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Tuesday, June 30, 2009 3:37 PM
Moods.
I'M IN A LEAVE ME ALONE KINDA MOOD. Sorry everyone . Love, ABJ Pissed about what, again? Sigh. Hate myself D; Monday, June 29, 2009 8:12 PM
Shagged
What's up everyone! I didn't sleep at thoughout the night so my eyebags got the best of me when I went to school -.- It's such an ass that my place got segregated from Benny & SZ. Those people who always make my day. Thanks to the seating arrangements. Gah. Mrs K: You put your table near the door there. & I got stuck nearest to the door. Then a cockroach came I was running all the way to the back. Mrs K was there & she tried to step it and score but it hit the kop! (The door). But luckily a male cleaner walked by and saw so he came in and just grabbed it with his bare hands. & The day is saved. Pft, at least I didn't shriek or scream but I ran behind quietly. LOL. Mrs K gave the first opening speech on first day of school with our class. Then came the moment of our tragic lives. She asked for the assignments and sadly, three-quarter didn't manage to complete. Some haven't even start. Luckily I'm left with Combined Humanities. Since she demand those today by 5pm, we completed it during Home Period the whole day while the rest of the classes having fun. Especially our twin, some sort of a circus ah? -.- Oh well, then halfway through doing work, we watched Micheal Jackson's 45 Deg. Lean & Moonwalk compilations on Youtube D; N Level Oral examination is exactly two weeks away and mine falls on Day 2. The level of difficulty I believe, and has to, therefore, be neutral. Or I'm going to slap Cambridge upside down. So yeah, I didn't eat anythign for reccess & came down for lunch. I think it's a stupid idea & everything is being overrated. No further comments. I think I spent $1 for today :D & I brought two tupperware of cookies, unfortunately I couldn't share with Dear + friends so, my classmates saw it & zoom! Everything was finished. Pft, my place was infested with ants and I think some followed me home. School ended & went home with Sharifah. Showered and had lunch then boom! Went to sleep. As soon as I wake up, my body got bitten by ants all over. & I can't stand the itch! I feel like dipping myself in a tub of toothpaste. Ahhh~ It's worst than those bites I had during camp -.- So apparently, someone wants to buy my cookies but I negotiated that it'll be better if we share half of the ingredients to buy so I can bake them on Youth Day since it's a school holiday. & Yeah, baked Dear my macaroni cheese as promised :D I'll stop here. Need to practice some oral communication. Looks like people close to me are getting hurt over simple reasons. It's always the case when the guys stirs up trouble when they got girls who love them wholeheartedly. Beat it(the guy), I won't give a damn if you're doing this if the girl treats you badly because I think you're doing the right thing. But in this case, I think guys like you go overboard. Now that gets me thinking and thanking, that I'm lucky sometimes compared to those people. Love, ABJ Why are most of my gfs suffering heartbreak kicks from heartless boys? ): Labels: Heartbreaker Sunday, June 28, 2009 8:26 PM
Like Any Other
Hello everyone. I don't know why but I think it's peculiar enough that I woke up half past twelve in the afternoon today. Boy, I'm one heavy sleeper -.- Didn't spend my Sunday that fruitfully. I watched TV until three and started baking some cookies (As promised.) :) Finished baking them about half an hour ago & now I feel so fresh after having a cold shower. Hehe! I've ironed out my school uniform since last week (I'm not eager) & managed to spend some time to seperate unwanted papers and put the needed ones back into my older file. Now it's lighter :D Left with packing of books & that's it. I'm ready for school, because of friends :P I hope Mr R's not coming tomorrow since he just came back from Indonesia-Austria trip & had to get himself quarantined for 4-7 days by rights. Then there'll be no Maths lesson & able to slack during CE :D One month of not doing maths, okay. Two weeks of no maths is seriously not enough. Even if Mr R is not coming tomorrow, Maths paper will still flow into our files. There's no escape and I dread this system. & Trust me, I won't retake my O Level Maths provided I get at least B3. One thing ; I gotta learn to break from the system (After O Level Maths). Sigh, but really hope it'll benefit me to the maximum of my ability & standards. Okay, I think I'll stop here. School's in tomorrow. Break's over. Time to fully gear myself up. Completely. Hmm, I just got a phone call from B1 asking me if I'm up for NDP again this year. I'd love to but I'm having important examinations this year. Sigh. Once I'm in Poly, welcome me people. & Yeah, I'll be back again to join NDP BA. WOOOO!~ Love, ABJ Some of Mrs K's homework not done, but I'll pull through. Promise :) Saturday, June 27, 2009 8:21 PM
Saturday Blast?
