & Love doesn't make everything happy, alright? Okay, before I start contradicting about that word I'd rather keep mum about it.

I've got nothing else to blog today. Maybe I'm going to read a book I borrowed a day before yesterday & do some read ups on SS then off to bed. Don't plan to sleep early today, though. Oh well, I shall stop here & I'll see you when I see you people.

ASPIOW!




Love, ABJ

Friday, August 28, 2009 10:52 PM
Dance Inside
"He sinks in my mind, as he sheds through my skin."


Second post of the day. Which sort of mean I'm literally bored. Not that bored probably since I got music to accompany me on a sucky Friday. Maybe I'm just sad. Okay, I shan't contradict myself, I am. LOL.

The past few days, I kept my relationship with people or the ones I love by being extra cheery so everything will be nicely done, in terms of the things you do together & the conversations you had. I'm happy that I managed to strengthen my rapport with others. Unfortunately, I still can't get along well with some people even though there's not misconceptions & arguements going on between us.

Especially to you, I've been trying my best to be as cranky I can at the start of every conversations but it always ends up with a sheer disappoinment for me. Nevertheless, I told myself that you will be okay the following day & you're mood's high for a lively conversation. But I was proved wrong. You know days of your rejection got me so low?

Don't make you & I feel humiliated with the challenges we dared & the vows we made.

For so long, I'm upset about the relationship I have with you though at times, I do smile & talk. But all in all, it comes to the fact that I'm not really happy with what I have. & Again I contradict, till there's nothing left for me to deny that I really should severe my ties with you & get over it..

I thought tonight's conversation would be a hearty one but it ended up uninterested & short with nothing to say. Then off you went. A lump's forming up in my throat but I'll be strong as not to cry. 'Cause they say girls tears are worthless in a guys' eyes.




Love, ABJ
Do you know where your love is? Do you think you can find it?

2:38 PM
Lovers Are Losing
"Lovers like us are losing."


I'm feeling dead beat. My back's aching. I'm having stomach cramps. Probably break outs too. Pft. Signs of period is showing, hmm. Oh well. Luckily, it's Friday today. Which means it's a short day.

We had PE for the first two period. This is the best yet dreadful part. We played Floorball & the whole Hall was ours. Since Mr K gave us a choice wether to play or not, most of the girls didn't. Only 4 girls played, Eunice, Sharifah, Ah Fen & I. Yeah, only two malay girls & the rest of the boys played. Sharifah & Ah Fen belonged to the odd group whereas Eunice & I belonged from the other. 8V8: First quarter as a start up, we let the boys play. Seriously, the ambience was as though it's somekind of National Competition you're in. They play way to fast. Too swift. I don't know wether it's my vision that's failing or they played it a fast mode that I cannot see where's the ball. Even scored a goal :D Up next, the girls were in the game for the second quarter. This time, the game was played slower. Eunice scored one, so that makes us 2-0. But unforuntately, Odd managed to steal the posession and we wrap up the game with 5-2. Rabak y'know!


MT was okay I guess. Was given more worksheets. So did some together with Cikgu Memy then I went to sleep. Read some novel photocopied by Cikgu Memy. Abit of a sexual content, so only Sec 4/5's will receive it. LOL. Aweeeesome. I didn't know you can use & write such stories :l

I slept during Home Period & Mdm You thought I was sick. LOL. Okay, luckily she's an understanding person & let me sleep.

3 Periods of English was draggy but I didn't feel sleepy. My blunder of the day? Forgot to bring her homeworks. Wasted a fulscap paper to do those stupid corrections. Ugh. I counted & got a 2 based on last year's N Level paper the class did :D

After school 962ed with Sharifah & went to Vista to survey some guitar strings @ Yamaha but I dropped the idea so Sharifah bought her stuff instead. LOL. Went home after we bought her stuff.

Currently, I'm blogging & planning to DOTA since I didn't play for quite some time. & I'll take my Friday off as a break away from English & MT Worksheets. I'll do them tomorrow since I'm not going out the whole day tomorrow & Dad's working. Probably a movie marathon while doing homework? Sounds nice.





Love, ABJ
I can't believe when you said you'd lay our love on the ground.

Thursday, August 27, 2009 8:27 PM
Shagged, Totally!
I'm totally shagged today & yes, definitely I can feel the pressure of receiving so many bloody worksheets at one go. Assembly today was shitass! Seriously, it's time consuming especially for those who are graduating. 4E/5N weren't with us in the hall so that'll left us with 4NA/NT. There was this citizenship ceremony. Every Secondary 3 student had to go up to the stage one by one to receive their IC's. Yes, & every single name was spouted. Then the class took a picture of them holding their IC's high in the air. & Pft, one class already took about fifteen fucking minutes. There were eight classes to present & all in total they took about almost quarter to two hours. We didn't even get to do this when we collect our IC's. In fact, we collecting IC's are like buying Prepaid Phone cards. Pft. Like seriously, with that 2 Hours we can do our self-study & some of us can finish up their incomplete homework! Seriously, all that shouting & cheering was unneccessary. It's as though they're celebrating the best O Level student. Kehsiao. Grow up, can? :D

Everyone was pissed as soon as we got back into class. Since we brought that attitude back to class, majority of us didn't study for 3 Periods & did other preparations for upcoming T&SAD. That, in total we had wasted 6 periods in the morning. LOL. Cool, aye?

Physics was alright I guess. No teachings just own revisions. So the class was peaceful & I seem to do better in Physics these days compared to Chemistry. What happend to A1's for Chemistry?! :O

During English, the class was given a serious dressing down by Ms Gomez & Mrs C for doing bad in English for Prelims 2. I mean our results really made the teachers feel totally concerned. What do you expect when my class had 2 persons getting Grade 4, 30 Grade 5's & 11 failures. Really rabak.

Luckily, I did my work or Mrs C would be so upset upon seeing me not doing her work. She was expecting me some good labels for English. Sigh, I'll try my best though. I know I've not been slacking. Thus, I'll prove her wrong.

Chemistry was so-so. Did revisions & go through some tough questions.

Class ended at 1530Hrs but the Malay students left the class early to attend a Creative Writing workshop @ Civic Centre Library. Hmm, better than the Everest Room I've seen & been. Last minute change of venue, so we ended up at the Basement auditorium. Much more relaxed & the place there reminds me of the lecture theatre I used to go at Ngee Ann Poly. LOL, memories.

After the workshop, met Rzna & her mum then walked around in Causeway Point. LOL.

