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Thursday, October 30, 2008 9:27 PM
Kangen - Doy
Sejenak ku terdiam dan membisu 6:42 PM
Tonight II
Hello people! HI Programme was a little bit boring because there's Geography and I'm not on the go for it. Prolly because I got a bad headache due to the contractors painting the school wall. Had few more subjects and off to meet Abby at 1330hrs. Changed into something casual... seriously my casual wear is as though I was back from Sentosa with the slippers and all. Ala, tak usah pakai lawa2. Afterall, we're heading places around Woodlands/Marsiling. Added value to my EzLink card and treated Abby to Mudpie. & Sat at some shaded area resting before making a move to Marsiling... again! So around 1500hrs headed bussed to Marsiling to buy a pair of pants for OCIP. Man I don't think I'll have sufficient pair of jeans that can last for a week. & I need to make alterations to my skinnies because it's damn loose as I lose weight (?) After that, went to Causeway Point and look for lip balm. Had fun disturbing each other and rubbing compact powder on our hands, ey? Went to Bazaar and brought Keropok Lekor (Is that how it's spelled?) for 3bucks + Blueberry drink for 80cents. & That's a lot! Shared and took a bus for home. Met Cousin in the bus like WTF. So Cousin is going to have a 3 days sleepover at my crib. I don't know how I should react to that. Hmm. Sat under a blk which I'm not sure but was next to the Badminton court and enjoy the kerepok, not. Abby ended up giving the whole thing to me for sharing with Bro & Cousin at home instead of her sharing with her siblings at home. & That's my second day with Abby. Thanks for accompanying me to look for my stuff. & I'm sorry if I'm not good in planning of which places to go. But I had fun :D I love youuuuuuuuu, babe. Haha! It's been days since I meet Dear when his first day of work starts ): I kind of miss him. Okay, I'm off to do my SS & Math homework which has to be handed in by tomorrow. Love,ABJ Wednesday, October 29, 2008 3:26 PM
Melancholy Strikes
Hello people! I'm dead beat. But somehow, problems seem to disappear after some SHOPPING. Also, the good thing is my heart starts to sum down and understand things around me. How true can it be when you need timeeee to understand things and respect them for what and who they are? Well, I thank God for giving me such patience and wills to many ways to end the problem and be optimistic. & I thank God for giving me the strength to withstand the swings of emotion. Today was the second day of HI Programme. Ended at 1030HRS because had no A Maths & POA! :D Had Geography & Maths. Woo~ Geography was alright, seems fun with Mdm Timah teaching us. & Had to do this year's N Level paper as homework, handed in by tomorrow. WTH. That's alot to do, plus my pens are running out of ink and I'm relying on pencils these few days. Heck. Maths was interestingggggg. Quartiles & Percentiles are quite easy but tricky, I don't dare to comment that it's easy peasy but it's just do-able. If you get what I mean (; After HI Programme, went to Marsiling with Abby to buy a pair of shoes for OCIP which is quite simple yet stylish and cheap. Although it was common... Hey, come on. I ain't like other girls who takes a long time to decide what to get :P Went Causeway Point and wander around. Saw Mr Seow outside Nokia shop ! God, I really miss him. Then off to buy some hair accessories for OCIP. Okay, summarise and to cut the story short. Marsiling(Shoes) > Causeway Point(Hair Accesories, Earpiece) > 622 (Rest) > Triple 8 (Lunch @ KFC) > School (To board the bus) In 3 hours. Fast ey? Went home, showered & currently blogging. God, I'm feeling so sdjioadja;dj. & Abby, thanks for the company if not I don't know what else to do with this life anymore. Plus the bus fare, thankssss. & The KFC yet, thanks to me for blanja-ing you :P Out of fifty bucks, I'm now left with twenty five bucks. Done. Plans for the day:
P/s: Maybe what Evon said was true. When you feel like giving up, remember why you hold on for so long? Love,ABJ Now I've lost everything to you- Tuesday, October 28, 2008 9:10 PM
Be Yourself III
 Good day people. Definitely not for me, though. It's been days since I'm on the wheels of salvation. Today marks the start of HI Programme. I don't see any sense of beneficial acts/knowledge given except for Maths. Got Mdm J to teach us these upcoming Maths lesson. & Guess what, the class was very enthusiastic and responsive. Mr Soh was there as well and all can tell how disappointed he is in himself by the way he teach :/ Also, the principal already told us in advance that they're going to give the 4NA students next year experienced teachers. Was hoping to get Mdm J as our Maths teacher lor! The rest of the subjects taught were boring. I taught I wouldn't pay attention (due to camp) to at least one subject but on the contrary, I just did - Maths :D So that was my day. Major boredom partial beneficial (; Had to attend Work Session 4 at 1400HRS so Aisha, Jeremy & I went to Mac D to have lunch. Mc Spicy, woo~ Toggled with Mr Siva's boxing kit in the council room, wondering how it was there (?) Reached back school in the nick of time for meeting. I wasn't in a good mood then so I kept quiet throughout the meeting and presentation. Usually, I'd be the jokerette in ELT and make us the most noisiest group during work sessions. But unfortunately, some things just doesn't seem right & I'm not even in the mood to solve it. Left extra early for tuition. I thought of not going but... nevermind. Don't wish to account for anything that happend in between. During tuition, I just kept quiettttttt and without telling, iJan & Nazme knew what's going on. Pft- Went home and watched Tropic Thunder. Language was awesome :P Showered and went online. Well, tomorrow's plans is to go to Marsiling to buy some pair of shoes for OCIP. & Yey, school ends at 1030HRS for POA students :D :D :D Love, ABJ Time for people like me to take a break and enjoy the millions of glazing stars alone- Monday, October 27, 2008 9:28 PM
