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Tuesday, September 30, 2008 8:18 AM
Everything We Had
Good morning people! 1.Polish the furniture
Monday, September 29, 2008 11:28 PM
Doped II
Hello people. School was kind of boring today. Had SS EOY Paper in the morning for 90minutes. Savoured every minute of it and majority cannot finish the paper, but for me, I thank God for completing it. But I bet it's beautiful rubbish. Alot studied for Chapter 4 but I bet it's going to be Chapter 2 or 3. So I studied and swung full focus on that Chapter. Phew. Luckily on ageing population but it's talking about Japan's rapid ageing population?! WTH. All sources are crap. Except for the last Source as to how far I agree to it, feel my fury on my answers :P After SS paper, continued with our studies. Everything was damn boring. & I need Mainnah's guide in POA. Gaaaaaaaah. 3 Column Cash Book sucks :D Blablabla, Mdm Chan didn't come in for first period of Geography and the whole class went WOHOOOOOOOOO *applauds* You know etc. etc. But unfortunately, Mdm Chan came in second period. From nowhere :O We just started gathering the Sec2 buddies plan for Raya. Damn. Since our class combine ex 2-7 students for Geography, so it's kind of reunion. Okay, tomorrow plan ah via phone. Confirm not many people will come tomorrow. Last year, only Shafiq attended school and was the only 2-7 Malay student. WTH. With the 2-6 people, it'd be worse :D Pro. Went home and it was raining heavily so didn't cross over to take the bus. Kayeh was walking behind me and he asked me to block the Secondary two kids who were riding bicycle. So Kayeh,Sharifah & I formed a barricade horizontally and blocked the whole path. Turned around and their bikes reminded me of F1's when there's grease on tracks. LMAO. Evilllllllllllllllllll. & We made innocent faces. HAHAHAHA. Okay, done. Love,ABJ I love dear :D Sunday, September 28, 2008 10:41 PM
Apocalypse
Hello. Sorry for not updating well these few days. Was lazy :/ I didn't have a good weekend? Had no real time to study my f____g SS. Seriously speaking, I don't know how to study for Chapter 2. There's limited sensible questions to be asked. & Everyone's been messaging me to give them some guide tips to learn SS when I myself cannot master it this time. Sorry guys! Only ask me in Chapter 4 :D So tomorrow's SS EOY. I feel like I'm studyig for it as if it's one month away and there's no real effort put except for Chapter 4. Hehe. & Partly Chapter 3. Just wish me luck and hope that A.tan didn't post any gugugaga questions. So yeah. I think that's it for today. Anyway, you can check out my Virtual Barangs on the letter Y. Like what? Cute right? :P Haha, nothing special lah. Just those numbers keeps my faith alive. & I'm sure we can make it. Chey, so philospisticated. But true. Such things give me wise positive sets to get the ball rolling. 571 days is alotttttttt :D I love you Deaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar. Hee! Okay, I think that's it for today. & Dad bought and iPhoneeeeeeeeeeeeee. Gah, I want one for my birthday can? :P Oh yes, I know my blog song suck at the moment. I got a handful of new songs but I can't remember them whenever I want to put it on blog. So frustrating. Sorry. Plus,plus, Hari Raya is coming. Love,ABJ P/s: These days with Dear are getting me horned up. I'm not alone :P Saturday, September 27, 2008 10:28 PM
Anniversary
Happy 1Year8Months, Dear ! (: Thank you for being there for me when I'm in need. Thank you for tolerating my temperamenal attitude (I'm sorry for all that I've done,too). & I thank you for loving me. Love,ABJ Friday, September 26, 2008 10:02 PM
Watch & Feel
'Cause I'm coming back to show you that I'm keeping the promise I made. Thursday, September 25, 2008 10:22 PM
Heartbreaker
SHOT THROUGH THE HEART. 1:56 PM
Doped
Gamma Yoladas, homie. I can't sleep last night because I was anxious. & Had Pandemonium breakouts. Today's the first MYE Paper which is obviously English. Well. Paper 1 was alright except for Section B. Which format is which, I don't know :/ But I followed the format of a complaint letter but the thing is, David Villa stated that it was a letter of commendation. & Speaking of which, she didn't gave an address what more we need to contruct one fake address in Thailand or whaaaaaaaaat? (Which majority did) WTF. Kayeh,Nazme & I wrote up the same format and both insisted that our format was correct. But on the other note, 95% of the class used formal writing format. Damn- Hm, Yazid says use complain format? Just believe him more than 15 year olds, dah poly whaaaaaaaat. Paper 2 was difficult. Already, during MYE, Mr Ben told us he purposely set the paper to O Level standard and that he'll promise to lighten our burden by EOY. Which he didn't but make lives more difficult. But seriously, MYE was easier with the Parabola disease. WTH. I don't know how well I'm going to do it. Shiates. Tomorrow will be MT Paper. Hope I won't screw it up especially for Paper 1. I'm freaking worried and nervous. But I doubt I'll screw up that much. The most worrying papers would be POA,Geography,SS,Chemistry. & That's alot. Don't wish to blog much today. Not in the mood. These 2 weeks is all about books books books. I'm sorry if I don't entertain you guys much nowadays. Being conscientious enough, I know I'm engrossed with those bloody books. But hang on, it's only a matter of weeks for now. Days in fact. Patience is virtue, aye. Love,ABJ Sttttttrike one- Wednesday, September 24, 2008 3:51 PM
Untitled 09