Alright, I'm feeling rather shagged like seriously -.- & My shoulder has been injured for more than a month yet I didn't go for any check up. I know there's a displacement in the join around my shoulder blade area. Sometimes the pain will come all of a sudden. You know, short sharp pain? LOL. The pain is undescribable & I cannot carry weights for the time being. So much for eggs, milk, and cheese. Sigh.

All in all, we've been flooded with worksheets all this week & truthfully speaking, I've done 70% of it but I don't know where to start off for the remainig 30% papers. Sighhhh. I guess I'll pass & do them during Home Period & Recess. 3 Periods of English tomorrow, kanasai.



Love, ABJ
I feel the heat, can you?

Wednesday, August 26, 2009 9:51 PM
We Are Golden
I'm happy I didn't fall asleep in class so easily today! Probably I get my sufficient sleep. Hehe ^^ Home Period was spent writing SS notes. 2 Periods of English & did summary writing. That's a very dry thing to go through & it's very laggy. Was trying my best to engage myself although I'm not feeling sleepy.

The following lesson was 2 Periods of Geography. Mdm C says the paper was poorly done but those who did Geography of Food did slightly better. I was frantic yet relieved though. Will be getting our papers next week or so. LB, XM, Nazme & I did Geography worksheets together & was complimented that the class was putting in full focus without getting drifted away in private conversations, which in my honoured opinion is a good comment :D

SS was okay I guess. For once, I didn't feel sleepy although the rest were dying. I paid attention & got 80% of what she's talking, for once & for real. Probably it's her teacher or Mr Roy's notes got the better understanding of me. LOL.

Maths was done slacking & chit chatting with Mr R as if it was Home Period. He says there'll be no Maths lessons until N Level Phase 1 ends. Hee ^^ & I'm happy we're all given the opportunity of not having homeworks for other subjects except for those from papers that we'll be sitting for in Phase 1. I'm conditioning myself to spend wisely on my time that I have. & So far, so good. I didn't even have the slighest urge to switch the computer on unless if it's neccessary :D Proud of this girl, herself.

I did what I'm supposed to do for MT. So I feel good throughout the whole day. Glad I've been spending it fruitfully! Hee ^^ I think this is it, the momentum's here.





Love, ABJ
We are golden.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009 9:16 PM
Hello everyone. Blogger's still being an ass I don't know why! Wanted to upload some pictures. Sigh. But what to do, maybe I'll open up a LiveJournal account. But I think it'll suck more, somehow. LOL.

School's pretty fine I guess. Despite having at least eight hours of sleep, I think it's still insufficient for me. Sigh, indeed I'm one heavy sleeper -.- Mrs K talked to us in the Theaterette earlier this morning & we're given challenges. So Mr Siva, Mr See & Mr R planned to shave themselves bald if there's 100% passes in a particular subject the teacher expected. & Do it in front of the whole school. I think it's unneccessary. Why not just give us something else that's nicer. Pft~

POA lesson was boring. Sigh. During English lesson, Mrs C told me that I was slacking when I always did her work! Right, I do sleep most of the time during her lessons because it's boring. & By the time it was Chemistry, all the eagles died. Unfortunately. However, I wasn't that sleepy so I did revisions & spent the time fruitfully :D MT was slacky. Did the worksheet while putting my head on the table. LOL. & Cikgu Memy agreed on screening a movie before N Levels to release the stress which I think it's a good idea instead of giving worksheets. Sigh.

& Apparently, I argued with a typical classmate yesterday. I could've said more but because I'm fasting, I put a hold to what I have to say. What you said yesterday was a form of racism & you're trying to give a bad name to Muslims in conjuction with these redical terrorists. They're not a part of us since they're out of Islam. & Stop playing with God's name when you can't even pronounce it properly. You know I've got alot more to say but another factor was because of my other chinese friends, I don't hold it against them 'cause I know the problem lies with you. So stop being an asshole & introducing me dirty videos when I'm in the least interested. Mark my words, bastard. For so long, I've been holding on & keeping quiet despite your shitty mistakes & your uncomfortable gestures towards me because I know you treat me as friend. But now, everything's over & I shall not talk to you anymore unless if neccessary. Which I think, again, there's nothing to talk about. You're the one I totally first damn in that class. Beat it.

Pardon me for my language but people like me don't give a shit anymore since I've given countless chances. Some people just don't treasure it. I'll blog about some fundamental changes I've made specially for myself for upcoming N Levels Phase 1. Hee ^^




Love, ABJ
I'm beginning to see more fuckers.

Sunday, August 23, 2009 9:46 PM
Good Times Flies Fast
"Move while you're watching me, dance with the enemy."




I spent my Sunday being a couch potato. I wanted to study but I just felt tired & lazy. Sigh. So I did a few MCQ's on Physics & read some Geography notes then spent the day watching TV. There's a couple of good movies, though. Like finally D;

Nothing much today. I'm left with 2 weeks or so for my N Level Phase 1. I'm ready for it since it's Language Paper. As for SS, I know I cannot make it but I'll try my best in answering those questions. What I'm really worried about is my Phase 2 papers. I'm not totally prepared. Probably I can do it if it's Maths. Just shoot me a question & I'm able to get it done.

& I hope I can make myself through this month. I mean, it's incovinient for me to fast & chiong on my studies at the same time. Maybe I cannot concentrate. Maybe I can, in the morning but not for the rest of the day. & The thing I hate most is when I'm already dead to the beat, I'll end up going home straight after school & sleeeeep instead of revising my schoolwork. However, I'm still trying my best to stay back at least twice per week to catch up on neccessary subjects that I'm weak in. At least, that time I spent on studying is not on my nap time. Pft.

Alright, I shall stop here. Will be getting Maths results tomorrow. Hope I'll get a 3. & I don't look forward to the Creative Writing workshop coming Thursday. Sigh. Wouldn't be nice if it's an English one? I'll stick to what I can, malay narrative writing. Or probably, exposition. LOL. Sigh, bye everyone.




Love, ABJ
Where's my midnight Romeo?

Saturday, August 22, 2009 6:33 PM
Starstruck
You & I must make a pact, we must bring salvation back.
Can we BF?


Today's the first day of Ramadhan. Well, there's be alot of obstacles ahead so I need to be emotionally stable & not blow my composure. The fact that I have to be less temperamental & emotional, I'll try.

I woke up quite late to day since it's Saturday. Lied in bed till four in the late afternoon & DOTA then I went to Bazaar with Dad. Oh well, that's what a typical malay does. First day of Ramadhan = Bazaar. But it's not me, my Dad! :P So reporters here & there with the Guest of Honor. Mr Khaw Boon Wan or something. All I know was he's from the Ministry of Defence. I think. Haha.