Solitaire IV
Hello people. I just woke up and had my shower. Had a heavy headache. F, that's what I hate about camps. You tend to sleep like crazy, and left all those backpacks aside the first thing we reach home. & Obviously, I kept thinking about ______ all the time . Even when I'm in the midst of eating, when it rang in mind I just tend to lose all the apetite I'm having though I'm famished. Somehow that's bugging me, I just hope everything's fine. But to tell you the truth, I still haven't got over it. I might seem okay on the oustide but the fact accepted hasn't fully ripe into total understanding yet. Well, talking about the Camp I joined Grenada in Day 2. Everything was fine. Physical was alright, my breathing and running sychronised well thank God (: Food was nice. Better than Sec 2 NE Camp this year, ergh. Games was alright. Especially the one at night like a game called Sleuth. Finding murderers etc. & Teammates kept on screaming especially the girls. In the first place it was creepy, but it wasn't that bad lor. Preferably, last year's nightwalk was much more thrilling. Screaming our asses off. Ghost- Woo =.= &Rhina,Farhan & I I got nominated for the Best Sec 3 cadet trainee camp award, but Rhina deserve the slot. So, congratultions :D Okay, enough about that. I just feel lonely these days. So just leave me alone when I'm around, I don't freaking care about it. Bye. Love,ABJ &I'll, always remember you like a child- Saturday, October 25, 2008 9:15 PM
Wild World
I'm feeling really miserable right now. I don't know why. Just feel like breaking down but it's always at the wrong point of time, I hate it. I just can't accept the fact that you're going to work. I don't know what I'm so afraid of. Really. I just don't want to be far apart from you. Times we've lost, won't come back. Is that what I'm feeling? I don't knowwwwww. I just don't accept the fact this time. & I've never been this hurt even though it's suppose to be a good news. I bet if you were with some other girl, they'd like it right? I know I'm different, in SUCH a way that you might not like. & That's already true, isn't it? I want you but I want to be alone. If you understand, you know what I mean. I'm selfish, yeah that's what I feel. I don't need the freedom you gave me, you realise that? While you need it. & I can't give it. Are you going to give up over that word on us? I'm afraid. After all these situation, I still don't want to lose you. & Such things of breaking up never crossed my mind. Maybe these few days, I've been acting like an ass by needing you more by my side. It's either you don't know or nothing can be done. I really hate myself. Love, ABJ If you wanna leave, take good care- 6:55 PM
Fire, Fire.
Okay, I'm tired. & Not in the good mood now. Open house is today and currently still on the roll. Slept half past midnight yesterday and had to wake up early for today's CIP for the OCIP members. So-called Physical Training. Pft- We divided ourselves in groups and choose between to RC's to do some recycling collection. I had go Zone 6 RC with some others. My group consisted of Evon, BingYi, Robotic guy & myself. I was the only malay and there was this apek called Uncle Lee accompanying us. He's friendly alright. & He smokes Gudang Garam, power eh Uncle! \m/ Also, he has muscular body structure. Kalahkan all those people who goes to the gym. Woo- So went up and down collecting recyables. Was damn funny? & Fun. I love doing this :D Rushed back home after that and Mum needed my help as soon as I stepped in the house =.= So yeah, did all those things that were instructed, & had a great speedy shower. Around 1330hrs, friends + ehem came ; mainly Dear Firdaus Syafiq Rabbani Ahmad Essham Epul Dan Megat Shafa & Lil' Sis Nad & To those who are unable to make it, it's okay. It's alright. Someday, you girls can come over my crib and watch movies with hawt hunks aye (; So yes, Dear,Epul & Firdaus went first. (Nad left earlier) Left with those bunch of people watching Scorpion King until the movie ended. Was fun watching movies with alot of people. Okay, I took a break cause I wasn't in a good mood. Dang, I got to go. Mum's calling out for me Damn. Damn. Damn. Love, ABJ 12:00 AM
Anniversary
HAPPY 1 YEAR 9 MONTHS, HONEY! Thanks for being there for me when I need you most, as usual. As days go by, things just get more and more serious for the both of us. You agree to that, Love? Alright, let's go 'shopping' for your present(s) next week! :D It's all on me, Baby. & Last but not least, I hope you forgive my wrongdoings I've done time & again. I truly am sorry, from the bottom of my heart (: Love,ABJ If tomorrow never comes- Friday, October 24, 2008 11:11 PM
Runaway
