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Wednesday, April 30, 2008 11:44 AM
One More Day Like This
Tuesday & tomorrow's the official start fer MYE. Scary and I wasn't confident I can't taste victory in me this time. Today,fer POA lessons,I really paid attention...which was good. I managed to keep all the distractions one side and majority was serious. That's cool. I love POA. but B/s such a whore. I don't understand besides the format? Huh ? Physics- today was the last day Mrs Oh will be teaching us ): & Went she left the class,everybody was clapping our fer her success's content. Proud but sad to see her left because she said she enjoyed teaching our class the most. Ahhhhhhh- so touching . Then Adabayor got pissed and jealous- Tsk tsk tsk. We did SS laaaaah. So luckily I didn't have anything to do and the rest of the class was busy doing the SBQ and I sat there shake leg. Adabayor was using my paper to write on the board fer the whole class. Finally I felt useful. LMAO. Kiddin' . So yeah, 13/13 fer SBQ . Powerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. MT was boring. We did class test-AGAIN. This time combined class w/o Cikgu Memy. So boring. & Kayeh was being an ass. He tried changing his answers during marking the paper but didn't help him much ,actually. Balls lah ! So everyone finished up the test real quick and we dozed off because the class was as quiet as cemetry just that you can hear fans running round and round. Went home with Sharifah + Dear. Ahaks :P At first , we wanted to go to buy bubble tea but I felt Dear's presence somewhere. So I told Sharifah we'll go fer it tomorrow after exams and turned back heading towards the bus stop. I was chatty today so I talked alot to Sharifah and there's like the bus so Dear was like knocking the glass or something. Sharifah looked at that direction like kenal-tak-kenal face. Then she pointed out Dear. AHHHHHHHHH! I didn't know what I was signalling at first but I continued to do it but at last I found something related to what I'm pointing to say. Sharifah & I walked one bus stop away and my heels were burning. Thought of buying ice cream from the apek but we changed minds. LMAO. Something wrong? & Something childish bound to happen soon in class between me and a born to be annoying child of the damned. Like hello,that's my usual seat I always put up all the time in class,why can't I sit there? Fcuk you biatch. & You're hell of a wonderful smart kid,why don't you just give a chance to the weaker ones. You even trashed my bag at Anwars'. What's with you? Just thank your God I didn't punch you in the face. Oh well,what's the point arguing with people like you. I'll just wait fer MYE to finish and I'll get back my little piece of Heaven lost which is 2 weeks away from now. Shadow Of The Day : Life's full of bullshits. Ain't it ? AIIN 10:59 AM
Things Change,People Change
Okay,I'm bored. I wanted to study but I got no mood. Sigh. Let's just bury the hatchet and I'm pretty sure everything will go fine. However,I still got the feeling that it'll never work. Maybe we're induced to burials and managed to move on just like that. I hate it,you know. I really do but it has happend,there's nothing much I can do besides being patient and listen to his heart beat all along,understand him and play a good role of a girlfriend. In fact,I would want to do so but I just can't seem to start it off with. I don't know how... Sigh. I'm willing to give it a try but MYE's here. I don't think it's appropriate to exceute it now. Perhaps,time will tell? Yeah,I hope so. & I still wonder why I got the time to blog when I'm suppose to be revising and studying. Anyway,I feel like I'm going to get a low grade fer SS. MT Paper 1 was alright and I was always stronger in Paper 1 compared to 2 . Damn it, I always flunked my peribahasa which caused me to pull everything down. Cikgu Memy said I had to improve on it since it's not worth wasting my marks away when I can do well fer Comprehensions and other written paper. I just don't know how to improve on it ah since I don't have the notes. I lost them all :D Now I'm thinking about my Geography paper how is it going to be. How am I gonna face LORMS questions + few other questions in just 1 Hr. Sigh. & My Chemistry was an ass. I flunked badly. Real bad. Physics...maybe there's an open door fer me to score distinctions? I don't know wether I should get Ajid to teach me Combined Sci since I got a bloody A1 overall last year. From a fail to a distinction. Power right ? He finished his ORD so I think he'll have the time to teach me or something. & I remembered those times Aunt Ros loves to spare me some of her kuih bakar and her cheesecake. Yum :P So yeah,suddenly there's this idea of me working with Atiqah's mum during the holidays. Spend time baking? HAHAHA,seriously it's fun working with Atiqah and her family. With Ahmad Jr around,I'm sure I'll have a great time pinching his cute cheeeeks. Abang-look-alike didn't board the same bus as me today. If not we'll be talking about sports all the time and spending time playing soccer under the void deck or something. iJan knows her too but she didn't made friends with her so yeah,she always grunt everytime I talk about Abang-look-alike because it reminds her of her past. LMAO. & She still can't get over it. Tskkkkkkkk. Alright,I think I should get going doing some O TYS maths which Mr Soh had ordered fer us. & Tomorrow morning,I'll study Geography and POA all day long :D P/s : Hey honey,I miss you & I love you very much.  AIIN Tuesday, April 29, 2008 12:20 PM