.jpg) Doing Maths and My Picture got taken =.=.jpg) ShzWei's hair with Sharifah bus toggling her phone.Hello people. To my loyal readers, sorry for not updating well and consistent these few days. Was partly due to
So yesterday's lesson was alright.I was happy all the way. Had fun laughing and my mood was in good spirit. MT Cikgu Memy emphasized on the passing criteria to promote to Sec 4. Fishball was damn talkative and while Cikgu Memy was talking, he made alot of craphole in the vessels. I was pissed and the shout I gave him startled him. LMAO. Anything, sorry lah okay if I made you wanted to cry. But seriously, you're not giving any speck of deal respect to the one who's talking in front & She said when she browsed through the results, roughly 6-8 people are going to get retained. Like WTH, that's alot aye. Went through formal/informal letter writing format and types of topics to write for compositions. Well, I always scored in narrative compositions, so I will stick to that. Previous test, I did improved from a C6 to A2. English Today, I had to present my Show&Tell. Everyone has already presented it the previous lessons so obviously, I'm the only one who's doing it today and was the last one =.= Presented on Miami Ink using PPT & Kayeh went behind me and murmured 'Confirm boring'. Was on the verge of not able to get attention from the class but after seeing several pictures of tattoos and introducing the members for the season of the series, they looked keen on reading the basic points I made, which I thought they wouldn't. & When it comes to question, I was glad that a handful of my mates asked questions which made my presentation didn't look quite awry. My effort paid off. So, Kayeh. I won you by a jump of scores aye. Muahaha! Talk about Man U will get you nowhere man. Nowhere :P Results, highest score attained among the girls and 4th in position among the 43 people. Maths Shuffled the tables in examination order and Mr Soh gave us Math Paper 2 from Dear's EOY paper and our MYE paper. Managed to complete MYE and continued doing EOYs' until lunch ended. During lunch, I stayed back and sat alone doing the worksheet. Kayeh was throwing paperballs at me from the back. Crazy guy but thanks for cleaning my keypads which smeared with rust with your longgg nails. So changed seat and sat with Sharifah at the back. Watched HuanGe making a hairdo for ShzWei. Was hilarious XD A Period of Physics. Didn't paid attention that much because my mind was too tired to register information. Went home with Dear :D Plans are, this Saturday the BOP's invited me and some others to break fast together with them. I think it's going to fill my day with something else within my crib. Sorry if I'm unable to make it! Love,ABJ Those hazel eyes got me workin' up- Monday, September 22, 2008 3:59 PM
Disturbia
Hello people. Sorry for the 2 days of abscence. Was busy during the weekend helping Mum make Kuih for raya :D But I'm not eager to kind of taste the Kuih because I don't like trying out something new! & There'll be no chocolate chips this year, replaced with peanut butter cookies =.= Whatever it is, I'm not going enjoy eating them like I used to the past few years alright. Fact is, I'm going to bake my own batch of cookies with Nad soon. Heh ^^ So, helped Mum and so I prolly spent the 2 days about 3/4 of the day in the kitchen each. Lack of sleep. Fasting. Any idea how I did all those baking? I was shivering because I didn't eat and lack of vitamins needed for energy to work. Just understand that FNN theory, okay (; Got to withdraw cash and bought break fast meals because Mum had no time to cook and what's more Dad's working on a Sunday (I got Bro to go down and buy break fast meals on Saturday, that is). Tsk, okay enough with the stupid weekend. I even had no time to study and I'm frigging worried. So today's Monday. Very very very blue. Today's PE should be the last lesson for the term I guess. But it was fun. Did some layups. Damn cool movements, aye. Then played 3V3 like kehsiao. Was super thirsty for the rest of the day. After recess was SS and the whole class looked so dead. A.Tan kept on saying 'Eh, don't look at me like that can or not. Come on lah, give me answers' Well, after PE what do you expect. Hmph. Reliability skills are damn hard, man. I don't even understand a speck of dust from it. Two periods of Physics just going through homework. Physics was of a no problem. Issue is, what about my Chemistry? Haven't even touch books on Chemistry =.= English period was occupied with Show & Tell. Well, I'm the only who haven't present it ! Damn~ David Villa forgot t bring up the cable. Tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. & Where's our gift from Aussie you bought for us?! :P Stayed back in class with Kayeh, Sharifah and Jerky boys. Did O Lvl Math TYS. Woo~ A period of Math today. Mr Soh gave us EOY Paper 2007. Managed to finish everything and got many ticks, no crosses (: Except for properties of circles =.= & We'll be getting to do Paper 2 tomorrow. Either it was last year's or this year's batch Math paper. Okay, I'm done for today. Damn tired. Need to help Dad reshuffle the furniture in the house so we'll get a new layout this year for the guests :D Then I'm off to nap. Plans For The Day
Love,ABJ Friday, September 19, 2008 11:09 PM
Hospitality