Currently blogging & doing nothing. I felt like dying. At least it's not so bad if it's weekend. Wonder how's school's going to be like when we're fasting especially going through intensive revisions next week. Hope we're all going to make it through the day each day till the last day of fasting. Wooooh! ~

If you ask me what kind of wisdom do I want, I'll say put me through Sec 5.

Friday, August 21, 2009 8:38 PM
Last Man Standing
Finally I get to face my darling yet bastard computer after a long day although it's meant to be a short one. 4 NA forced ourselves to come to school today & it was boring. But I was glad everyone's quite focused on the task given. True, at some times we'd take a big break & have a Hell of a good laugh. & I mean it :D

After school, waited for Yaya to finish her DNT & off we wander around Causeway Point. The guys went home to powernap & change. Pft. So unfair for the both of us. Seoul Garden was pretty packed today so we reserved a table for six. Unfortunately, Yaya had to go Geylang with her Mum so she skipped S G with us. Sigh. I had the chance to go JB too but since it's optional, I'll let it pass. No doubt I'll be going JB again during Puasa to buy things & clothes in preparation for Hari Raya.

We managed to enter Seoul Garden at around half past three. There was Ming, Mani, Fir, BF & I. Pft, yeah the only girl. Wasn't that bad but things will be more exhilarating with Yaya around since we get to disturb the LBG. LOL.

I don't know if I say I ate alot. Despite leaving the place after sitting there quite some time, I still felt hungry :l Just that my cullottes abit tight ah :P Ming was the last man standing having food chomped running down this throat. I still want that shell thingy thingy but it ran out D:

Went home & showered then I started baking my Walnut brownies! It's my first attempt. Heh ^^ I'm currently cooling it down in a rack, so I hope it'll be a success when I get to eat itttt. It's goooooey with chocolate. Yum. Gosh, I'm still starving & thirsty. Probably, I'll go KFC right after blogging. Hee :D

Having a mood that's so intesnse definitely was inevitable for me. But that's life. I guess I'll find some other day where I can be happy - including others around me. Or maybe I shan't grant others wishes before I do it for myself.

Blogger's still being a bullshit. I cannot change fonts & upload pictures. Unfortunately, my bloody Twitter won't budge to update at all. Kanasai~ I think I'll go DOTA later & do some weird stuff that makes me laugh at myself & vent some agony. At least it's on a game, rather than ranting on it at someone. Sometimes, I find ranting at others don't help at all. Though it's priceless, it's worthless. (Yeah, you can say I'm being unappreciative for today only since I'm not being myself.)

That's all for today folks. Ramadhan starts tomorrow & N levels starts 07 September. HUAT AH!


Love, ABJ
Can't read my pokerface.

Thursday, August 20, 2009 7:37 PM
Pissed II
"Don't you just sit there & piss & moan."


Maths Paper 2 was quite easy. Based on how I did my POA, I think I'll get a 5 or at least a 4. Pft. Stupid questions came out. Oh well, I seem to give up on my Prelims II. I don't know why but I already feel guilty enough so I don't wish to talk about it much. Haha.

There's A Maths paper tomorrow but we're suppose to attend school for normal lessons when actually we can be sleeping soundly still - while others in school are studying. Damn. So tomorrow we'll be outside the library for the whole day doing Phase 1 subjects in preparation for upcoming N Levels on 7th September. Nice date, I was planning something nice though. Sigh.

I'm currently feeling betrayed but I don't know. I don't even know how I should feel after looking at it. When I trust you so much, things just go wrong when I'm decently doing the thing I told you - honestly. Chances after chances, I feel that each time it happens I don't need a reason for you to tell me. It's all lies. You want to get away scot free. Play games with me, but I'm telling you you're not that smart after all. People these days, just can't seem to be honest in what they do. Wonder how you're going to do things to earn an honest living.

If you can't stop yakking away about your fucking problems, then what about others? You've not been there for a year yet you talk as if you understand everything. To others who had gone through that, have you ever spare on an account of how they feel? We told you, we might get damned, tears are shed. Anger are thrown at. But that's what you should go through to be a stronger person. Or should I say, turn you from a bitch in to someone useful. Beat that, or else leave. They don't need quantity, but quality.
(I'm talking about this in general, not a form of personal attacks please. Thank you.)

Ergh, after just being happy for a few days the emptiness came back. I feel so helpless & lonely. But it's cool, I don't need anyone anyway :)





Love, ABJ

Wednesday, August 19, 2009 7:02 PM
Love Drunk
Blogger's still being an ass D;

I had Maths Paper 1 & Geography today. Maths Paper 1 was okay I guess, I'm afraid tomorrow's second paper would be a killer. Truthfully speaking, all of these subjects were studied at the eleventh hour. Worst to worst case scenarios, I studied them on the actual day of exam :/ I know it's irresponsible of me but it's Prelims 2. No doubt based on the criteria, I will be able to make it next year. Geography paper... seriously it's the blunder of the day. I did both questions on Section A when I'm suppose to choose one. It's no wonder I had no time to complete the paper. I think I'll get a just pass for this -.- Anyway, I'm struggling because I'm not good with coasts & there's so many formation I had to draw & describe. Sigh.

I stayed back after school for an hour with Jeremy, XL, HT & Rambutan to prepare ourselves for tomorrow but it seems like I'm laughing at every single thing. Like gossiping about Isaac who had food poisoning during the paper & rushing to the toilet. LOL. I feeel bad. So I went home, walked under the scorching Sun... Okay, random. Haha.

Currently I'm revising & re-do all the questions as a form of practice. I hope I can get a 3 at least since Ledger are coming out -.-

I really had a bad hair fall but Mum told me at certain age it's normal. & It's also probably due to stress. Scares the shit out of me. Never lose so much hair. So long as I don't see my hair balding, then I'm fine I guess. & That I have to take in my daily supplements.

Before Puasa starts next week, I'd plan to watch Xia Diao Xiao (?). LOL. Speaking of which, it's so noisy downstairs with the seventh month thingy. Haiyo. Then there's a funeral downstairs. Very nice... My mind's so hectic & loud right now. I can't even think straight. Apart from that, my eyelids are super heavy. So BF cannot webcam with me ah! D; I believe he's a heavy sleeper too. Just that he can get up way earlier than me. Such a girl I am -.-

Aye, I'll stop here & Chiong on my revision. Tomorrow's the day of Prelims then we're all set for the final encounter - N Levels. I think I'll be bushed at the end of the day tomorrow since there's Maths Paper 2. POA paper 1 & 2. Walao -.-




Love, ABJ
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover.