Hello people. TGIF, not. So, I woke up around 0745hrs with the chilly weather, I was being an ass as to being lazy to drag myself out of bed and got ready to meet Dear and go to the gym. In the end, I buih and Dear ended up going with Zhen Ming & Firdaus. Pft ): I still slogged the morning by going jogging alone firstly around my neighbourhood. My mood doesn't seem to appeal the pain I'm having, so I decided to jog all the way to Woodlands Stadium (Where Dear was having his Gym session with the other two) Shafa came down lor, but didn't jog all the way to stadium, & I waited for here there. WTH. So walked and meet her nearby Woodgrove which Dear claimed that I was stalking him. Hmph, when I'm not ! They just manage to dominate the places we wanted to go. Went Woodgrove to buy drinks and ate at Al Ameen (where again the 3 musketeers were busy eating :/) After some 'stalking' ended up walking together among the bungalows. The dogs were barking their asses off, which scares me. Jogged home from a certain point, and Dear said I was running away from him, when I'm NOT ! ): It's just that I don't feel good when I'm in the mood of running where actually I'm walking. So it kind of disrupt what I wanted to do. Uhum~ Shafa chilled at my crib after that and watched Chris Pine's movie. He's damn oh so hawt. Damn :P Then hours later, _______ came. Thanks for helping me with the kitchen stuff when we're almost starting to have fun :P I love you alot! Hahaks. Helped Mum in the kitchen after that until 2330hrs. Chat to Dear, finished my OCIP assignment and here I am blogging! Thursday, October 23, 2008 9:54 PM
Wild World
Nothing to post actually. I'm freaking horny sleepy like never before. & As I'm blogging, I cannot open my eyes. Anyway, this is the worst last day of school in my education life. It doesn't serve a purpose of coming for the bloody talk. Overall marks attained: English 62/100 MT 67/100 Mathematics 62/100 Combined Sci 52/100 Combined Hum 53/100 POA 52/100 Conduct Excellent Mrs Kok remark : Build up your strength, Aiin. Done. Love,ABJ - Wednesday, October 22, 2008 5:13 PM
Live Your Life
.jpg) Hello people! Ahaks, I fell in love with today's Wednesday because I had a great time! Went to school and met Dear at the interchangeeee. That made up my day first thing in the morning :D :D :D As soon as I stepped in the council room, I was needed. Switched on the tablet and inserted Hazmie's USB to check for all existing documents because he accidentally put it in the washing machine =.= Fortunately, everything's alright and documents weren't damaged. Later during Home Period, went to MT Room and joined the rest where 4NA boys were there as well. Thank me for cleaning and brushing off the dirt on those songkok(s). Yes, all four of them. Actually, I had fun time brushing all those dirt away so one by one asked me to do it for them while they strummed the guitar. LOL. Didn't rehearse so I wasted my time there until Sec 3's need to go to the hall for some Talk. Was damn crappy, like how many times have I heard this kind of Talks ? So crapped with Shafa. Well, kind of pity to hear her situation. Wanted to lend a helping hand, but I don't know how? :/ At 10, we left and got ourselves ready in our costumes that we brought. Put on some make up etc. etc. Hehhh. Was super leceh and something went into my eye that made me looked like Kazuya in Tekken :P Rehearsed and walk here and there behind the back stage. Especially, in the toilet. The performance was okay but the Grand Finale seemed skdsajf;suodiu ? In the first place, all the performance didn't plan anything but when it came to an end, everyone sat on the floor like Sesame Streets. Haha! Then, went down for lunch since all of us haven't eat. Treat by Cikgu Yati! :D So was given 20bucks to settle the drinks from Cikgu Yati to Megat then to me. I settled it with Abang. Luckily there was no confusion in calculating how much we must pay. Overall, it was a quick order. Haha! :P Met Dear in the canteen and went home together. Did some research on Vocabulary with Dear until 1530hrs++? Thank you Dear, I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :P & Walked home. Reached home, and helped Dad out with some things in the store right after. Watched TV. Showered & here I am blogging! Alright, that's my day today. See you! Love,ABJ Live your life- Tuesday, October 21, 2008 9:58 PM
Home
 Hello peopleeeeeee. Tuesday and I'm super tired alright! Went to school with Dear :D & People around me started saying Zhi Peng & Zhen Ming are the flowerboys. LMAO. Basically, in school we didn't do much today except during POA/DNT/FNN periods, we used up the time to meet Cikgu Memy and rehearse the songs for tomorrow's concert. Nad & I took a bloody f ugly stupid picture. HAHAHAHAHA :P After school, went home with Dear :D :D :D Voronin muda eh Dear. Woops? :P So Cousin & Bro were at home as well. 1600++hrs went out for tuition with Dear sending me. Haks. Okay, that's my day today :D Tiring but satisfied. Wooo? :P & Out of the malay people in 3-6, iJan,Nazme, Sharifah & I were the only ones who passed all the subjects. Damn happy, can? :P Love,ABJ You leave me breathless-Monday, October 20, 2008 9:44 PM
Fall From Grace
Wassup, homies :D Life's not that boring today. I never appreciated Monday before but this time, I might have to give a little bit of love. Like reaaaaaaaal, okay maybe yes but not for long. We only studied Physics because we had 7 other topics to cover this year and that we could make use of time to do revisions all the way next year. Boohoo ): I was sleepy, duh. A period when A.Tan came and gave holiday assignments which needed to be handed in by first day of HIP to HOmie. If not, we'll be getting her wraths as usual. & Really, this is something ridiculous and some sort of typical for a Singaporean ; being GanCheong queens/kings. On the first week of school next year on a Wednesday, we'll be having SS remedial. That's what A.Tan said and reminded/warned us not to let other teachers book. 