Hello people. Dead beat, man. Friday was a short day, obviously. I didn't talk to any 3-7 people blablabla because we don't have a combine class or something. All the subjects today was good. Physics was fun! :D We played a game on Kinematics the Uno style. So group into 6 people as told - Ah Fen,Anwar,HuiZhu,Hakeem,XiuLing & I. HuiZhu became the checker and I was one of the 3 who won by finishing all the cards. Pro ah~ Told you I'm better in Physics. Cheyyy XD Maths lesson was crazy. Mr Soh yak yak yak non-stop. He said he's worried for us and stuff because next year our class will be taking both O & N Level maths. So we can't get to enjoy one month after this current 3-7 ends their N level paper! Grrr. Next week had to bring all math materials. I'm being nice enough especially during the holy month to remind the class. So 3-6 please bring your 3A & B incuding O lvl TYS book =.= After school, rushed home and both parents were at home getting ready to go JB. Had my shower, dressed up and waited for Bro to come home then we went off. So yeah, apparently today everyone was in a good mood. Mum & I talked more because shopping made us stronger like intermolecular bonds. Merepek XD Finally bought baju Raya. Well, I'm not that fussy this year so the family's going to wear orange. & I bought red kurung for second day. Truthfully speaking, the designs this year ain't that much. It's the same be it in JB, Geylang. I resorted not to being a fussy person to reach a vanity and just go with the seasons~ Like macam faham :P But serious. I'm not fussy this time round. Heeeeee. So yeah. Bought Donuts (from Dunkin, of course!). Yummy. & VOTW shoe coming my way :D Okay, I'm tired. I miss Dear. Hope he had fun just now with the group of hunks and babes XD Bleagh! Haha, alright. Shall end it here. Love,ABJ You are the colours that I'm looking for- Thursday, September 18, 2008 2:35 PM
Where Is The Love?
.jpg) Doodle! By Sharifah & I (:Hello people. I can't believe it's Thursday. Boohoo. I hate weekends. Prefer to go school actually. Because I can see Dear. Hehehe :P MT Continued yesterday's worksheet. Nothing much actually. Recess, sat with Zhi Peng together with Gatt, Aisha and few others doing Math. Was bored so I did some questions on Zhi Peng's N LVL TYS :/ Physics Just a period of it. Today's lesson was boring! English David Villa's back She touched down Singapore around 0235hrs just now morning. Caught a real bad cold since weather is quite cold in Aussie. & She said she bought something for us. Awww. I'm touched~ :/ She came back, stepped into the class and the whole class applaud for her. David Villa gave an ear to ear smile, for the very first time the class made her so happy upon her comeback. So in class, we continued the presentation/Show&Tell. Anwar sang to get extra marks as bonus. If I ain't getting that full marks, I'll sing tomorrow. So please bring your ponchos tomorrow. Thank you :D Ah, yes. He told the whole class that there's a gig that some of our classmates who are going to perform at CityHall this coming Saturday. 21 Bands non-stop. Cool s____. David Villa told the whole class she'll be coming down to support it so the whole class gained our support, bundle them together and made David Villa carry it on our behalf for those who were unable to watch the gig. Sorry I can't turn up. Firstly, exams. Secondly, fasting. Thirdly, pokkai (: & Best wishes to the band. You're gonna make 3-6 historyyy. In the middle of presentations, classmates were being called out one by one to showcase their talents or introduce their life for those who had nothing to say about, Sharifah & I doodled crazy things. But I find it cute though. Hehe! I love it and we're going to do more Love Anthology comic series. Like real. But we'll give it a shot, aye. CE Had to do an assignment on 'Celebrating the Singapore spirit' That's like last month's work on NDP. WTH. Boring, boring! Math So together, we had a total of 3 periods seeing Mr Soh. Gaaah! Sleepy but didn't knock out on the desk. Just excused myself to wash my face using the watercooler. Thanks to PeiRong who shot the water without me noticing it. It happend fast, like *pspspwhoosh* the water splashed on my face. I became more 'revitalized' from then on. Chey. So yes did Math. & Was playing with the numbers by making songs. At least, I manged to solve it and I had fun at the same time. Then it was time to go home! :D Had tuition at 1530hrs but Mr Max came late so he opened the tuition centre at 1600hrs?! So had to wait outside and to kill time, talked with iJan over the phone. Tuition was okay. ~ Went home, got lectured by Mum for not doing this, not doing that. & Again, she said my behaviour was like Dad who loves to stay aloof and looked mundane. Can't you see? Maybe I'm just lonely now that I don't have anyone to talk to and watch TV with like I used to with Grandma. But she left us like close to two years now. Yet you can't tell? Yeah, you're disappointed and you said your blood boils everytime you talk to me nowadays. But what about me? I've been venting my anger by keeping myself quiet. You're lucky I'm not the type who got runaway mentality. Or this is Hell on earth for you. I still care for you people around me. & Apparently, Mum wasn't the only one saying the same thing. Some other people did too. So yeah, I'm disappointed. No idea whether should it be in myself or someone else. But the only thing I kept reminding myself is that He who's testing me. Well, all I can do is to pray for calmness. Love,ABJ Can you practice what you preach, & you turn the other cheek- 2:35 PM
Feel Those Words By Me