/Edited. Hello dumplings (: My Saturday has been quite a blast (With people 1 year older than me)! Had some 'conspiracy' (Not some evil plan, afterall. Haha) last night with some recipients on MSN to come to a consensus on where to eat the next day: Fig & Olive, Sakura or Seoul Garden (Which is today, Saturday). Okay, some might now I'm abit pissed, fickle minded heh! ^^ & Sakura was the decision... Woke up around nine in the morning, showered & had breakfast then off to the library to meet Mani & Yaya and study until afternoon. Then we proceeded to Cathay and bought Transformers movie tickets - 3pm showtime. Fortunately, we bought it in advance or we'll left the place with sheer disappoinment. Afterwhich, we 903-ed to RP and went to Sakura. Met Dear, Fir & Ming there. I didn't eat much today since I'm on a monthly visit and that my stomach was bloated, seriously. Ate & left around 1430Hrs then walked back to Causeway Point. Bought some stuff then up & into the theatre - Yaya, Dear & I. Unfortunately, halfway through the movie Yaya had to left due to some personal reasons. I hope she's okay! So it's left with Dear & I. Okay, so you see this is my second time watching the movie. I told you it kicks ass :D Feeling rather shagged after the movie, we went homeeee. & So I'm left with owing Dear some few things to make up for some wrongs I've done. 1. Bake extra cookies for Dear tomorrow.I'm sorry Dear. I love you. So what's next Dear, G.I Joe? Gamer? :D Love, ABJ Are you thinking of me when I'm thinking of you? Friday, June 26, 2009 10:29 PM
Tribute
"IF YOU BELIEVE IT'S IN MY SOUL." Well, it's hard to believe Micheal Jackson's gone. This is probably my first time grieving so bad over some artiste. Maybe it's because he's one of my favourites since I started schooling. & Every evening, I'd play his Thriller album DDD; To tell you the truth, I bit my lips hard and teared a little when I watched his tribute videos on MTV. MJ made history show is on MTV right now, so I guess I won't blog much about it. Let's see how long I'll grieve. You know I'm trying to surpress my tears for so many hours and I felt that there's a huge lump on my throat which hurts a little bit. My body feels hot. My feet and hands are cold. I feel my hot blood's rushing up to my brain. Oh God, I don't think I can pull through & accept the fact that he's gone. AND FUCK THOSE PEOPLE WHO JOKED & MADE VIDEOS ABOUT HIM BEING PAEDOPHILIC. So what if he is?! His music is still growing, there's nothing you can do to totally bring him down. Well if you think you've succeed in something. Yeah, you did. That is succeded in bringing his emotions and everything down. You can all go burn in Hell for all I care & get fucked. I still love MJ. Without his piece of music, dream on getting Wayde Robson to exist. Dream on having Rihanna's hit Don't Stop The Music. (Yeah, some parts of Rihanna's song are MJ's. Don't know right? Beat it.) Motherfuckers. Labels: Grieving, Micheal Jackson's Tribute, Pissed 3:30 PM
Beloved
"No one has soared so high, yet dived so low." -Miliband. That's for you, Micheal Jackson. Your news shock the world, however, I believe in every corner of this world, your music still lives for you. God is Great, he died on a Friday. & That he died as an Islam. May God be with you, THRILLER <33 I just reached home from Causeway Point watching Transformers 2! It was a total kick ass movie & no surprise if it wins MOTY award. Woooooo. I'll seal my mouth, just go ahead and watch a movie that the whole world's rushing for right now. Hehe ^^ Like I say, it's abig long-winded. I don't see Amaury Nolasco D; But I still, I see the oh-so-hot Josh Duhamel! In this movie, he's promoted to a Captain. Takes a breather, WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Relationship is doubled. Double the thrill. Double the robots. Double the entertainment. I'd rate this kickass movie 4/5. A star gone due to duration of movie. Great CGI, I loved it TDM :D I urge everyone to watch it!