'I booked all of you and informed you 3 months in advance that I'm in need of you to come back for SS' The class simply exchanged F faces, then? XD Had work sessions 3 with ELT. DT was there as well and Robotics members... they're seriously annoying especially Sec Two's. Drama Team realli chiong. Itenaries and timelines were already prepared in 4 hours. Whereas we, the ELT only managed to complete ways of teaching the Thai's English. Any idea how hard it is to simplify those sentences/idioms into Primary Two standard. Even Akira who's in Poly can't even quote as 'A piece of cake'. Pft~ But anyway, we planned out well. & Cranked hell alot of jokes. Especially me... which was kind of weird because I rarely joke like crazy. Laughed alot and apparently someone got pissed for the laughters but I was told it was not my fault :D Trained home with Aisha since she was making her way to Causeway Point. So yeah, met Dear after that. & Went home 7+ Instead of 6+, woops? Somehow felt like doing some exercises, so lifted dumbells etc etc. Basically, more on arms. & Pft laa, female lifting weights won't gve you muscular and bulky body like men. Ergh, that's if it's unless you take in proteins in your body like sh__. Don't you girls/guys read FHM or something? :P *horny* Okay, I don't. I just get the information somewhere. Somewhere~ Showered. Eat. TV. Iron clothes. Did timetable. & Here I am chatting to Dear ! :D Okay, okay. Phrung nee phop kan! :P Love,ABJ Muhsin B Razali is loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee- Sunday, October 19, 2008 12:08 PM
When Boredom Strikes IV
Hello people. What a Sunday. I can't believe I'm rotting myself away... Woke up at 0700hrs and got myself ready for the meeting at Raymond's house. I was the last one to arrive, no. Not really, Jeremy was the late one so he ended up meeting at Raymond's crib. Before the meeting, some of us already complain of hunger so Aisha & I went down to Mamak shop to buy some curry puffs. I got myself those curry puffs + Nescafe. Meeting was sort of okay? Just need to prepare few more information for tomorrow's presentation and we have to get real prepared for those heartbreaking critics, seriously. Conversations might get combative tomorrow, so embrace ourselves! :P Clear cut, we shouldn't get everything ready in detail because once we our presentation got criticised, we'll have to start from scratch & time we spent on the work will be damn wasted... So yeah. I got some food poisoning going on here. & It was super inconvinient especially I'm at Raymond's house. Somehow meeting today ended way too early than expected and I planned to go home. In the first place, I couldn't make up my mind where to go. Thought of meeting Dear but he got food poisoning as well. Sigh. & At last, I ended up going home. I'm feeling so sleepy, I don't know wether I should go for a short nap. Because once I go for a nap, it's not considered as one anymore. It'll be called as sleeping =.= Sigh. Currently waiting for Dear to go online. I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo missing Dear badly, can? Love,ABJ Troubled? :/ Saturday, October 18, 2008 8:26 PM
Happy Birthday
 Hello people. What a boring Saturday. Sigh. Something cropped up at Mum's office. & Dad works. So I went to Kak Lin's crib to chill and Raya at the same time with Abang Romi's bunch of 40 friends. WTH... After 3 hours or so, trained back home. Mum was back and Uncle Nasir & his wife came for Raya. So, that was my day for today. Never been this boring before. Tomorrow's plan is to go to Raymond's house to plan for OCIP with the ELT at 8 in the morning. Will be going out together with Mum as she'll be going for driving lessons. If I finish the meeting late in the afternoon, I'll have to either make my way to Sembawang to Auntie Yah's house or Dad will fetch me somewhere for Abang Fandi's birthday party. So yeah, that's what's going to happen tomorrow. Landak's inviting me over to join them for A7X concert. How? :/ Okay, I want to get back on my Jackass game on PSP. Done. & To the BIG boy, Happy 19th Birthday! In advance :D Love,ABJ Whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks, I will be right here waiting for you- Friday, October 17, 2008 8:59 PM
Whatever You Like
Hello People. Thank God It's Friday! :D Today's Friday, everyone knows that. Ends early for us. 1240hrs, ELT did some meet ups on OCIP meeting while Nad followed to Atiqah's house to lend some baju kurung. Seriously, there are loads to do and we had to present by Monday. 7 Of us divided the work equally and so far, seeking cooperation has not been an issue. Everyone managed to give good ideas, but hey I think there's more pressure coming up since these presentations aren't going to get compliments but critics. That's what Mr Chong said. So, everyone's got to have optimistic thinking. Had to alot of work starting from tonight and we'll meet up again on Sunday to compile and improvise on the ideas at Raymond's house before he goes to church. By hook or by crook, we have to finish it which can take up to more than 5hours :/ Anyway, I was wondering how DT & AVT are doing~ After meeting, Fabian, Aisha & I went to the opposite coffeeshop to have our lunch. Nad & Atiqah joined us after that with BoonTah. Went back to school and waited for rehearsal to start. Fortunately, everything went well thank God. & Thanks to us for clearing the air too :P Also, the mic was working in good condition. Hopefully it won't cock up on the day itself & make myself inaudible for others :/ So yeah, I wasn't that nervous just now. On the other hand, all of us were so stiff in shaking and moving our bodies on stage while singing. Cikgu Memy had to make Buddy & I dance to the beat because it's a joyous occassion song. Abang was 'Wooing' =.= & When it comes to others, he'll make some barbaric noises. Pft, but it was funny during some parts when others were singing. & That was it. Went home with Nadiah and bought myself a bubble tea. Currently chatting to Dearest Hunny :D Love,ABJ Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet- Thursday, October 16, 2008 10:16 PM