I'm so much like you Restless and wreckless I need a clue So show me a sign I feel like making a move Real geographic, a change in mood We'll let go of everything we know You and I will ride tonight 'Till the past is out of sight We don't have to look back now From the dark into the light We can leave it all behind We can stand together, we don't have to look back now I'm so much like you Caught in a moment, coming unglued In a world so big, it's not easy to choose Which path to take, which pawn to move So we'll let go of everything we've ever known No one can stop us now The world is rushing by The wind is at our back Everything's new tonight, we're going our own way No matter what they say The bridge is on fire, we're flying higher now You and I will ride tonight 'Till the past is out of sight We don't have to look back now We are knocking down the wall, all for one and one for all We can stand together Never gonna look back now Oh no, Oh no We don't have to look back now (Oh no, Oh no) We don't have to look back now The song that kept my faith for us alive. *Dedicated to Dear :D Love,ABJ The song filled what I had to say- Tuesday, September 16, 2008 10:09 PM
Daughter To Father
I woke up from a short nap and got ready for breakfast. But it got spoiled for that particular moment. As usual, everytime someone wakes me up when I'm sleeping, I got real pissed. & I don't talk much. In fact, I didn't talk at all most of the time when I just woke up even when I'm eating with the family. Well, I was damn tired and tell me who could ever really focus on the things that they do? I know I was wrong to chuck your pants in the laundry. Yeah, and the real thing is I don't even know whether you're going to wear it again. Fine, I'll take the blame alright but you said I was being lazy so I simply chuck without my bloody eyes open. You said my attitude was like Dad's. Cannot even answer a simple question or simply use my mind to think. What's more you said, all I ever think about is sleeping... again, just like Dad. Yeah, true. I'm like Dad that's why I'm being so close to him and Brother is closer to you. But that doesn't mean I didn't appreciate what you gave/do to me. & Don't ever ask me to get distinctions because I know I can't. Don't ever motivate and pressure me because I know it's discouragement. Motivations don't help in me. Seriously, I need to do my own things and set my own goals. No one is to ever push that for me. I ain't going to do well. Just look at my streaming results last year. No Grade 5's. All 2's-'4's. Why? There's no pressure and I can study without people telling/reminding me even if it's a gentle one. I guess I need and I love to learn things the hard way. If I ain't going to get distinctions, I'll not step on the doorstep of the house like you said. I didn't take it seriously because I know you didn't mean it and is because of that I'm you're daughter. But if you want things to happen, I can do it from the day I say I do. Life out there's going to be piece of cranky bull_____ but I'll slot my guts out from what I have. But back to the point, I know you don't mean it. So I'mma doing things my own way. & FYI, I didn't waste a minute of my life during recess/lunch during this holy month. I made full use of it. & It's only right that I take a short nap at home before break fast. Plus, 45minutes of nap makes the brain remembers information that one had gained earlier. Tell me, you want my brain to be like an artificial intelligence? Come on, you're like insulting it. I'm trying not to be rude, but it's what's left in the heart to rant. My life, my rule, you advice, I give, I do. Love,ABJ 'Cause I got a sweet tooth that'll never come loose- 10:09 PM
We Just Don't Care
Hello people. Sorry for not blogging yesterday (although there's an entry). Was really really lethargic. Yesterday, 16/09/08 Yesterday, was okay? Ms Han. Cikgu Memy. David Villa. All not in school. & School ended 1515hrs. Eh tsk , I didn't waste time. POA worksheets given out. I did it and submitted to Mr Poh who relieved the class. No time wasted. English period, Mr Chee relieved. Teached Maths. No time wasted. MT Period, did Malay worksheet and studied Math which Mr Richard relieved. & He taught us Maths. No time wasted. So how? I treasured the whole of school yesterday. & Again, no time wasted :D Wednesday, 17/09/08 Today is such a frigging long day. I dozed off during SS lesson and Mr Kheng walked pass. A.Tan was talking about SBQ (I think, heard noises while dozed off but don't know what is it all about) then Mr Kheng stopped by because Ben & I caught his eyes. So Wai Siong woke both of us up. A.Tan was pissed for a moment =.= The rest of the subjects were okay. Chemistry? I sat with Ah Fen and Ms Ho was like 'Aiin & Hakeem, go swop back your places lah. Keep on talking only ah~ ' Ya right, anything I kena picked on by teachers. Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn. & Next week, all councillors need to wear the ugly pair of socks. To tell you, I ain't going to wear it and support. I'll just fire myself from the board if I have to. I'm ready and already planning to (: After that, I'll enjoy freedom. I don't need a red tie to lead and influence my peers, man. Maybe without that red tie, my peers would even follow my steps and respect me more. & The clan would be reunited. See what a red tie can do to your life? I regret it. Love,ABJ I love Muhsin B Razali :D :D :D 10:09 PM
Hello Goodbye II
DEAD BEAT . Ain't bloggin' t-day. Love,ABJ Monday, September 15, 2008 11:27 PM
Before The Worst