&& I saw Dear + friends at CWP. I see Dear's smile, I meltttt. Love, ABJ You went through so hard while we just sat back & enjoy your music. Labels: Josh Duhamel, Micheal Jackson, Transformers 2 Thursday, June 25, 2009 11:00 PM
Complications
I'm speechless. Predictions won't stop so I guess I got it right this time. Stupid Don, I wonder what he's trying to do -.- There's always complications in every episode of Prison Break. But I got to agree I love those complications compared to lovey dovey happy ending at the end of each episode. On the other hand, I couldn't agree more that sometimes the storyline is abit long-winded. I just hope the grand finale doesn't end like Lost or something. 'Cause it's dumb :x Guess today the computer went berserk at the wrong timing of the day when I'm happily chatting to hunney bunney. Sigh. Stupid computer. I think I'll get a new one, pretty soon if I do well for N Levels. Tablet, Dad. Tablet :P Back on track, at this point of stage my brain went blank. Very good. Oh yes, I've got sufficient ingredients to bake some cookies. By popular demand, I'll bake chocolate chip cookies on Sunday! However, you got to wait for the macaroni cheese. Unfortunately, Dear's unable to taste when I baked them yesterday D; Most likely, I'm going to watch Transformers 2 in the morning with Dad & Bro before going for their Friday prayers. I planned to watch with someone on Saturday. I hope it's on & I don't mind watching it the second time. Heard that CGI's pretty good. So no doubt, I'll critic much. Probably the duration of the movie. Oh well. & My tastebuds are craving for Seoul Garden since I'm unable to go Sakura. Sigh. Really, I hope one of the days during this weekend would be blast with my favourite company (Oh, you-know-who D; ) Other than that, I think I've got nothing else to blog about. Hopefully, I got ample time to finish up my assignments and touch up on my SS. You know how cocky these people can be when they want things to be perfect. Somehow I'm rather feeling queasy about my studies. I'll try to stayback everyday in school until 5 with the rest. & Really, I am making sure that by doing all this crap, I'll produce better results for Prelims 2. N Level Oral examination is just next month. However, I'm not that worried because I have no problems when it comes to reading etc. But alright, I think I'll take that into account because I don't want to feel that sense of complacency. As for my LC, I'm partly worried though it could be 3 months or less. I only score them by luck. Hence, I think I am deaf. The only paper I've got confidence to score for N Levels is English :l I hope with more upcoming intensive programmes, I'm able to boost my confidence level & all geared up for whatever biggg that's coming our way which could change the remaining days of our lives. & Recently, okay maybe not. These few weeks, I've been sleeping late due to camps. & This stupid habit has been living in me. The creepy thing was, I hear people talk. Maybe they're not people. It's so quiet but I heard things talk. Normal conversation, the pronounciation was all clear but peculiar thing was I cannot make up what they're trying to say. Every slight move I made, the sound stops then continues. Hmm. No doubt, if the night's really creepy, a woman will be humming. I don't think it's in my house but something that lives in between walls and stuff. But it's thanks to them when I'm totally creeped out, I'll tend to fall asleep in fear. Thank you Ghost :D I think I'll stop here, I don't even know what I'm blogging about. Love, ABJ Indeed a little bit of happiness. I want reasonably more, can? :l 2:24 PM
Pain
Hello, dumplings :) I just finished watching Prison Break which episode I missed last night. My heart raced as I watched the guys trying to break into Scylla. OMG. Hey Perinder, I got to say I was touched when Sucre told Scofield, "I'm not praying for myself." So yeah, filled with suspense. I think Don Self is going to get a treatment like Wyatt :l Either few people under this conspiracy is going to die the next episode. I doubt I can take it D; Well, I hope that fucking old hag dies. Sixth carddddd. Hmm, & I still got no clue to what Gretchen & T-Bag's trying to do. One side, they're helpful. On the other, they don't respect people's lives. Enough. Let's keep the suspense tight for the next episode. Which is, tonight right? My left brain has been feeling this short sharp pain(OMG, I think I need an anaesthatic like Scofield, Hahaha). I've no idea what I'm stressed about. Probably homework, but I planned to hand my assignments to Mrs K on the first week of school reopens on Wednesday. Really, if she's going to comment I'll just tell her off that I apologize for submitting my work late but before she goes on to what she has to say, I'd honour her if she could please check my assignments on by one because I've put in alot of effort and complete those with pride. I doubt she's not afraid to pull each of every student's trigger button but if she really presses mine, I shot the bullet. See if it hits her or she'll