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Tuesday, August 18, 2009 10:47 PM
Today was Physics & Chemistry paper. I am confident I can seal at least an A2 for Physics but as for Chemistry, I doubt so. The paper was shit ass hard! All in all I think I'd get a B3. Okay, so I rushed back home & get a 5 Hours sleep then off to tuition.

I didn't get to DOTA today which is a sad thing since I had to revise my Geography. Sigh. I hope tomorrow's both Maths & Geography paper is manageable. Oh well, I don't wish to blog so much now. I'm tireddd.

Yet some horny guy wanted to webcam with me & scaring me with things behind my back. Pft.




Love, ABJ

Monday, August 17, 2009 4:01 PM
Pissed & Moan
Hello everyone. I find that school's just a drag today. I didn't have enough sleep.

Apart from that, I didn't have a good night too. I was semi-conscious as I just fell asleep then my phone vibrated. As soon as I wanted to answer it, there I go. I missed a call. However, my decision's shaky whether to take the call up or not 'cause I don't want anyone to get hurt & the relationship to go haywire. Gee. & I even dreamt that she's texting me! Throughout the night, I didn't really sleep. In fact,I don't know if I was sleeping well. When I woke up, that dream seemed so real. I'm pretrified, sigh.

Mr Oh was on leave today & the class was relieved 'cause we don't plan to stress ourselves up for tomorrow's paper. Both Sciences. I don't know how I can handle that. Doubt I do well for Prelims anyway. Need to wait for N Levels. & Again, my faith for it is shaking.

POA was damn slacky. I didn't pay attention except for the part when Ms H gave us the topics which will be tested on Wednesday. I'm not confident but I got the feeling I'll be getting consequential error marks here & there. All in all, a 3 for POA this time as well I guess ?

We're suppose to have Maths lesson & Read & reflect period after that but Mr R says we'll be having 4 periods of self-study. So I did some coaching with Anwar to guide Keemy. Managed to do some of Physics & Geography. I'm super worried for tomorrow. Urgh.

Geography lesson was dry & sucky. I didn't pay attention & dozed off. Fortunately, I managed to use my ulti-energizer & boost to pay attention the last twenty minutes since time drew near for us to go home.

& Lastly, I've managed to update W3 1.24. Thanks Benjiiii! I owe you one - tight slap :D Hahaha, kidding. Alright, I'll stop here. Have a nice shower & off to DOTA. Wohooo~
Just one round, please. Then I'll study throughout the night :l

"You know something? I miss you."
- Words of a man boy.



Love, ABJ
Muhsin Razali is sian of the relationship.

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Sunday, August 16, 2009 10:45 PM
Damaged
"Remember that damage you once inflicted?"

Friday, August 14, 2009 6:39 PM
TGIF?
I hate Fridays + weekends.

PE was so-so, I guess. Had our last lesson of PE before we go for Prelims 2 Phase 2. Played volleyball & just had fun even though the balls are all over the places tempting to hit us like grenades. LOL. Felt like war for fortyfive minutes & I got darker! But I still want to get myself a tanned skin. So is anyone up to soak up the Sun with me? :P (It's okay, I used to do things alone these days anyway.)

Had MT for two periods & got our exams paper back. I got an A2 for MT. Heeeee. & FYI, it's my first quality grade/distinction for MT ever since I stepped into Secondary school. Pft. A major achievement. I have to step up to the next level for N Levels! Wooo. As a graduating student, we make big things happend. & Thus, called as winners. If not, success :P

3 Periods of English, combined with the other class. I feel shitty & I don't like it -.- Pft. I don't look forward to such classes with such people inside. Why be there when you want to give up? Seriously, people like you are pissing me off. -.-

Went home, showered then changed & went to the library to roam around finding some books before meeting BF to catch GI JOE. The theatre's practically cold but somehow I am able to withstand the cold. Probably my stone cold emotion freezes my life over & go numb. Didn't talk much throughout the movie. Was pretty engrossed with the graphics & everything. Despite having a storyline which focuses on a mission, I think it's great. Weaponries & military technologies are advanced to probably year 2020? Damn awesome, I'm willing to have a second screening but I guess I'll save up for Where Got Ghost? & Final Destination up the following week. After movie, had Mc D & went back to the library. Doing almost everything alone now, but I'll make it though the pact :)

I'm going back to Melaka, not JB. So yeah, I'll be there up till Sunday morning to attend a wedding. Plus, cousins will reunite. Woohoo~ I don't feel like going but somehow I am feeling excited about the meet up. Hopefully, we can stop by Pagoh & have Baskin Robbins ice cream. It's heavenly! A pity it can't be found in Singapore. Damn~

Okay, I think I'll stop now to have a shower & revise on my Sciences subjects since I'll not have the time to revise & Prelims starts this Tuesday. What nice timing, I doubt I can do well. Another thing to worry about. Why is God dumping me so much things to worry. Gee. I'm still young, you know...



Love, ABJ
Muhsin Razali is sian of the relationship.

Thursday, August 13, 2009 7:32 PM
Up
I'm totally shagged, really. I couldn't more or less describe how tired I was. I was up all night previously, I couldn't even sleep well. Dad says I'm stress & I got no say since my habits changed & there were obvious changes in me that it even affects my mood & health. On the contrary, I am worried for myself. I didn't really sleep, kept tossing & turning instead. Only at times, I feel I was sleeping, but I know I was changing sides of the bed. I don't want to think about it, the feeling just suck alot -.-

Assembly was awesommme especially the drug talk. Despite having seen those pictures running through my mind over & over again almost every year, I never get sick of them. Just feel cool to be watching those gore pictures. LOL. To think it never even affect my meals during reccess. Assembly was dragged until a period of A Maths was used up due to some reasons which I think it's unnecessary for me to listen. Afterall, they're the type of people I'm having problems with. & I shan't bother about the things they do. P/s: Mrs K's analogy of apology's quite meaningful & I like it ^^

Physics lesson was boring. Did intensive revision by doing worksheets with CF.

English lessons weren't that bad today. I didn't manage to fall asleep & did Mrs C's work, pay attention & being on task. A kudos for me, hehe :P Somehow I love doing Comprehensions, the easy-passaged ones. Haha. But I definitely hate finding the clues for simple answers -.-

Chemistry was fine I guess. Slept halfway but I managed to be on task, somehow. Very peculiar. Hmm.