Hello people. It's Monday waa-waa blues today. & Yes I'm 'back on track' if you know what I mean. Hehehe. Anyway, I've been darn sleepy since morning I woke up. Maybe lack of sleep. & I even got the time to doze off the car when Dad sent me to school. Today's lesson was abit boring. Not only today but Day 6 to Day 10 was hell. It's very mundane. & On the brighter side, no PE today so means no kehausan & extra kelaparan (: PE No PE. Hahaha! Recess, hanged out with NAD. POA Class was super hectic eventhough EOY is round the corner. I wanted to pay attention but I just can't despite asking them to lower down their volume. FUGU you people. FUGU! Maybe I'll get Ms Han to get me some tutoring this Saturday at KFC and had break fast there as well or something. Chemistry Went through Base & Acids. Merepek. I don't understand. Maybe need to do real sef-study rather than hear the teacher blabber and uttering rubbish. I'm getting fed up with the teaching styles. Or is the problem lying with me? But if more than half the class fails, is it my fault? Or ours? Could it be you, yourself? Ah, but I did pass the previous test. Got a B3. Like finally! ME?! Pass Chemistry?! =.= I'm better off with Physics. Humanities Lesson was alright. Sharifah was under PMS and WQ smacked her head and she got bloody pissed. So tried to cheered her up and I did :D But most of the time, my ears were spared to Buddy's conversation who was busy gossiping about the new 'hot' hairstyle. WTH. Lunch, I hanged out with NAD & Sharifah at the library. Weather was blizzard cold so sat near the generator. Voom, warm sikit :P & Lastly a period of Math. Sat alone so I focused well. Mr Soh was glancing at my book and everything. 'AH, good'. Yey? :P Although lesson finished at 1440hrs I waited for NAD until 1515hrs for her to finish Physics. Went to Salakau's house to get our haircut. 8 bucks babe! That's like primary school cost! Worth it. Well, my hair was shorter like 4 months ago. So, short pony tail and fringe. Imma pin up my fringe for the time being because it was shorter than expected =.= Went home after that. Took a shower and experimented my hair. Tsk =.= Onlined. Chat for a while and fell asleep until break fast. Studied Math. Did English presentation for tomorrow on Miami Ink. Cool or waaaaaaaaaaaaaad XD & Yeah, David Villa just touched down to Singapore today, people. Can the whole class like depend you to buy for us nougats or something from Aussie? Love,ABJ. I love Muhsin B Razali :D Sunday, September 14, 2008 5:43 PM
Go Home, Get Stoned
Hello people. Didn't blog yesterday because I was out three-quarter of the day =.= Yesterday [13/09/08] Went out to break fast with my family at Sakura's International Buffet @ Clementi Woods. Didn't eat that much because it was fasting month. But usually, I ate more but since it was fasting month, our stomachs tend to contract thus making one eat less than their daily intake. Just understand lah hor. So...I ate what I found there. As usual, I'll be drinking Sprite all the time. Had the Shark's Fin soup. Yum~ & It'll never do if I don't eat any ice cream in cute black bowls with toppings and those small cakes. Ala, obviously, I ate more than what's there right! Tsk. Went to Tekka for a while to see what's in store. Bought a shirt for $10 bucks. Looks good with skinnies so yeah. & The Aunty was bubbly. I was in a good mood. So I bought it. Done :D Today, Sunday [14/09/08] Family plans to eat outside - AGAIN. & This time it's the place where Dear & I + Friends had our break fast. I don't want to be recognized! So, I might dress a little more matured today (: Then from what I heard, will be going Sheng Shiong to buy ingredients to make Kuih Raya. I hate this. It's going to be troublesome... Anyway, kudos to Benitez's squad for forming up well unlike Man U! :D It's been 4 years since we wanted to beat Man U. Well. I'm proud of you boys! :P Next stop, beat Chelsea on the Clash Of The Sundays! Make it a bloody one :P
You'll Never Walk Alone Okay, alright. & Tomorrow's plans are getting a haircut with NAD after school :/ Byebye people. Love,ABJ I wanna be faithful but I can't keep my hands off the cookie jar- Friday, September 12, 2008 10:31 PM
Conspire To Ignite
Hello people. Ah, I'm so dead beat right now? Reached home like 45minutes ago. LOL. School was okay except that I brought the wrong books on the wrong day. Obviously, I followed Day 10 lah. Tsk. Anyway, had 2 periods of Chemistry and 3 periods of POA after recess. But luckily Geography workbook wasn't needed. & I managed to get a textbook from Ariffin. Thanks to WenQian. Salakau was being a ___________ . I'm not bodoh lah okay. FUGU. School was just okay ah. Went home, took a shower and did some housechores. NAD & Aisha came over wanting to study but ended up watching VMA 2008. WTH! Hahaha! Got ready and went out around 1715hrs since we're going to break fast with Dear + friends. Nad & I seperated from Aisha and the bus came soon after. Ended up in the same bus with Rab. So yeah, walked together. Reached there minutes before 1800hrs and it was already hectic. Nad was quiet and I can tell that she's bored while my mood went slightly down because the fan wasn't turned on and it was warmmmmmm. Ordered (which I had no idea how long) and Nad & I went to see guitars and go to shops selling pumps etc. Gatt was losing his patience and everything. The kecohness is just undescribable! Then we came back and got ourself ready to break fast. The dinner was quite okay. Heh, Dear eat so cuteeeeeeeee :P Went to the park after that. I tell you, it was superduperdupererduperest kecoh & I'm not used to such environment. So just followed wherever they go. _________Not-so-fun-part-____________Skip,skip,skip. Minutes to 9pm. Went home with Dear soon after Nad & Eika left. Planned to walk home form the park. Well.................it was fun although there were many many vehicles buzzing along the streets. & The moon. I don't know. It just makes my day :D :D :D Heeee, I love you my Dear (: & Tomorrow will be 1Year7Months2Weeks. It just feels like a month or two, though going through good and bad together. That's inevitable and if that ain't love then I don't know what love is. Babadada. Babadada~ :P Love,ABJ This anniversary, will never be the same- Thursday, September 11, 2008 8:57 PM