duck the shot. It's just her lucky day if she does. Apart from my left brain feeling the sharp pain, I think my metobolism isn't working. My feet are extremely cold. I couldn't say it's clammy because it doesn't sweat(except for my sweaty palms, that is. Pft). Especially last night, I couldn't even sleep 'cause my feet was feeling very cold that even my thermal blanket, for once, couldn't help me to radiate some heat. So I switched off the fan and tried to sleep. Which eventually, I did. I think I saved last night's electricity because I switched off everything. The lights, modem & fan. Yay~ Another one falls sick at home. My brother. I think he got the flu from me. Wahaha~ I think I won't blog tonight because I right now I can feel the fatigue rush in my blood and weaken my muscle to the joint. Dad's asking the family to watch Transformers tonight by booking via phonecall. I don't think I have the mood to watch it. & Who's going to tape my Prison Break for me D; So I'll let this pass, Dad. Maybe I'm going next week with some friends after school. Let's just hope I got company. My body yearns for the bed so I guess I'll take a few hours nap and go online at 4. & I plan to finish up some assignments. By hook or by crook, my Geography should finish up to Section A which includes LORMS. Wooo, L4/5 out of 6. Not bad. That's why I worked hard on Geography rather than SS 'cause it's such an assssssssssss ;D I'll end here. Till then, everyone. Love, ABJ I want happiness tonight. A little bit will do :) Labels: Happiness Wednesday, June 24, 2009 11:25 AM
Wants, Needs
Good morning, Sunshineeee! Suddenly I feel like baking still although the girls can't make it today due to personal reasons. Woke up early in the morning and went Sheng Shiong to buy the ingredients. I've baked a dozen of banana chocolate muffins. It's nice when its warm. & The fact my muffins formed in an awkward shape 'cause I don't have the muffin case or something. LOL.But I think it's good enough as a first attempt :D There's nothing to eat so I bought the ingredients as well to bake some Macaroni Cheese! Hehe ^^ I hope it's nice :D Will prepare it later since I think it'll not take long to get everything done. Afterwhich, I'll start on SM's English Composition. I don't know which one to write 'cause I find there's alot of factors to chip into a story.& I love it since majority of the titles given were narrative/descriptives *thumbs up* Well, an apology in advice SM if you get alot of grammatical errors. Practically not good in that but I think you'll do betterrr for this paper that you re-do :) Hmm. The only homework I'm left with now is Geography. Luckily there's answer sheet so I can just summarise it and get over done with. Woooo~ Current craving:
I'll blog again tonight. Love, ABJ Never going back to Ok. 10:45 AM
Motivation
In my shoes, just to see I think Eminem's latest album Relapse gave me motivation, alot although those words are colourful. Still, they make sense & those words push me to my limit. Adam Khoo's no more my motivator! (Kidding.):D Okay, I successfully baked my macaroni cheese! :) Baked about servings for 5 but it needed 3 person to finish it, fast. Feeling rather tired due to waking up early to go to the market, I took a two hour nap. Now I'm freshed up and ready to do my thang. Which is assignments... According to my agenda, I managed to complete SM's essay! Hopefully, your teacher won't interrogate you much with a different kind of essay you're writing :l I didn't do much today but yes, I think I love my life helping others. Not expecting anything in return. You should try it. It's a nice feeling to sincerely help someone, really. There's nothing much to blog now. I don't feel sad today, thank God. & I hope this goes on so you & I can gear up for Term 3 then get our national exams done & over with. Alright, I think this is it for today's post. Wonder what's in store tomorrow. Hopefully something pleasant again. It's been sometime I taste a candly in life. Jeremy's asking me to come down to school tomorrow and do revisions. I'm telling you I won't be revising but busy with Mr Siva's boxing kit so I doubt I'm coming. I think punching things is going to be one of my favourite thing to do. You know, I even started borrowing books on boxing at the library since 2 months ago. This is when randomnity calls for a strike. Then I'll join MMA Feartherweight. Wooo! Okay, I dream too much. But what's wrong? IkeptmypromiseandI'mhappyIlovedyoutillthelastbit. More motivations coming my way. Peculiar enough. Oh well :) Love, ABJ Nothing feels better than someone to love though it hurts and looks had it it's coming to an end. Labels: Motivation Tuesday, June 23, 2009 11:31 PM
Another Half