I just want to CRY. & I can't believe I said that... Sigh. I'm sorry . I'm sorry . I'm sorry .... I guess I really am missing you truck loads. But I don't have any idea why I'm acting this way... Sigh. 7:53 PM
Tongue Tied III
Good day, mates. (Not for me) Life's been really busy for me. Also, some relationships between me and others are on the rocks. Sigh. Sometimes, I wish I shouldn't have gotten myself involved in this but sometimes I don't regret being part of the OCIP team. Maybe the problem lies with me of not knowing how to balance up my time especially with Dear and my friends. DeepaRaya's concert rehearsals are currently ongoing and I had to go home around 1800++ hrs almost everyday. Everyday, which concerns OCIP meetings and work sessions as well. Had learning journey and Ngee Ann Poly just now. Went for Business & Accountants Course. Seriously, they offer boring courses. Maybe I'll reconsider of getting myself in Tourism Management or something. But overall, the whole thing was seriously worthless and wasted 5 hours of our time. Workshop was about 'Communicating with strangers'. How is it related to Accounting? F lah... Today's DeepaRaya rehearsal was a whore. More people = more disagreements and fire balls thrown. Sigh. It wasn't successful for 3NA but after some left, things got better just with fewer people. So, Buddy, Atiqah & I sorted out the songs, the moves and how it's roughly going to look like on the day itself. Rehearsal ended at 1600hrs but some of us continued to stay back and clear the air for almost two hours. So, I hope when others who wasn't present while clearing doubts won't make a stir out of it. It's hardwork although I find it stupid. Let's just hope we'll enjoy ourselves. Ahhh~ & The news was broke to me when I attended the rehearsal after OCIP, saying that I'll be singing 'Seloka Hari Raya' or something with Buddy. Pft. Slight turn of the head, eyes down when you said I guess I need my life to change. As you know, I'm busy preparing for DeepaRaya & OCIP. Meaning to say I have to attend those types of activities everyday. Burden would lighten after DeepaRaya and I can focus more on what I should. Sigh. I'm spending lesser time with Dear and I'm aware of that. & I know that I am on the losing end to this. I need to do something. But other things just keep getting in the way. I want to at least make the effort of checking things out with Dear but somehow my emotions don't let me do that and ended up on the verge of ______________ (I don't know). If you understand my life, you know how I feel. I just hope so and pray hard. But I think no one can ever feel me. Preferred to stay aloof in school these days. Sigh. I just think too much. Oh God, I seek guidance and patience from you. If anything happens, I clearly know that I won't give you up that easily although my attitude sucks like boohoo. I know it, 'cause it's already written in my heart and YOU're the diary. Sigh...... I stare up at the stars Love,ABJ & We can help each other off the ground so we never fall down, again- Wednesday, October 15, 2008 10:16 PM
Damn Regret
    I get being like the receptionist was quite fun and privileaged for Jeremy & I because we got free Milo from the auntie. Only us :D But seriously, it was such a regret working with Jeremy. We always argue over things, but not seriously. Waste of so much time arguing. I swear. So after that, slacked in the canteen and took pictures. Anyway, Heaven hasn't been on my side recently. & I've been suffering at times in silence but I just don't want to voice out. Firstly, lazy. Secondly, I don't want to trouble others. Wah, Aiin baik ah :P Okay, maybe I'm trying to be one. Hahaks... So yeah, many things have to be done. Just hope I won't forget to photocopy my passport and settle bunking system with Ms Lim. Will be bunking with Aisha :D Okay, I'm not happy. If you know what I mean. That's it. I'm done. I just feel so... lonely these days. Even though I laughed alot in school. It's not much of a use anyway. Sigh. Love,ABJ When I open my eyes, I realise we are one- Tuesday, October 14, 2008 8:24 PM
4 Minutes II
Hello people. Not much things happend today besides getting back EOY results. Let's summarise the results I got. Maths: 66/100 B3 Mother Tongue: 66.5/100 B3 English Paper 2: 48/80 B3 POA: 63/100 B3 Geography: 25/50 C6 & Pft, I swore I did English Paper 2 with carefree attitude and by luck, I got one of the highest marks in class even though it's quite low. Highest in class, 50. How? As for MT, Cikgu Memy said I improved but I had to put in extra more effort next year. From Grade 5 to 3. Hmm, slight improvement. POA, I had no comments. From A to B =.= Geography, no improvement. Basically, most of my grades are B3's. & I say, Mum's still not happy with it can? Sigh. On the brighter note, thanks Dad for understanding. I know you feel me. Moving on, my life's going to get busy. I can say it's the paramount season for me these coming few months on OCIP, of course. & For the 1 week, everyone of us cannot bring a handphoneeeee. Or we'll get Mr Chong's wrath like shitass. Sigh, how am I going to get through Dear for one week. It's living hell... Anyway, here's the schedule for your information and for me to refer often.