Although there was suppose to be Maths lessons today, Mr R didn't want any lessons today so we celebrated Mdm You's birthday. It was a nice tiny celebration but our twin wasn't happy with the noise since they got Maths test. Now, lemme see. How many times have we been giving in? -.-

P/s: & I'm tired of you being bossy and laughing it all off with unneccessary stories being told. Plus, the information you provided was unreliable. I'm sorry but I am trying best to be patient with you. What we wanted was totally off the limits we've set for ourself. You & I just can't click 'cause people like you are leaving me behind next year. You know what I mean, at least wake up to your senses & try. Stop attracting unwanted attentions. We all don't need it. I'm just being nice to keep quiet rather than shoot my words of your head like a bullet.




Love, ABJ
Muhsin Razali is sian of this relationship.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009 6:33 PM
Free Flow
/Edited.

School was sucky today. I don't know why but my mood was upbeat & talkative. Thus, I feel like a bimbo. Somehow, I just don't like myself to open my mouth too much. It's just not me? Two periods of English was alright I guess. Got complimented by Mrs C for scoring well in Cloze Passages. Hehe ^^

Two periods of Geography lesson was boring today. Maybe because we have been going through the same worksheet for 3 God forsaken lessons & I'm tired of it -.- Today's lesson got a major hiccup 'cause we're confused of the indicators & factors between two Chapters. I mean, if you answer the wrong indicators for the wrong question, there goes your four to six worth of precious marks. Won't it be worst if you mixed them up with SS in Globalisation topic? :l

A.Tan wasn't in school today yet we still have her homework to do -.- I thought we could revise for the Maths lesson! Pft. So did some of her work & watched some of Mr Loy's cool videos. I think it's nonsensical but pretty awesome. I hope I can watch Japanese Face Off pretty soon!

Maths test was seriously...tiada komentar. Everyone came unprepared & we still need to rely on the formulas but it wasn't there. Mensuration, well. I don't think anyone can do that well. It's a heavy topic though the questions came out the same almost every year -.-

There was suppose to be MT Mock test but seems like everyone is sharing answers then keep on yakking non-stop. I was one of them today, no doubt. & I got the dumbest idea. I drew iPhone on the box that ITE gave a a misceallaneous. Then others drew different models of mobile phone. Ariffin & Anwar was acting out to use the mobile phones. It was hillarious. LOL.

Stayed back after school to wait for BF & Yaya. Then off to CWP with Fir, Ming, Yaya & BF. Wanted to go Seoul Garden but somehow it was called off & went Banquet instead. I'm always suit-yourself-I'm-fine kind of attitude when I go out. So people are lucky 'cause I just go with the flow :P




Love, ABJ
Muhsin Razali is sian of the relationship.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009 7:45 PM
Heartbreak Hotel


Hello Earthlings :) School's alright I suppose. I was late for the bus so I quickly made my way & boarded the bus at Marsiling MRT Station. Made it on time! ^^ I think I can be Flash. Walk fast & get things done. Wooo~ I saw BF but he doesn't want to sit with me despite having an empty seat beside me D; & So, I made my way alone to school walking slowly, hoping BF would catch up but he gots company. So yeah. What a bummer.

3 Periods of God forsaken POA. I wasn't sleepy. I did my work before hand :D. Did corrections & chewing gums throughout the lesson Fuad gave. It was tasty at first but the minty fresh really freshen my breath & eventually, it tasted like cough syrup. In the first place, I don't even know how I can handle such flavoured chewing gum. Ewww?

Mr B took over for English lessons to go through English Paper 2 Prelims 2 Phase 1 (To be precise). Less than 5 passes. Although I failed, I was one of the top ones in class I suppose. 36 out of 80. If only I didn't give up on my summary writing. It's all about China! Ew. I'm not being biased but seriously, change the passage into something else. It's like Passage A & B about China? CHEEEENA sia'. I could've gotten 42 if I added extra points for summary. Truthfully speaking, I gave up & finished the paper in forty five minutes & went to sleep 'cause I think the whole paper was bullshit, I swear. Go get some O Level average English oriented students & see how they fare. I doubt they can even reach a fifty in a jiffy. I'll make sure I get a Grade 2 for N Levels. Want to place bets? :P SHIT ASS AH! So pissed with the 'setter'. Damn it.

I don't know if it's headache or migrain because my haid was seriously in pain during Chemistry lesson. My heart raced through, I can feel my heartbeat beating in my ears. I was on the verge of fainting. I tried paying 60% of attention & went to sleep. Then Ms H went "Is she dying?" when Syazwana scanned through my vitalsigns. Plus, I got my homework checked thrice. What's that for? >.<

I wonder where Cikgu Memy is but it was replaced with Cikgu Faizal or something. I did some constructive work by doing POA worksheet which was given earlier. So managed to coached Buddy along the way & both of us finished the assignment. *High-5 buddy!* Woo.

Feeling rather hungry after school, I went to Causeway point with Sharifah & Umaira. Then parted ways iwth Umaira since she's meeting her BF. LOL. Then Sharifah & I went to Banquet to eat. I mean, I ate she watched -.- Never eat fishballs using chopsticks. Pft. Mine dropped on the floor. Wasted. Haiya~ My headache came back & I felt like fainting again so I dropped my SM's house & go for tuition after that.

& BF realised I used a different perfume. HAHAHA. Wooo, I love Gatsby. The smell puts me back to when I was fourteen. LOL. & I shan't waste Dad's Limited X though :P I think this week is going to be occupied with revisions & a day of break with BF. Booked a ticket to watch GI JOE on Friday afternoon. I hope I won't see any familiar faces in the theatre. Hmmmmm? :P

Alright, I shall stop here. I need to shower & start on my Geography specimen paper which I haven't complete. Damnnn. Thank God tomorrow's the last lesson. I seem to hate Geography these days. Okay, I remembered there's answer sheet. I think I know what to do. Sorry for procrastinating tonight but I promise it won't happen for Geography again. Hehe ^^

Damn lah, I cannot seem to log in into my Garena properly these days. Means no DOTA for me. So I guess I'll learn a new song Call Your Name by Daughtry. It's nice & dedicated to BF :D

P/s: I'm planning to watch another movie or two in the coming week. Where Got Ghost? & Final Destination. Anyone up? :P

ASPIOW!




Love, ABJ
Muhsin is still tired of this relationship.