This post completes another half of my day spent. iJan called saying that she reached early. Luckily, I was ready so left for tuition earlier. Tuition starts at 1pm till 4pm today. Very tiring -.- Feeling rather hungry bought garlic bread & lemon barley drink. Ate halfway then tuition starts. Pft. Oh well, I did pay attention today and some of graph sketching. Troublesome -.- & A question on contruction. Woo, I love it~ I told Mr Max I wasn't feeling well so he's like stayed away from me. Luckily my mates don't. Just a seasonal sickness due to uncertain weather. Pft. Halfway through the lesson probably 45 minutes before it ends, I went to the toilet alone and came a stalker. Stalked me to the toilet & waited outside and follwed me until I went up the pump room. Creepy people~ Tuition ended so I came down with iJan. That cheeky stalker still dare to stalk but he watched me from far. iJan went 7/11 so I waited outside since I can't stand the colddd for hours. Watching me still, I dared myself to call SM - yes for the first time in so many years... A pleasant shock, hmm? :P Called saying that I need to complete my SS over at SM's crib due to some reasons at home. I hope Dad gets the living room renovated after my N Levels, which I doubt so :l & My house somehow infested with ants, small fast ones. Kill you, kill you! :@ So yeah, managed to finish my SEQ. Wohooo~ Then watched SM game. & I don't understand DOTA. Maybe it's boring :P I'm still wondering why VitalSign game was closed down foreverrrrrr when I'm enjoying it? Pft. Now my season's FIFA. Woooh~ Okay, hunney bunney's off to bed. I'll stop here. Love you Dear =D Love, ABJ I'm having a joint pain, on both arms D; 11:38 AM
Unaffected II
Good morning, everyone. Less than half a day has passed and here I am blogging. I can't let my pissed emotion run over and take control today. I've had enough of feeling and being treated like a piece of shit. Got this particular stalker. I've given him face well sad to say I didn't during Camp 'cause I argued with him until I had the last word for ever issue that's brought up. Seriously, I don't take winning as a victory. I think you just lack of evidence to defend yourself. Defenseless. Yes, that's the word. Scientifically, I agree that women are better off with words and guys, with their actions. But I don't give a damn about what you shared with me because I personally think you just lack of evidence to prove everything wrong. & It just doesn't go out to this particular stalker. It goes out to every people that I came across with. Winning? That's not my point. It's just that I have what it takes to answer your questions. & The fact that I hold more of your truths that you're trying lie. Partly that's the reason why, lying dips you in Hell. Taste it. This stalker is slowly trying to cross my red light. Well I'm glad you notice it but I'm just being nice enough to deny it. Why are you starting to force yourself to do what I like? To impress me? I don't think so. & I don't need any other chap to do this for me 'cause I've made my stand clear. For whatever happens in the future, I'm going to stand and do things on my own if things I love now crumbles down. Yes, I'm no longer strong emotionally but I'll do things and get over with because I know I have to move on. Seriously, I think I'll not put myself in a relationship once this happens because I know I don't deserve it. I'd give myself a chance probably when I start my career. Even then, I think I'll be a workaholic. So yes, mark my words. I love the person who I am with even though at times I'm not enjoying the pain. But I'll take it as part & parcel of an invitation in life. Well, I know at times I'm being retarded by staying persistant. It's my life so you don't have to care if I'm enjoying it or not. I got my own decisions to make so I can jollywell know what to do when the time comes. & You don't try to wash my fucking brains 'cause it won't work on anything. You got the cheek to woo me despite knowing I'm in a relationship? Firstly, congratulations. You've got yourself in my black book. Now I know what type of asshole you are. You're just trying to gain sympathy from me. & Stop being such a jerk, asking me out for a movie and jog with you everynight? I wish your that someone who'd be asking me that instead but I think you really went overboard. Yeah? I'm being a bitch right now cursing this post but I swear, I don't like what I'm doing. You want to learn things the hard way, fine. I'll give it. Just wait till I shoot this right in your face. I don't really know what's with people these days. They changed for the worse. I tried saving some of them but they don't give a shit. As a friend, I give up. Alright? Do what you want & I won't be affected by you. & Stalker, don't give me that pathetic face. I had to lie, & Lastly, I'm sorry I had to say all these to you. I mean it. & Yes Afiq, they're selfless people. Love, ABJ People change into imbeciles and retards these days. I think I'll be one of them soon. Monday, June 22, 2009 10:42 PM
I'm trying hard to get a moment that's so hard to come by, but in the end you turn it all off. JUST LIKE THAT. & There won't be a next time 'cause there's no tomorrow. "Well at least I can say I tried."- Papa Roach. Hey world, tell me how I feel. Love, ABJ Give me reason, to prove me wrong. To wash this memory clean. 4:49 PM
Unaffected
"LIKE A LIAR LOOKING FOR FORGIVENESS FROM A STONE."