& We got an afternoon flight. Yeyyyyy! Hopefully Dear can send me off to school ): Well, that's what's just I want & wish for... Plus, I had to run the DeepaRaya concert Rehearsals & Auditions with a handful other malay councilors. WTH. & I had no time to do it! My tuition lessons are going to be missed for weeks! But on the bright bright side of the note, I don't have to attend CCA for these few weeks :D :D Okay, tomorrow we'll be in school till late night as we need to usher parents/register for Streaming talks for Sec 2's. Can't believe my size of the blazer is XS =.= Done. Currently: Waiting for Dear to go online ! Muacks, I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :D & Pst, OZM your wish come true. Rendang's coming your way on Saturday, I think :P Love, ABJ Dig two graves if you ever think of avenging- Monday, October 13, 2008 4:31 PM
Chasing Rainbows
Hello people. Sorry for yesterday's absence. 12 October 2008 Yesterday, went out to Raya with Dear + friends. Dear & I wore brown which I doubted that it'll be a matching shade of brown in the first place, but it turned out to be just nice. I like it :D At first I thought I couldn't be on time, but I managed to come earlier. Went out around 1050hrs and off to meet Dear + friends at RC. With the humid weather, I wasn't feeling that hyped up to crank. Besides, I do not have anyone of the same age to talk so yeah. Just enjoy what's laid. Didn't eat that much because I was having cramps at it strikes just every now & then whenever it likes. All the walkings had me ended up in such a sorry state for myself. Having blisters on my feet. Ah, luckily Cik Rzna became my heroine by giving me sufficient plasters (: Watched some MUTV. Pft, I wonder why there's no LFC on FC Ch =.= Okay, I didn't subscribe it. Maybe I did? Haks, Dear carried my bag wherever we go :l Sorry Dear, I don't wish to ask you do it but ~ I don't know? Hope you don't mind. But I love you more for doing that for me :D So yeah, went around 10 houses? All I can say, the planning was marvellous. No major setbacks, time is well under control and no bubbles :D Cabbed back around 2235hrs with Dear. & That's my enjoyable day (: I counted... and accumulated 30 bucks for Raya's outing :P P/s: I still can't get over the waterbed. & Mum :/ 13 October 2008 Genuinely, today's not a very good kickoff for the week. I woke up as per normal. Went to the bus stop in the nick of time, as always. But unfortunately, 912E came twice and I realized, I forgot to transfer back my Ez-link card into my wallet after yesterday's outing. Rushed back home and took my Ez-link card. Don't wish to wait for the bus any longer, if not I'm being such a big idiot just to wait for a bus. So, made my way to the MRT station and that's where I trained to school with Dan tapping my shoulder. Sorry ah, I looked so blur wondering if it's HuiZhu (since we were together in the first place) so I turned around like a** but blame you on your size & height :D :D Joking. So yeah, I don't know why I was walking in a huff on my way to school and left HuiZhu behind. Then again, Dan tugged my bag and ended up walking to school together. He let the cat out of the bag, but it's okay. I'll just take things on my stride and try to be more understanding. & Talking about going Sec 5/ITE. Basically, more on studies. I wasn't in the best of mood eversince I woke up for school because I can't sleep well, prolly 4 hours? Thanks to the freaking birds chirping at 0430hrs. & That's even before the dawn breaks, mind you. Reached school, luckily wasn't late for duty. ----------------------------------------Skip------------------------------------------ There's no PE today, thank God. If not my blister's going to get worst so Adabayor relieved the class today & we watched Monster House. I slept most of the time-alone. Didn't eat much during recess. Buddy & I were busy commenting about the food which the new stall had opened. & I didn't finish it. What Dan said still ringing in my mind, so I wasn't at ease. Okay yeah, I took 2 periods of recess today to keep myself away from others. Then went back up to class. A.Tan was marking SS papers. -----------------------------------------Skip------------------------------------------- Got our Geography papers. Results was an ass, man. Seriously. 25/50?! Somehow I wrote crap on Food Consumption for LORMS at got an L3/4 out of 6 :D F lah. But it's okay, not many passes anyway. Be thankful. After lunch, got our Math paper 1 & 2. Mdm Chong relieved the class because Mr Soh was on ICT for 2 weeks. Sames goes for Mr Ben, I guess. Paper 1 : 51/80 Paper 2: 46/60 Cool or what? :P & F laaaaah, marks awayto get an A2. Well, the good thing this year is that, we're getting all our results today & tomorrow since teachers had to key in results by Wednesday. Thank God, if not teacher's are going to delay =.= Currently reading Reader's Digest while blogging. Here's what I read and find it sensible:
So yeah, there's more ahead but don't wish to blog so much.This it it, bye!