Turn Back Time
Sigh. Now that I'm online. We got nothing much to say. I hate it. & Everytime this happends, I can't study and I felt those nightmares are coming back to haunt me making me lose control of my emotions and everything. Come on,this is like MYE. I don't have to feel this way. It's not time fer it to overtake you yet. God,I AM losing control of everything. I felt that something's not right from the start and it has been bugging me. Well actually, I was doing fine fer like a week but now I think fights bound to happen sooner or later. I don't want to face it. I just don't and I can't. I know You are testing me but sometimes I feel that I don't deserve to feel this pain,alternatively. Seems I turn back time at the wrong episode. God. I really need guidance from you and You. P/s: Dear, get well. I need to see your cute-looking sarcastic face you like you always did. & I mean well,your sarcasm keeps me happy. Sigh. My question to You is how long will it last ? AIIN 5:48 AM
Flaming Lips
Monday,people. Nothing much in school today. I kept quiet all the way and people were calling me emo when I'm sick. It really flares me up,man. I don't support emoists -.- Okay so yeah,the only part that I kind of enjoy is during Home Period. Mr Soh was freaking funny but he took the joke seriously. Or was it that he didn't claim it as a joke ? Geography sucks as per normal. 3 periods of SS. Kehsiao. I asked Adabayor fer Panadol and she said she needed one too but there wasn't any. Given a job to distribute the class's worksheet,my brain went pitch black. I was straining my eyes looking fer my classmate to give them back those worksheets and tried looking them fer so hard. In the end,they were right there,beside me. This didn't happend once and I wasn't myself. The headache has been pushing me too far and it hurts my right brain especially. Like what the hell is wrong. Dear didn't come to school today. Wonder why? Hopefully he's alright. Sigh. My heart was filled with worries ,kind of right now? Okay peeps,I'm dead tired and I got pissed that I shot so many people. The humidity is adding up to my flare,so if I did bombed you people real hard,I'm sorry. Missing you badly Dearrrrrrrrr ): AIIN Sunday, April 27, 2008 12:51 PM
Boy & Going Solo
Sunday & feeling so bored right now. My flu got worst when I went fer ngaji today. & There's one point I accidentally inhaled the Gudang Garam. Fcuk. My nostrils were burning and I kept sneezing. Ganmade apekkkkkkkk. So currently blogging and finished my housechores. Brother & I were the only ones at home. Dad's working and Mum went fer classes as she's going to Umrah with Dad this coming June fer 12 days. My God,who will I be putting up with. I wish I don't have to go to Uncle Ali's house in USJ. It's like hell on Earth with the playground so far away and the mamak shop. WTF. & I don't envy Malaysia,alright. Didn't have time yesterday to study Geography. Was damn tired and I missed Step Up & Final Destination 3 on cable vision channel. Dad watched his favourite Man U played against Chelsea and he's like 'In,tak tengok bola' Like Dad! I watch Liverpool matches only! I don't waste time watching my non-favourites. Lalala- So today's plan was to study Geography and a little bit of Chemistry + MT if I'm not lazy. School will be as per normal tomorrow. Shiates. I don't know whether to stay back to do some maths together with some pros tutoring me. Lemme see,ah fcuk,there's Geography tomorrow. Dammit Dammit Dammit! It means another fcuking test. & 3 Periods of SS will be starting from tomrrow onwards instead of English! My March holiday book review homework not done! Sigh. Luckily there's only a short story review left. But I don't know any short story. Help ? Wonder what will I be playing tomorrow fer PE. Hopefully soccer but those boys are rowdy so I guess I'll be the woman of the match again fer Captain's Ball. Nyehahaha! Eunice let's do this! dsjoi;dj ! Must get Dad to bring home more army food packs. Yummy~ Okay,that's random :P So finally SUNDAY got to watch at least few hours of TV. I managed to watch Final Destination 3 -AGAIN. Nyehahaha! Had my lunch and off studying. 4Hours of facing the books, I continued watching TV. This time watching TV while reading Roald Dahl's book! Like really,this is the first time I appreaciated every second of it. & I managed to study Geography,POA,MT. Powerrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I seemed to talk alot today. Wonder what I'm happy about ? Dear,I love you! :D AIIN Saturday, April 26, 2008 6:18 PM
Let's See How Far We've Come