2:18 AM
Parody
Sunday, June 21, 2009 5:00 PM
I FEEL SOMETHING IS MISSING IN ME. & I'm frantic about it. Oh God. 3:13 PM
Happy Father's Day
 First & foremost, I'd like to wish Dad a HAPPY FATHER'S DAY :D Slightly disappointed that Dad's working today ): I was busy texting Dad a while ago to wish him. Me: Happy Father's Day! :D Dad: Ok, Owell. Me: Ok, tomorrow buy. Dad: *Hooray* Okay, I shall start my sentimental note of appreciation. To Dad, I don't have much to blog today. Wonder when Dear's coming home. My cough deteriorated. My flu got the best of me. Now what? Oh yeah, I just watched 27 Dresses on Ch 58. Or was it Ch 60? Oh well, like finally I get to watch it! It's a nice movie :D Jane's practically a patient girl and endured alot to see the guy of her dreams fell in love with her sister. I wish I had a persistant level as solid and cool as hers. Gee. But in the end, she married that hot hot journalist! Yeahhhhhhh \m/ Based on that movie, I got to learn that all good things comes to those who wait. Which apparently did come true for her. She might like her guy of her dreams who gave her empty hopes, but eventually she did meet a guy who's way better. A must watch movie ;) Who wants to contradict? Love, ABJ Stalkers. Stalkers. Stalkers. "I feel like there's an aura." :l Saturday, June 20, 2009 10:26 AM
Feels Like Tonight
Okay let's summarise from the top back to yesterday. On Friday, I met up with Yaya in the morning at went to the library. For the first time, I was being GanCheong so ran up and manged to find a seat. Unfortunately, 2 JC students wanted to sit so we let them take another 2 seats. Well, it's fair enough. I'm a considerate citizen mah~ So manged to finish up Physics and did my POA corrections which at the same time help me to refresh my memory. Borrowed some books and went to Banquet to eat. I wonder why I saw so many SJAB people. Best part was I saw Chong Hau and I did the Megatron™ Cheer as seen during CampNight. HAHAHA. I'll post the video soon when I managed to find it. Can't remember what's the search. So walked around CWP to find Father's Day present but none is appropriate. Have you ever realise when it comes to Mother's Day, the gifts they sell were awesom and booming the Hell out of every shop. When it's Father's day, they sell things like nobody's business but GSS. Which again, I think is another inappropriate thing for men to do; shopping. BIASED lah! I think the world lacks of men, no wonder China wants more sons :P Most of the time, both of us tend to go sidetrack as if we're buying things for ourselves o.O Then we went to a salon, I got a new haircut :D Coincidentally pure, we got a flu :/ *swineeeeeeeeee* Night falls and family & I went to Jalan Kayu to eat. Regular customer ah, even the waiter recgonises this family already, somehow paiseh. Eat the usual dishes but at least I got want I wanted, Beef Kailan. Wooo~ Unforunately, I cannot taste due to nose block + ear block -.- & Another unfortunate event, we ordered Shark Fin's soup but I didn't really get to taste how it's like. Pft. Oh well, I guess I'll wait for Sakura. See I'm positive :P Saturday. I went online to check for offline messages from Dear and I guess like he says, luck & probably time was not on our/my side. Got to know Dear's going kampung today. Sighhhh. I cannot go back to my kampung for now because of some family issues between people here & there. So uncivilised, I swear you wouldn't want to know. F them. Another alternative to live my life off in Malaysia is to buy a new house there pretty soon. But it's not kampung, it's Semi - D. I want kampungggg >.< I hope Dad will take me to Uncle Saad's dusun to pluck rambutans and pick durians! Hmm, Durians = Dear = I like? :D My flu deteriorated and the mucus was green. Ew, but I love playing with it :P Oh well, my headache got worst and I ran out of panadol at home. The ear block is irrating. I always get sick especially this year. Maybe stress. Hmm. So I will go on less these few days until Dear comes home. Goodbye Dear, & I'll miss you ): P/s: Dad's going to renovate the living room pretty soon since he already got the invoice receipt of what concept to renovate. Wall-mounted TV. Wooo~ But the thing is, I fear I cannot study at home for a week or so. I need to find a placeeeeeeeeee ): Love, ABJ Cross this new divide. Friday, June 19, 2009 7:38 AM
Sick
I'M SICK & I'M TIREDDD. Hmm, time spent wisely but unfotunately can't find an appropriate gift for Father's day. I'll get that soon, though. BAMADOS! Love, ABJ 12:12 AM
Dishwalla
This is the last time. That I'm gonna come here tonight. This is the last time - I'm gonna fall. Into a place that fails us all - inside. I can see the pain in you. I can see the love in you. But fighting all the demons will take time. It will take time. The angels they burn inside for us. Are we ever. Are we ever gonna learn to fly. The devils they burn inside of us. Are we gonna come back down. Come around. I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold. This is the last time. That I'm ever gonna give in tonight. Are there angels or demons crawling here? I just want to know what blurs, and what is clear - to see. If I was to give in - give it up. & Then take a breath - make it deep. 'Cause it might be the last one you get. Be the last one. That could make us cold. You know that they could make us cold. I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold. Love, ABJ *Dedicated to Dear :) Thursday, June 18, 2009 9:55 PM