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Monday, August 10, 2009 5:30 PM
Prison Break
I know I should've posted it this some weeks back but due to unforeseen circumstances, I couldn't watch the episodes on TV so I got a friend to burn the episodes in a DVD. I've finished watching the whole season of Prison Break. Yes, up till' the Final Break. Now it has got me all emotional. I don't know why but I hate sobbing over dramas or some other movie I'm watching; like The Ramen Girl. Pft. Can someone stop me from sobbing over a TV show?! I mean, Michael don't deserve to dieeee or get and brain tumour. He deserves a holiday in the open sea with Sara in her boat as promised! Ahhh~ Okay, now I'm getting all worked up & ranting about the movie. How I wish it doesn't end this way but it tells me one thing; that all endings don't have a happy one. But there's just something good you get for you & the future.

I have a plan. & It's coming up real soon. Catch me!

Love, ABJ


1:30 PM
Live This Facade
Hello everyone. My Sunday evening has been a blast yesterday. Went to Aunt's house at Geylang Bahru to spend time there & watch NDP + fireworks from there. Not much of a great fireworks view compared to Jalan Besar stadium they always had there over the past few years. Disappointing, but oh well. Called my cousins up & went to eat at Chai Chee. I had some fried rice & the best part was eating crayfish. LOL. Deep fried ones, yummm. (It's no wonder I'm fat -.-) By the time we left the place it was one in the morning. Then proceeded to Changi to see some gays but to no avail probably because I was sleepy & off the Red House @ Pasir Ris (?) I think. Nothing much that night but I feel really queasy so I didn't anticipate much in the night hunt. Ghostbusters~ Woo. Reached home around four in the morning & slept the night away until half past noon.

I was awoken by BF's message, thank Goodness or else I'd still be sleeping. Hehe ^^ Thank you, BF :D & Apparently, he was back last nighttt. I am feeling exultant, I do not know why but despite the sorrows I've been living through, I choose to be in the happier side of life. So let me live through this facade :D

Too tired. Too lazy to even go out today so I decided to stay home & do some revision papers. There's too many worksheets I don't know which one to complete first. Gaaah, tell me if I'm in deep shit? Come on, Aiin. Give it all out for just one month. Sacrificeeee & everything will be over for the year. No, I forget. My O Level Maths. Darnnnn, you better get me a B3 at least or else... FDJK;OSIMFEOI;!!!

My nose's leaking & I'm feeling lousy. Dad's been sneezing since morning. Was it because of the dustmite (winks to BF) that causes signus or a flu is acting up... AGAIN? -.- Damn no red apple this term. Damn H1N1~

Alright, I think I'll stop here for today. I'll do Chemistry while watching Prison Break. Let's see I got 4 more episodes to go till the Final Break. I wonder what happens to Scofield D; In addition, I told myself since I'm hooked with Prison Break, I shall only DOTA maximum of four times this week.



Love, ABJ
Muhsin Razali is sian of this relationship.

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Sunday, August 9, 2009 3:37 PM
Call Your Name
Hello everyone. I've been spending my life away rotting at home since Saturday. Watched The Ramen Girl & Over Her Dead Body on HBO. It's a good movie you must watch! Hehe ^^ & I managed to did some Physics & Geography. Well, I had an early night since I got nothing to do.

I woke up an hour before noon today. I know it's too late for a young lady to wake up -.- But what's the point of calling it a weekend? So I continued revising Geography & Physics while watching TV. I'll be going out later to Aunt's place & watch the fireworks. A pity I cannot join Megat & friends despite the invitation but I guess somewhere soon everyone's meeting up each other. Then after watching those fireworks & stuff, I'll be meeting cousins & go into the night I guess? A day spent with bonding & pool?

It'll be funnnn :) Now I need to find things to do instead of thinking what's the other doing across the sea out there. I hope he's doing fine! & I doubt he's coming back to Singapore today. I suppose it'll be tomorrow evening. Then my turn comes next Saturday ):
Hopefully, I'll finish up my reivision before next weekend strikes since I'll be going back to JB for a wedding invitation or something. I think I'll wear baju kurung & flip flops all in red. For once, I think I'll look like a Malaysian kid :P

Last but not least, a Happy Birthday for Singapore! I think I should wear red today when I go out. For once, I am being patriotic. Rather than some citizen who doesn't give a shit? Oh well.

Alright, I think I'll stop here. Don't wonder if I'm blogging & not going online. As promised, it's here. All along, my promises weren't kept in vain but done graciously. You know who you are what I'm talking about :)





Love, ABJ
& When you fall apart, your walls go down but so low.

Saturday, August 8, 2009 12:19 PM
Life After You

*Dedicated to BF.
It's only twenty minutes after twelve in the afternoon & here I am blogging. I changed my blogskin into a better one! This time, I don't really have to edit the codes so much. Hehe, but Yaya must've been feeling envious about this because it's all pinky! & The fact that I don't really like pink... well something must've gotten into me this time.

BF's going to Malaysia today to visit his grandmother. Hope he'll be safe & comes back home in one piece although luck was not on our side. & Although things change, I believe some things just won't. Well, I won't say much about it. The video I've uploaded (seen on top) says it all, & I think it made sense to what had happend & is happening. It all comes down to one thing, that I'll miss BF alot since I don't have anyone to talk to or even argue with (at least I'm not so lonely even if I do that). In short, this music speaks the volume for everything.

I won't be going online for two to three days prior to BF who will be visiting Malaysia & that I'll be doing some intensive revisions for Prelims 2 Phase & foremostly, N Levels. Pardon me if I've been hacking nails in this entry regarding N Level. Afterall, its' my future. & Looking at the new criteria, if they had made use of that for last year's batch, how many Sec 5 classes will there be? Damn, these people are just lucky. LOL. Predictions won't stop, & thus it was said there'll only be a class for Sec 5 in 2010. Let's prove this critics wrong & damn them hard on the ground N Levelians.

*4 Eagles will be using our coloured chairs & tables for N Levels. Weee :P

Alright, I've got several plans laid out for the day & I must complete 80% of it. I hope no form of distractions so I can complete them once & well. Then I'll enjoy myself into the night :)



Love, ABJ
Muhsin Razali is sian of this relationship.

Friday, August 7, 2009 9:48 PM
Lifeline II
So much happend among us yet I miss this crowd.