Just My Luck II
Hello people! It's Thursday & 3NA finished early at 1330hrs. We had two periods of SS in the morning. Did some SBQ questions and there'll be a test next week. So today's lesson emphasizes on NI-Catholics Vs Protestants SBQ. A.Tan commented my piece was quite good and can outshine some of the 4NA but the essay is kind of short, need to write longer :P A.Tan: I need some time with your class to finish all the chapters that are going to be tested for EOY.That's because we had to do Math even though it's home period =.= A handful of us stayed in class although it was time for recess. Continued the work given but a few minutes later, got chased out by the councillor. FUGU. So went down to the library and was fully packed with O Lvl Prelim students. Had no choice but to sit with Max & kawan. He talk talk talk I cannot concentrate >.< Soon after, NAD joined in. After recess was Maths. The class was doing their work with pride for the first time, submitting with the expected standard. Well, what to do. 3-1 & 3-6 is being monitored by Principal. How unlucky. Right after Maths was two periods of English. Continued Show & Tell. I told David Villa my disc broke and she told the whole class =.= & Everyone was "Awwwwwwwwww" !#$%^&*( people XD MT was the last two periods. Mr Poh relieved the class and he kept on reminding us to talk less and he was puzzled by our behaviour which was high with adrenaline noise level. So yeah. Cikgu Shikin ain't coming back. Week 3, Cikgu Memy will take over the combined class. Yey~ & Finally, the malay councillors had to run the show with Cikgu Yati as the advisor for DeepaRaya concert. Weeeee~ Okay, that's what's happening in class during lessons today. Stayed back and did my Math revision until 1515, though. A period after my school ended, Sec 2's were released so some junior clowns joined me in the room. Jeremy went skiving with J___ and I was asked to keep the handphone for him while he skive =.= Had fun. It was condusive although those clowns were playing scrabble or Upwards. Damn horny you boys =.= After putting in an hour or so of concentration, decided to take a short nap. Left school at 1515. Went home with Dear :D Aquarius, baby!
Love, ABJ My,Dear. Who else?- Wednesday, September 10, 2008 4:13 PM
Right Now
Hello people. Wednesday's a short day for me today but certainly not next week. Will be finishing school at 1600hrs. Damn. So today school ended at 1440hrs for me. First two periods was Chemistry. Everyone was paying attention since EOY is round the corner. & Was swinging in full focus at teachers except for Physics because everyone was restless and wanting to go home. So today's Chemistry revised on Ar & Mr calculations. Easy peasy :P During recess, sat in the toilet with Nad & Aisha. & _____________________. Nari NAD iman kuat ah :P So we plan to watch a movie after raya - HSM 3. Well............graduation year must watch! & Planned to study at the library with the both of them after school before breaking my fast with Dear + friends. & Thanks to Ah Fen.........................really, I thank you :D After recess, was MT. Damn hectic and I had no mood to do my work because the class was noisy and I can't concentrate. Ariffin sat beside me because Cik Jumain asked him to. & I was staring at him. 'Ape tengok-tengok? Tak happy eh!' 'Ape?! Silakan lah duduk. Jangan malu-malu kerinting' (Because of his hairrr) 'Eh, kurang ajar kau. Takpe, ni bulan puasa. Lagipun kau perempuan' His first time diperbahasakan. Then I joined in the noise with the rest. Disturb Fishball until he blushed and on the verge of breaking down. Sorry, Fishball! :D :D After MT, had English period and we were to do some Show & Tell. My turn's tomorrow. So wish me luck. I have yet to do the powerpoint slides- by tonight! Damn, so many things to do. Before lunch, had 2 periods of Maths and next door was A.Tan's class. Can hear her blabberings~ & 3-7 were released early for lunch break. Walao. A.Tan came in our class and reprimand us in front of Mr Soh. Kena tekan like !#$$%^&*()_+ =.= Today's Math lesson was fun. Went through exercise 8.3 which I'm good at so I enjoyed it. & I did those homework in advance, Mr Soh was like 'AH,good!' With inclusive of Chapter 10. Am able to catch up so far, Maths lesson was doing quite good. Yey~ After lunch, was Physics for a period. Didn't focus much. Was too tired. & Yeah, then we're off for home. That's my day, people. So yeah. Love,ABJ Call all your folks & tell em' that you're tight- Tuesday, September 9, 2008 10:23 PM
Glimpse Of Heaven