Hate
Hello everyone. I spent my time playing the guitar learning new songs. Apart from that, I am still trying my best to tune the guitar correctly. Pft. & Buddy's asking me to tag him along to Penin to get guitar strings changed. See when ah~ :P Haven't been eating well, except maybe during camp because Ibu cooks the dishes like the ones you usually see from home. I really appreciate it 'cause I can no longer enjoy such dishes cooked at homeee ): Okay, I don't want to think about it 'cause it really saddens me. So cooked unhealthy food today. Cheese sausage & ready-made pizza. I swear it's Hell and I cannot take it consuming such junkkkkkkkk. F la. I managed to complete MT Paper 2 and two-third of Physics today. Which means I'm left with 3 exam papers to do out of 10 (Papers were broken up into parts). Yay, I'm going to complete as much as I can tomorrow at the library since I'm meeting Yaya for a study session + breakfast. Hehe ^^ I'm currently feeling damn pissed with almost everyone at home. Dad's working so which means there's only three of us. Wonder where did I go wrong when I've been helping so much doing housechores and compromising my time helping them with what they want to complete yet I've been treated like dust. Inevitably today, I helped out alot of things especially with the housechores without demanding anything in return. But a favour was all I asked from my Brother. I asked him to record today's episode of PB and he replied uncouthly to me. It pisses me off more when I asked him nicely. & Mum is no different in siding him all the way. No wonder my Brother went inbeciled, especially when he entered the fucking school as well. All I can say, most of the time Dad understands my rationale for ranting everything to him. It's no pretty wonder I'm closer to him. Leave me, it's okay. I think it's partly due to my impulsiveness & poor anger management. Love, ABJ I got no mood for everything. I don't even love Scofield right now anymore, kidding. Wednesday, June 17, 2009 11:30 PM
Pictures of SJAB Camp o9
         Bunk inspection time.   There's more photos on Facebook. Do check them out if you're interested. Love, ABJ Memory: I <333> 9:15 PM
Impromptu
Hello Earthlings. I started the day by having a positive conversation with Dear :P & So, I manged to keep happy throughout but my keyboard got hanged my computer dieeeed when I was restarting it. Stupid computer. Dad, if I pass N Levels with a low two-digit please do buy me a tablet (& I mean a tablet, not laptop)^^ Today's plan was impromptu. Went to SM's crib when I'm suppose to buy stationeries. Oh well, I'm sorry SM I wouldn't want to play the guitar due to my sweaty palms. & I spent my time there staring blankly into space and the last hour watching Chocolate on the web. Seriously, I watched this like 5 timeeeeees. The storyline's pretty cool and the best part that always gets me hooked was her cool moves. You should watch behind the scenes. They rarely use strings to do stunts. Majority of the moves didn't depend on those strings (Like US movies). I appreciate Thai movies especially the ones that involve martial arts. Take a look Tom Yum Goong & Beautiful Boxer. They're freaking nice! I think I'm going for boxing, cheh! Kidding. I think I'm interested in being a friendly fighter :P Oh well, Streetfighter: Chun Li is coming soon! I'll be sure to catch it! I realised I went side track. Somehow I enjoyed being at SM's crib. The area's peaceful unlike my homeee so full with banglas~ Not being a racist, but I think... ah Hooch lah. I don't want to find a reason. I'm hungry & Dear just texted me he won't be going online. So I won't be too. I gotta blast 'cause my Laksa & Prison Break is waiting! Bye! Love, ABJ Always to love the one you've first fall with. 12:28 AM
MSN Space Reopened.
I think I'm reviving my MSN space. Do check them out someday. Love, ABJ It's where it all started. Tuesday, June 16, 2009 8:57 PM
Break Camp
"IT SEEMS I'M NEVER BREAKING FREE, WHILE YOU SAT & WATCH ME BLEED." Hello everyone, I'm back :D 16 June o9 was abit tiresome. I was feeling extremely boring in the afternoon as I've got nothing to do. There's no footdrill but first aid lessons. Lessons were conducted by senior instructors so we went to the back of the Theaterette to sleep. I was going round the school looking at the groups practising their items for CampNight. So went up to the hall and played piano while trying to figure out the key chords to What I've Done & Welcome To The Black Parade. Happy enough to have figured half of the piece :) Dinner came and I ate alot then when night falls, everyone proceeded to the Hall for the CampNight. Afterwhich, some of us left to dress up as ghosts for the Nightwalk. Apparently, many of the juniors kept screaming their heads off and a resident complaint & called the police. WTF, everything was done halfway. No kick, tsk -.