Hello everyone. School's alright today with the exception I didn't manage to spend time with my class due to rehearsals that I had before the actual NDP community singing performance. There I was, happily helping my classmates & I think it's a job well done. It's a pity that I didn't get to see the outcome of the activity. & I have to say those Doraemon collections by Reagan Megan (I think) was supafly. Another upsetting issue, I brought my camera along but a pity not even a picture was snapped. On a brighter note, Mr Ravin brought his so I guess I am slightly feeling enlightened :)

After school, I thought of buying GI JOE tickets but looking at the crowd I think I'll pass. If not I could've caught that movie with BF. It's okay, next time alright! I'm still looking forward to it, though. Worse comes to worst, I don't mind watching it alone. Nothing kills doing things alone, I think it's something new for these people to try out. Hehe ^^ At first, the plan was to eat at Mc D since Yaya was raving for her curly fries thingy but the queue was overwhelming. Went to Banquet & the crowds were no different. Final option was to go to Horizon Foodmall. Lucky enough, we managed to find a seat right after we stepped in. BF & friends were there as well, eating. Duh. Haha! ^^

Ruzanna went home after we did some walk-around at CWP. Saw some VOTW sneakers but none of the were to my liking. Perhaps, I should try looking for them at Heeren or left foot one day. Yaya, Mainnah & I proceeded to the library since I am waiting for the cue call from BF due to some things which have yet to be settled. I can't believe I read malay novels. I think they're gay to me. Tried my best not to fall asleep on the meek sofa, I walked around & went to the toilet twice - no life. & Thanks girls for the company <3. face="arial">
Then we seperated our ways & I'm off meeting BF. Spent some time before he goes Malaysia tomorrow. & I thought we could wait for the fireworks. But that's okay. Family comes first!

& That's my day today.

Dad's not suppose to go to work tomorrow but he is going so he'll need not work on Sunday & spent time with the family celebrating the nation's birthday. Mum will be driving tomorrow & I got no confidence. What more, when I had to sit in front giving her reassurances. I've been doing that since I was eight -.- She rarely drives, that's why. But I think I'll chiong half of the day then go out with Mum to meet some cousins who came back down to Singapore from KL. Oh well, the privileages of touchs downs and taking ups is no problem if one is an airline engineer. Earn big bucks, lucky you Cousins. Such a brat sometimes. Only twelve, earned an iPhone. Kill you, SAAAAAAAAP!

Let's see. I think I shall do Physics & Geography tomorrow. Shall be extra hardworking since N Level's is a month away which I think it's too fast. Oh well, I suffer alot & it shows I care. & You people out there should be feeling what I am feeling too. That is, by rights. If not, I'm saying you're future's bleak especially when you don't try.

Okay, I think I'll really stop here & continue my Prison Break Season 4 Episodes which was downloaded. Now I can watch till the final break! & Thank goodness, it feels like I took a millenium to download this Codec Player. Wohoooo~


Love, ABJ
Muhsin Razali is sian of the relationship.



Thursday, August 6, 2009 7:33 PM
Say All I Need
School has been a blast for the second consecutive day! I didn't feel sleepy throughout & paid attention to most of the lessons :) For three periods, I don't know where Mr Ravin & Mdm you went so the class was left alone throughout. It was very noisy but I'm happy I revised Geography & did some questions on the N Level Specimen paper :D

English was alright, I guess. I didn't feel sleepy. Did some Cloze Passages & had vocabulary test. Easy peasy laaaah :P I really look forward to more of interesting lessons. & Pleaseeee, I want to do lots of writing!

Geography was another lesson that I really paid attention. Throughout the lesson, KS & I were busy copying notes on the board. I really lose hope on SS but I intend to give it a high failing mark. I had to rely on Geography knowing that's my strength. Based on the practice & exam papers I've done, I guess I am doomed to get B3. Well, I hope it's an A2 for N Levels!

We were given worksheet on Mensuration & I think it sucks because it's time consuming. However, I am proud I am able to solve O Level questions. I hope I can kill this paper on Prelims 2 Phase 2 since Mr Ravin's the one who setted Maths Paper 1 for O Levelians. Embrace yourself everyoneee!

Chemistry was fun. I did Chemistry worksheets with Benji, Afiq & Sharifah. Instead of focusing, we were laughing our asses off due to unforeseen reasons. HAHAHAHA. It's really hilarious. & We've got a Slyvester Stallone in our class.

After school, Kenji & I intended to run 2.4 to motivate people. Apparently, Sharifah failed again by a few secondssss & I'm totally jdis;aodjsaoid about it. I pushed you so hard yet so soft you still faileddd ah girl! Nevermind, I'll push you again next week. Alright, let's do this Kenji boyyy~

Went to CWP with the people who got sickkkk last week. & Coincidentally, all of us got 3 days MC. Haha. Ate & walked around. Apparently, I cannot get my laughing gas jacked up. Damn, next time okay girl! Hahaha~

That's my day today. I am missing someone but he's sian of it.

Tomorrow's national day celebration in school & I'll be singing Where I Belong with Atika 4E2. Hopefully, I won't go chao xia & I hope the microphone workssss. Damn AVA People, gave me a spoilt mic last year. & Abu's voice in too deep. LOL.

Till then, ASPIOW!




Love, ABJ
Do you know where your heart is?


Wednesday, August 5, 2009 8:48 PM
Viva La Gloria
Hello everyone. School's a blast today! :D In the first two periods, we had mass PE with other classes. Pft. Continued our module on volleyball which is the last, I believe. Today's game is abit more hilarious and anticipating. Azmi & I versus Sharifah & Zul. Looks like the other team is 'working harder' & my team was sync. Very nice :)
Thoughout the module though, I sustained a dislocated thumb on my right (Left thumb dislocated during OBS) & I got a bruise on my left wrist today. Probably, that's why I quitted the team before I injure myself more? Haha.

3 Periods of POA. Did petty cash & resumed my own work which was given. I didn't bother to pay attention because it wasn't conducive. & Like any other posts I'd say, we POA students studied on our own with the notes the teacher gave. Miraculously a wowser. At least when we pass, majority got distinctions. Not that bad.

English was not that sleepy & dull like it used to. The fun had class laughing when some of our classmates were asked to come up to the front & did some acting. I wonder why the scene always have rainful blows of punches etc. Haha. Speaking of English, I need to study the ten verbs for tomorrow's vocabulary test. Ewww.

There was no A Maths just now so Mr Fan relieved the class. Majority were playing Truth or Dare but I didn't. So I sat with Anwar & Hakeem & did Physics worksheet. Suddenly, Zul came up to me,
Zul: Tell Sen go 1v1 DOTA with me.
Me: Uhuh.
Zul: If he loses, you have to be my girlfriend.
Me: HUH!?

The whole class looked at me & laughed their butts out especially Nazme -.- In the first place, I didn't know they were playing that game. Pft. Eventually Benji came up & was dared to do some porn star acts in front of the class. Mr Fan even supported the game we played & the class suddenly applaud for Benji. Somehow, an impromptu class spirit lingers in the class. For once, I can say the class I am in right now is united.