Hello people. Life's been busy ever since the new term starts. & It's going to be busy for this coming 2 weeks as exams are round the corner. Gaaaaaaaaah, feel the vibes~ Lessons were quite okay today and I was really concentrating on POA lesson- like finally the class was giving Ms Han some deal respect. During recess Nad & I + Aisha __________________________________. HAHAHAHA! So today 3-6 & 3-7 ended at 1330hrs except for A Maths students. Went 656 to do some Math homework because that is the only time when RC is peaceful except some bunch of Primary school kids playing ping pong (Except 4-8 students were playing silently,though). & Hanif was like shouting ' Eh, go home lah! Your mama waiting!' =.= Did some homework and relaxed for the remaining 15 minutes. I don't know what's so funny about my joke that Shafa burst laughing into tears =.= Others were starring with bizarre look. Shafa & Syawindow left the place to do some school service. So yeah, Khyrul was having some serious talk on the phone. The rest was like watch Amirul talk himself on the phone =.= While I was sitting there aloof enjoying the breeze :D Had been there since 1345hrs so it's time for me to go home! With Dear! :D Dear sent me home and he had to walk back. Poor Dear, fasting sumoreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ): Rushed home, get myself ready for tuition. Was kind of late but unfortunately, some were even much more late. Mr Max came in the class at 1730hrs because he had to teach the Primary school kids. Like cool or waaaaaaad, the class was silent and all were sleeping, enjoying the aircon~ So today, we studied on 3D problem solving on applications of trigonometry. Somehow I understand it very well compared to Elevations/Depressions. Then I had to clear my doubts my putting the question on the board and had to draw a diagram. iJan & Nazme were like 'Go lah, go lah.' So I drew, & Got a compliment that I can draw diagrams quite well. The whole class went Eleeeeeeeeeeeeeh! I just act shy only~ :P So yeah, that's about the lesson. Went home, showered. Did my Maths homework for 2hours although it had to be submitted on Thursday. & I didn't watch TV today. Which means I missed The Noose. =.= Okay, so that's my long Tuesday. P/s : I miss those hazel-brown eyes. Love,ABJ. The time is now- Monday, September 8, 2008 4:19 PM
System Of A Down
Hello people. It's the first day of Term 4 and the whole class was sleepy. I've never see the class so sleepy and lazy beforeeeeeeeeeeeee. First two periods was PE. Was quite fun but tiring. After recess, of which I didn't go for of course, we had 2 periods of SS after that. A.Tan wasn't in a good mood when she stepped in the class. Everyone didn't even bother to answer a yes/no question and she was super pissed, what more. Then a handful of people didn't do their homework which adds up to her piss-o-meter. Thirdly, she complained the visualizer was in lilac blue colour. Ours was perfectly fine and the whole class was arguing 'Nooooooo, this one perfect la.' We were comparing our visualize with 3-7 which colour is always either purple/yellow/blue. You know when those ports were frayed or something. I don't know but in the end, we assumed she's losing and was outnumbered by the 43 of us. She said 'Aiya, I don't know lah. Later your eyes spoilt you use lasik then you know. My eyes are poor because of old age, nyeh nyeh nyeh' As usual, the class made stupid noises. LOL. We had Physics. & It was super boringggggggg. But luckily she understands that the whole class was tired. & That was inevitable. Followed by 2 periods of English. Finished up my holiday homework on Book Review and done, can relax for the rest of the time I had until lunch. Relax as in talk with Hakeem,AhFen & Anwar. I was kind of interrupting Hakeem's conversation with AhFen and she went confused. She was saying that her whole family were Buddhists except herself who is Christian. & none of her family members knew it ; if not she'll be chopped and cooked in ChapChye sauce lah. So I was saying 'Eh, AhFen join Islam ah. We can be sister*yo-yo*' & If you know AhFen, you'll know how she laugh. She's like having self-amusement. LMAO LMAO LMAO. Cute, though. Okay,so yeah, all she did was laugh along with the 3 of us. I rather have a chat rather than sleepingggggggggggggggg although I was sleepy. So yeah, that's the only moment I enjoyed in school today. Hearing her giggles are like piece of music. But it doesn't drowns you out. Heh! Okay, hanged out with NAD during lunch at the stairs. Talk talk talk. & 1 Period of Math. Then off for home with Sharifah. Dear didn't fetch me ): But hopefully he'll be okay by now. Bleagh! Selalu makan sedappppppp. Oh, anyway, I had my dengdeng yesterday. Yummmmm~ Love,ABJ You're the lyrics to my song- Sunday, September 7, 2008 11:45 AM
Why So Serious? II
Good morning people. Thankfully I didn't wake up on the wrong side of the bed today althought I slept quite late. Heee. But anyway, let's take away some time talking about the condition of my computer. I had it repaired like two weeks ago and recently, it's on the verge on a crash. WTH. & Not many Anti-Virus programmes are installed compared to my second hard disk. This is my brand new hard disk and something's bad going to happen to it =.