- So pissed when I came down for supper and fell asleep at the canteen. Walked around with Nenek & Alif to check the bunks 'cause we heard a loud bang but the juniors said it's from Day 1. Weird. I've got goosebumps when I opened the door of the bunk to check but I didn't dare speak a word 'cause I sensed something's wrong. Went up & down the bunk which got the 3 of us tired, so decided to shower then sleep. Only Nenek & I showered and we're the only ones in the toilet. We showered & the censor light went off but it came back on when something/'someone' entered the toilet. It was using the sink to wash hands but the peculiar thing was we heard no footsteps. As soon as we finished showering, we exchanged looks and somewhat smiled o.O Okay, thank you ghost for turning the light on for us :D 17 June o9 was still half awake and feeling hungry. I walked aimlessly at night from canteen to podium to get some cool air. Time showed around fifteen minutes to three in the morning & we went Mc D until four. Then went back to school and slept in the SC room. Abit secluded but there's fan, there's sofa :D Slept till 9am & I skipped Firedrill. Hehe ^^ Checked their bunks & stuff then debrief. Break camp, went home & showered then sleep for 5 hours. Now that everything's back to normal, I wish everything changed for the better after escaping from emotional stress for days. Still, I DOUBT SO. Love, ABJ You making me weak just gets me stronger. Monday, June 15, 2009 12:59 PM
Camp Day 3
"I'M SO TIRED OF GETTING UP OFF THE FLOOR, I WON'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE." We slept quite early last night about an hour after midnight & slept at the podium. Somehow it's not that cold compared to the previous night. Reveilled and went for PT with the other cadets. Ran 2 rounds around the school and in the hall plus other exercises. Went down to the canteen for breakfast but the instructors had nothing to eat so had to eat those cakes meant for supper & Milo finished -.- So went up to the bunk & grabbed my wallet to buy drinks. Did bunk inspection then stepped into the theaterette & lie down at the back to sleep. The air-con's a breezer, mayne! :D Then wandered again until I felt bored. Decided to go home whom on the way home I saw Yati & her Dad to bring back my dirty laundry then back in school, just in time to have lunch. So currently in the bunk with some other seniors instructor & blogging. The room has turn into a cyber room. Haks. & Som is always finding fault with me. CB~ But we'll see who always have the last word. >.< He's suppose to take the cadets for PT but it looks like I'm involved here. I'm gonna kill himmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Love, ABJ I'm not happy, seriously. Ask yourself why when I tried being Okay. Sunday, June 14, 2009 9:42 PM
Gives You Hell
"I'M FEELING SHAGGED & I GOT NO MOOD FOR EVERYTHING." Slept around 3 in the morning and woke up half past five. Skipped PT and fell asleep in the canteen. Spent half a day intil lunch in school then Dad fetched me and I went back home to sleep! Hehe ^^ 7 Hours, & I still think I lack of it. Ate at Woodlands Mart. Saw Alif & family. LOL. Afterwhich, Dad sent me back to school and continued to slack. Oh well, I feel like screaming my lungs out which I did during Footdrill just now. There's still tomorrow :D Currently charging my tablet and doing nothing. I'm bored. The rest are busy screaming atg the juniors and I wanna join. LOL :P Okay, maybe I'll pass tonight. Gaaaah, I'm so bored I think I'm going out tonight to find food. I'll blog properly when I break camp on Tuesday alright. Bye. Love, ABJ Saturday, June 13, 2009 7:37 PM
Sorry
"I SPENT MY DAY FEELING THIRSTY."  Kept snoozing the alarm I set on my phone up till an hour. Pft. Mum & Dad sent me off to school after we had breakfast at Kopitiam. Reached school & relaxed for a while then starting our ACI rehearsal 1 until lunch. Had Ibu's chicken rice with diluted Ribena. Ergh. Shirley's the only Sec 5 so I accompanied her not wanting her to feel leftout :D So yeah, thank God ACI ended quite fast. Afterwhich, we had a sumptious meal. Now I'm still hungry :l & I wonder what gift I got upon receiving it as a token of appreciation for my commitment towards SJAB :P The juniors are going to have their shower now then Platoon Interaction so instructors were slacking and watching Batman in class 1-7.Woo. Will I sit here blogging :D We'll be having shower next then wonder where'll we go to ton. I'm bored & I wanna go home. LOL. Should I tomorrow? XD Alright, I think I'll stop blogging here. Wanna check out on their Platoon Interaction. Now I'm sleepy but I guess everyone's sleeping late. Boohooo. Now some instructors gotta thank me 'cause I managed to break the school's internet access code. Can join Scofielddddd :P Gonna meet Anthena soon at Mc D to ton. Bye! Love, ABJ Friday, June 12, 2009 11:27 PM
Love Remains The Same
"MAY NOT BE MY FIRST, BUT GRANT ME YOU'RE THE LAST." I'm feeling torpid right now. Should've brought the topic up but as part of my promise to you, I know I cannot make your heart worth breaking like the past. Didn't really mean it, I was just stating what I've observed. Damn regrets~ Sigh. I'm really lost for words. Wonder why I've been yearning for the past so much. Maybe those were the moments you backed me up. Those moments you taught me what's love (& jokes, Lol.) Beat it, those were pure bucketty moments of joy & smile exhibition. Now what, my brain went dim & I can't think what else to rant. No doubt I'm drowning with so many sorrowful blobs in life but I guess it'll pour out naturally when I detonate. Haiya. Haiya. Haiyaaaaaaaa. Okay, dowan emo dowan emo dowan emo. Now we're going to spend some quality time, I don't careeeee =P Camp for 4D3N. Will be bringing my laptop, but do miss me still will you? :l Love, ABJ Love remains the sameeeee. |