As for MT, we had to do corrections for our Prelims 2 Paper 1. I got 48 out of 70 & eventually improved on my language :) Yay~ I hope I can score 54 or so for my N Levels. Oh gee. LOL.

School ended & I went to have a sneak peek for NDP's school celebration concert. The community singing was so-so except for those maniacs who were screaming, not projecting their voices. Pft. Haha. & Sorry for strumming the guitar real loud when some people are doing Maths Mock test. Heh ^^

That's all for now. I don't feel physically good. I feel like vomitting shortly after I took my antibiotic pills. Needed to finish that course so I took it. Now, I don't know why I'm having this vomitting feeling. Reminds me of the turbulence in the air plane. Ohhhh, I hate this -.-




Love, ABJ
Muhsin Razali is sian of this relationship.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009 10:43 PM
Short Post II
Summary of the day:

School's quite okay today. Didn't feel sleepy so I did some constructive work.
Had Maths test which I think it's do-able. Gonna get 28-30 out of 40? Reasonable enough.
It's been some time since I passed Maths at a reasonable score these days.
O Level Maths Prelims 2 is just a matter of two weeks. So I'll try to chion & hang in there.
I really got no time to blog properly these days, been really busy.
& As a form of break, I can only afford to play a round of two of DOTA.
But most of the times, it's sad case. I don't wish to say it here.
My life is already filled with something wrathic & I'm having enough of it.
Just don't make me break down anymore.
'Cause I don't think it's not worth it.

Thanks for reading everyone. Life sucks.


Love, ABJ
Muhsin Razali is sian of the relationship.



Sunday, August 2, 2009 3:22 PM
Hope & Faith
Excuse me fo' a min' while I lighten the mood.

I don't know what's with me. Was quiet all along at home. I mean, I didn't talk much with my Family today & stayed away from them. Especially Mum. Maybe because I cannot stand her blabberings she made. Although she tried to crack jokes, I feel that it's pissing me most of the times. But on the other hand, I think she loves picking on me compared to Brother. & I'll get bloody upset over it when I got scolded or mocked at. That's why my mood got affected the whole day. Sorry everyone, & sorry Muhsin.

DOTA for one round with Zul's normal friends. Djsubscrew wasn't there if not I'll be busy arguing with him during the game. LOL. Somehow I am not formed in the game today. Probably it depends on who I play with. Eversince I started my kills, it has never been 1. But today was very upsetting. & Because of a lousy game that I was put through, it made my mood even more paranoid. I know I've been affecting the people around me right now, but sorry I cannot help it. I just need my own time. & Again, a thousand apologies to people out there. Especially you, you know who you are :)

I think I'm happy staying aloof & doing my own constructive work. & I don't need anyone to be by my side because I feel much more calm & I want my own air in my territorial area. For once, I just want to be independent when I feel upset over things & fell off the ground although I am feeling tired of it. You must be wondering where did my promises go. Sigh, sometimes I am finding for then answer myself. I don't understand what I'm looking for when others are yearning for the answer. This is frustrating & pressurizing. I'm doomed to be a sad person, I guess.

Alright, I shall stop here & continue with my Chemistry revision. I'm too immune to do Maths today, but I'll give it a shot. God, please. After all the Maths crap, just get me a fine B3 for O Level Maths. That's all I am asking for. Then I'll think I'll have another round of DOTA around six. Gimme a call if you're interested. Haha ^^ Limits off my misery boundaries.

GI JOE'S coming soon into theatres. I've been dying to watch it. Probably Friday afternoon? Anyone up to watch it with me? LOL. Been expecting some people but it's okay, I won't hope at all to avoid major disappoinments :)

Till then, ASPIOW!




Love, ABJ
What's hope & faith to me now?


Saturday, August 1, 2009 10:03 PM
Short Day
Summary of the day:

Having bought my pens at Causeway Point today when I was out with my family, I managed to study Physics & Chemistry today. Hehe! ^^
Planned to DOTA in the late evening but I feel sleepy so I took my powernap. Watched Freaky Friday & currently online both on MSN & Garena chatting to Muhsin.
Now that I'm left all alone, I think I will DOTA soon :)

Alright, that's all for a short Saturday. I'll see you peeps around.

& I'll chiong tomorrow on Sunday since I'm not going out & Dad's working.



Love, ABJ
Completed most agendas except one or two.




12:06 AM
We Belong Together
It's seven minutes past midnight & my blogger's okay! I thought it'll take a week for me to blog normally. Hehe ^^

I managed to DOTA just now. Just a simple light game & I can kill other heroes already! Unfortunately, Rhasta's Muhsin's <3 favourite hero so I'll try to change lah, okay? :P I seemed to game so much these days. & I plan to revive RuneScape but I cannot seem to recover my account. Wastedddd. Oh well, after N Levels, I'll be an Xtreme gamer! Wohoooo~ I want my Vitalsign game backkk D;

Tomorrow's the last day of Ngaji, I think. Wonder if I am going or not because I cannot go due to unforeseen circumstances. I guess I will study the whole day tomorrow and prepare for my upcoming Prelims 2 Phase 2. I'll probably start off with Geography then Chemistry. To end the day, I plan to practice at least a worksheet on POA everyday. On the contrary, I need to buy fulscap papers, multi-column papers & even pens -.- I was risking my life during Phase 1 papers because I only had a black pen that I am currently using while the rest ran out of ink! :/

If my hardwork pays off tomorrow, I'll go out with my family as a form of relaxation & bonding time. But I'll try to DOTA with Muhsin <3

I hope I can go out on Sunday to enjoy the beach or some sort of leisure to relax my mind after what I've been through this week. Falling sick & stuff. Don't you just pity me? :P
I am looking forward for dates & somehow I do not know why. Maybe I just miss those times. Everyday was some day with you <3

Last but not least, 30 July marks the official stepping down ceremony as a Student Council this year. If I were to come back next year, prepare for world domination. Hahaha :P
Again, being a Student Councillor was some day. Emotionally & Physically trained be it at home & in school. Sometimes I do not have time for Muhsin <3>

I can hear the crickets. Reminds me of Kampong. Can someone take me faraway from here? 'Cause I am tired of leading a Comospolitan life. A place that's to serene but filled with hu-ha people with animals to shoot catapult with & fruits to pluck & rubbish to burn (?). & Probably hear a prayer call from a surau nearby. Haha. Come onnnnn, take me on a kampong journeyyyy. Anyone?!


Love, ABJ
We belong together.