Sunday, October 12, 2008 1:09 AM
Goodnight Goodnight
Okay, it's like 0109hrs. & I just wanted to blog something before I go to bed so it'll not be dead. Basically, I went to my relative's house that we didn't manage to visit last week. So far so good, and all of the 4 houses we went, food was prepared for us. Which means, my family eat & eat & eat (Not so much laa) & Somehow, we landed on Wak's house for the second time. Still got collection even though we visited on the first day of Raya. Like most of my archive entries, I already said, irregardless of Raya or festive season or not, they'll still give us $$ . Cool? :P Okay, so thanks to some good show on TV, we went home late and I didn't manage to go online and iron things out with Dear on tomorrow's outing ): I'm sorry dear. I love you :D Just hope things won't bubble at the very last minute. & Hope everyone enjoys the day tomorrow. I just finished writing my OCIP essay. Need to do it tonight because I'll be out the whole day and I'm afraid I will release my cough on the stairs if I do it at the eleventh hour which will give Mr Chong a bad impression of me being a capable leader. Chey. Okay so, heard there'll be few open houses. Mine will come prolly in a week's time. So... just wait (: Okay, I'm sleepy. I need to go to bed. Bye! Love,ABJ Dare you to move- Friday, October 10, 2008 8:18 PM
Doped III
Maybe I'm just selfish. But I'm still not happy about it. What to do? :/ Abang says a different thing, how convincing can it be? The stars in the light, have lend me their light. 12:28 PM
Faraway II
 Hello people. Ah, what can I say? Today's Friday already and boy, time flies real fast. I'd rather go school than stay and rot at home. So, next week should be getting first 3 subjects EOY paper. Should be, if not I'm going to slit the teachers' necks like chickens :D But on the other hand, CCA's going to resume. Boohoo): Life just can't get any busier. & I hate going for trainings during holidays. Pft. Plus, when school closes, there'll be HIP for the Sec 3's. Psst, it's better than going CCA you know. Hmm, let's just say my holidays will be filled up with many activities - both fun & big waste of time. Next month, will be going Thailand from 17Nov-24Nov for OCIP with 14 other councillors, excluding AVA & Robotics members. & Then, I'll have another flight to make in two weeks time after I came back from Thailand to go to Langkawi with Uncle Ali's family + my family for 4-5 days. If possible, we might go down right to Cameron Highlands. Yay! :D If you ever realize, you'll fall in love with the rain because it'll be like you're spraying water on the flower unlike Singapore with large and heavy raindrops, not calm enough =.= With all these activities, I'm sure some other activities I won't be able to make it and I'm sure that there'll be courses for me to attend for SJAB. Sigh. Lazy~ & Still had to attend SJAB Camps & worse still Councillors camp which I doubt so because Sec 2 Jrs are going OBS this year so they won't rush and have time to study next year unlike my batch. Pft. Seriously, we studied at the eleventh hour =.= But I miss those days ~ Sorry if this entry went out of point. I just don't know what to talk about. Sigh. & On top of that, I'll be missing Dear. He'll be lonely because I might travel frequently and I'm super worried. Sigh~ You might be wondering why the hell am I talking about going overseas so soon but believe me, if you read this entry today, the day that I'll be going away, will feel like you've just read this post 2 weeks ago. TIME FLIES. Love,ABJ Whatever you like- Thursday, October 9, 2008 2:07 PM
Lose Yourself II
 Hello people :D No school today but I didn't waste my time sleeping and waking on the wrong side of bed. Instead, I went to watch MTV Crank Yankers and Drumline of Ch58 :D & These past few days, my apetite has been rather weird? I ate rice in the morning, and ate breakfast meals during dinner? As for lunch, I'll be eating the same thing I ate for breakfast - rice ? Okay, anything. DC's consume more food than LDC's. Chey. Stupid Geography. Don't want to even think about it. Gahhhhhh. Actually, I don't have anything much to say. I changed my blogskin. Changed the music. & There's nothing else for me to do since exams are over. Speaking of which, now that exams are over, I'm in a mood to study. It's always the case! F___. If only I had this motivating mood to study in the midst of ongoing exams, I'd have scored better than this. Damn~ Also, my mood has been on the swing. For whatever reasons, I can't simply point and say it's going to be due to PMS or something, right? Sigh. No solid plans were made to go out for Raya. Just don't make me lose myself in planning. Possible days are on weekdays except for Tuesdays & Fridays. Friday + Weekends are fully booked by family. So quit asking us to go out on Weekends =.= Suddenly, don't feel like going out Raya with friends. See, my mood swings =.= I hate this. Plus, FCAJ's are going to have a soccer match in school next week? Who's up to watch? Okay, I'm meeting Dear in minutes time. Bye! Love,ABJ I need a little more luck than a little bit- Wednesday, October 8, 2008 10:01 PM