= Okay Dad, let me just forge the cash out this time if it's going for another repair. You took the hammers to these walls, drag the memories down the hall. I can't sleep last night. So I was super bored. I wanted to turn on the computer but I was lazy :/ & Since it has been giving problems at certain point of time, I'm lazy to tolerate it. So I just took out Dad's laptop and started exploring things. Went and check out on my MSN Space. It's been a long time since I posted lyrics and songs dedicated to Dear and everything. Then I decided to check Dears'. The only thing I was ever thinking of is to turn back time. Both of us were so different way back then. Compared to now. Let's just say things are getting serious as days go by. Serious as in both the good and the bad way. Well, it's no wonder when you come across the phrase 'Things change, people change' :/ Okay, quit dreaminggggggg. Turning back time ain't going to happen. The only thing I can do now is focus on the present. It's neither the past nor the future. So let's just continue roll the dice and play the life called game. With inclusive to such a horrible cramp, that made me not able to sleep as well. I ______________. Anyway, there's so many things going around me. During this month, I learn how feel more sympathetic no matter how temperamental they can be :/ I just pity her. You know, crying on the phone over one she loves. & I don't know how to coax and consolidate her. What more when my mind is stuck with those books. I know how she feels. & I do know how the other one feels. It's like I've been in both situations. I understand him and I understand her. Truly speaking, both are in a spot. I'm not sitting in the middle of the fence but ah............ forget it. I shall not talk about it. I can help others but I cannot help myself. Sigh. Tsk. I know it's way too late, but Selamat Berpuasa to all Barker mates. (Though there's only 6 of us. Tsk-) What I'm looking forward for today is good communication with my close ones. It's either I synch with you people or vice-versa. But it all gives us the same bottomline ; to bond that fraternity. Love ABJ, We want more than this world got to offer- Saturday, September 6, 2008 9:54 PM
Nothing Special Today
Now don't tell me I'm going to fall sick before exams again. Ergh. Can't stop coughing and sneezing. So yeah, I didn't have a proper bukaaa. Prayed first and seek for calmness of what I'm facing and everything. I ate a few spoonfuls and I'm done with my eyes half-teared. & I didn't join Mum & Bro to eat together. Dad's working so... it seems quiet without Dad around because I cannot joke and watch movies at the living room together etc. etc. Dad's a cool person. I like him. He doesn't even tell Mum off or something when Mum shared with us a guy wanted to kenalan with her. He even made a joke out of it, you know. How often do you see spouses not playing the role of a cool guy or lady or something ? Sheesh. Anyway, studied some more Geography not Physics because I don't feel like it. So chatted with Nad and shared some things. Alaaaaaaaa, some things just not being planned the way that we ever dream of. So quit dreaming! Love,ABJ Rules are meant to be broken- 5:25 PM
Burn It Down
Hello people. I'm starting to feel something. Something that someone can feel that they're being tested by God during this holy month. But nevertheless, I tried not to get all the unhappiness affect me, not even one bit. Last night, slept around 0030hrs because Mum asked me to heat up the food for pre-dawn meal. It's like I stood in the kitchen all alone for 45minutes with the rest of the family members sleeping about bunnies and honey. Waiting for the gravy to get it all done etc. Just now morning, Mum commented it's not properly cook. I was dissatisfied with the comment, duh. But it's okay as long as I feel my effort has been there. So, continued with this life called game. My life could liquidate but it's never a game over. Studied halfway, Mum asked me to buy some chilli paste and some other dried goods =.= Went downstairs quickly and got all those things, everyone was looking at me like I'm some bimbo. & Some people were being basketssssss. I was carrying heavy things and walked as per normal. Some !#$%^ rode the bike and cut my way. Haulted and I almost slipped on that steep ground. FUGU! Was walking halfway at the junction while crossing the road then there's this dog made me go OMG OMG =.= Reached home, Mum complained I bought the wrong brand of chilli paste. Got lectured. Sigh. Took all my books which were at the dining table (where I first studied earlier) and stormed into my room and close the door. I still cannot concentrate that much with Mum's nagging. Well, that's what Mums do right. I don't fully blame her. Cooled myself down and started continuing my Math revision for 1h30m. Took few minutes break and studied Geography. Left Coasts & Food Consumption to be summarised. So yeah, I think there's sufficient time for me to study within the 2 weeks and finish two topics. Planned to study some Physics after break fast. & Tomorrow, I'll just study SS then have break for the remaining time. Maybe go Geylang to find HR clothings. Damn, I hate Geylangggggggg =.= Today's date marks someone to be 16 which is no other than my Deaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar (: Live life to the fullest and savour every moment of it. Many many lucks in whatever you do. & May those wishes come true :D I love you very much. Muaaaaacks! :P Love,ABJ I've got nothing to say- Friday, September 5, 2008 1:27 PM
Maybe
Didn't you want to hear The sound of all the places we could go Do you fear The expressions on the faces we don't know It's a cold hard road when you wake up And I don't think that I Have the strength to let you go Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place There goes my ring It might as well have been shattered And I'm here to sing About the things that mattered About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong And someday, I promise I'll be gone And someday, I might even sing this song To you, I might even sing this song, to you, to you, to you And I was crying alone tonight And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you So just come back we'll make it better So just come back I'll make it better than it ever was
Love,ABJ |