SPC Daniel Jens
SPC Jens, baby! :D (Plus few others)
Love,ABJ 5:46 PM
So What
Hello people. At last, I'm done with EOY. But there's no reason for me to be overjoyed or something. I'm not contented in the matters of the heart. In general, I'm going to say, anything you said about me can affect me depends who you are and how you're related to me. Sometimes, I wouldn't care. But afterall, everyone has feelings even though some issues are meant to be ignored. Most of the times, I tend to take things too seriously and ended up hurting myself. I find that useless, but I just can't help it. It's the way I am. & Ironically, some things in life which are bad aren't suppose to change. It makes us feel good, somehow. However, that doesn't mean you're going to show it all the time right? Ah, I don't know what I'm saying. I just feel slightly annoyed and upset. & I need the world to myself. Dengar-dengar, Aiin carefree and couldn't care less per. & WTH! Landak bought those tickets already! Grr. Love,ABJ Blog song tells me how mad I am- Monday, October 6, 2008 3:06 PM
Won't Be Soon Before Long
Hello people. Seems like this blog is starting to die slowly, don't you think so? But I believe it'll revive with something new when I'm free after exams. Heh. So far, exams were okay except for Chemistry which was a piece of bullcrap. Studied some parts of things and they were not tested. F I hate theori-ed paper. Except for POA perhaps because hey, I really know what's coming up. Ms Han never fails to give a very detailed explaination. Well, I'm going to chiong all the accouting theories and mengenal pasti on what formats to use. Chey :P Early morning, Mr Soh gave a comment on Math Paper 1. He said the results are very encouraging. However, easily 7 to 8 of you can make a careless mistake like 8-2=? AH, very careless. Like come on, that's what he really said. I quoted it. No simplifications in those words you just read. LMAO. I'm so relievedddd I'm going to pass Maths :D So the only subject that I ever feel that I'm going to fail is purely F Chemistry and either one of my Humanities subject. 'Come on, 3-6 *claps*' *Does the Mr Soh style* & Yes, I'm aiming A1 this time for Physicsssssssssssss :D For Math Paper 2, aiming a B3 ? That's for tomorrow. Now for the day after tomorrow, it's a must to get distinction. I sound so yaya-papaya. Tsk, nevermind. Self-Motivation. So after Chemistry paper just now, felt damn hungry. Went to Mc D's with my Chinese girls :P Bought breakfast and I finished up my meal quite fast because I was damn hungry. & All donated their unsalted margarine. F lah, once in a lifetime eat margarine cannot meh? =.= Then Rambutan got her BaoYing (Retribution) She was muddling with my margarin and Plop! the whole margarine drop onto her handphone screen. LMAOLMAOLMAO. Went home early with HuiZhu because we want to take a nap at home for a while before studying/online etc. etc. Went online chat with dear. Wasn't in a good mood, so I just went to nap and shake the stress away. But I think it's coming back. Sigh. Exams are soon over,practically in just 2 days time. & it won't be soon before long that we'll have our olden days back. Tell me what should I do now? I still care deep inside, just exams are getting in the way. I'd rather be problematic than a carefree person. Fact is, people say I don't care ape. Love,ABJ I will be back. I promise- Sunday, October 5, 2008 10:17 AM
The F Word
BOO! Sorry fer not updating. Been busy. Now, all those malay homies, go out witcha' family and get some keching! ~ $.$
Love,ABJ Tell me what would you do if you're missing someone?- Thursday, October 2, 2008 7:12 PM
Juneau II
 Hate this pictureeeeee.Hello people. School ended at 1330hrs, so yay! :D Lessons were okay except that I lost my Chemistry file. WTF. Damn pissed. But it's okay, somhow I forget about it so I kept on singing songs with Anwar and Ah Fen. Keemi was sick so he didn't talk much if not he'll be singing together with us. English lesson did self study but David Villa came to me and say get your things and move somewhere else. Like WTF, iJan can discuss whereas WaiSiong, Anwar & I can't. F laaaaaaaaaah. She said ' one is doing Chemistry, one is studying Geography and the other one is doing nothing' CB. Hahaha. Okay, then after school, I stuffed my bag in the council room through the window and went to KFC with Sharifah for lunch. My picture was took. WTF WTF WTF. Went back to school and met the rest of the councillors for OCIP meeting with Mr Chong. I was asked to stay put and Mr Chong interviewed me outside within 10 minutes? Then he gave the consent form. 'Is this confirmed?' Mr Chong said 'Yes, you are the first to know and the first to go!' While the rest got their results tomorrow at 7am. Wooo~ Lucks, peeps. Okay, so went back with Dear. The weather was humid so that made me sleepy. Ahhhh~ Okay, I want to study Geography. Bye! Love,ABJ |