 I remembered I was at the back talking with Alex about R21 because there's an old cinema where apeks love to watch *ehem* MOVIES. I hate weekends. Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa . Played CS about 1 hour ago after busy studying Maths fer like 3 hours with 10minutes break in between to have my lunch. Dear went online while I was playing so yeah,I spoiled his mood and he was offline now. Sigh. I'm so stupidddd. Shouldn't have played CS maaaaan. Why can't I just play GTA or somethinggg. Dammit. Dammit. Dammit!! Yeah,so not in a good mood currently with my nostrils burning like as though you stuffed wasabe in it. Sigh. & Today's like our 1Year2Months1week? Everything spoiled. It's already happening...Dear'll be unhappy into the night especially when he's sick~ Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. There's like nothing much to blog today. Firstly,sick so no mood. Secondly,busy studying. Like finally,I got to watch TV just now before I studied. The Perfect Man? Yeahhh,it's nice. Should've caught in on HBO long time ago. If Dear's not on,I guess I just go ahead with my Geography. Didn't have much sleep last night. I was staring at the moon which is lying low low low low low low low low~ Then the surrounding started to go in a swirl. I felt like mabok on the bed & ended up not able to close even an eye. Hopefully Dear's fever had summed down since it's already the 4th day that he fell sick... Let's See How Far We've Come : Approx. 432 days together :D AIIN 11:13 AM
Drowning In The Sea Of Life
God. THIS IS MADNESSSSSSS! I contracted Dear's virus. Weewoo ? Waited fer Dear to online and my body felt weird. My metabolism wasn't working well I thought to myself. Felt giddy and my flu got worst so I went to bed until 1730HRS. I woke up and the headache worsen. Actually,I could've slept longer but Isaac called so my phone was vibrating under my pillow which woke me up. He called like twice and the vibration was long. I wouldn't want to reject so I let it be. Isaac messaged me saying that Canning + Akira were waiting fer me at pizza hut. I told Valerie I won't be coming because I wasn't well earlier this afternoon. Wonder what she told Akira. HAHAHA! So like few minutes ago,called Isaac to find out how they're doing at Pizza Hut right now with Akira paying the bill. CANNING YOU'RE SUPER LUCKY,OKE! :D & What the hell,he gave his phone to Akira when I wanted to talk to him. So he was saying all kinds of crap ah. He said seriously like 5 times and in addition asking me to get plenty of rest blablabla. So I asked him to convey my message to Canning that I'll be sponsoring them to Sentosa in June. & I head Canning was cheering all the way upon hearing what Akira said. Eh Isaac,I hope you contribute yer cash also horr (; See lah I miss the fun. LOL,nevermind. June June June! To SENTOSA ,more GLAM lah oke! :D I hope you'll have fun Canning and I know you just did w/ all your screamings and laughters behind the scene on the phone. If you guys are happy,so do I alright (: Currently studying fer POA & was doing this particular MYE 2007 worksheet as a revision. I need help in you guys answering the questions,though. & Do check if the questions that I'm able to answer is correct.
I miss Dear alot right now. Sigh. AIIN maybe i'll eat some medicine & go to sleep ? 7:01 AM
Clairvoyant Disease
Met up with Dear at the interchange and went school together :D Well,Dear's sick so I must pamper him abit more kaaaan. Ahaks. Duh,I don't accompany him just because he's sick. We seized the opportunity anyway. Hopefully we're able to do it often. Poor Dear looking half alive with his runny nose trying to control his mucus from dripping out :P Today was English MYE both paper 1 and 2. Paper 1 was setted by Adabayor so it's quite easy lah. What I posted yesterday on blog,I wrote in fer my composition. Letter writing was not that bad too and I'm hoping to get a 40/60 or something. Paper 2 was setted by Mr Ben. It's freaking difficult and I bet I won't pass that high. My average score fer paper two has been always 60/80 since Sec 1 and I bet this time round,I could've only gotten a just pass. It's like Science passages everywhere! Cloze passage was about winning awards fer creative minds blabla. Passage A was about Gorillas having Ebola(ehbola) disease. Passage B was about a guy inventing a transmitter which can kill cancer cells. Like huh? & Summary writing sucks! So fer Paper two I think I'll get a 43/80? Like WTF? After the exam,everyone was talking about it. I bet Larry can't do it either. He's always the best one in English and I always lose out by just 1 or 2 marks since Sec 1. Shawty get loose! - Okay yeah,went to bubble tea shop-AGAIN and this time Syaza and Umaira followed along with Sharifah and I. So while waiting fer our bubble tea to get blended or something,the maid was like f*cking rude. ITE guy : How much ah? Maid : $1.20 (in inaudible voice) ITE guy : Huh? How much leh? Maid : $1.20 la! ITE guy : Owrr,say laa. Walao. Okay,way to go. I think she deserves it but she's putting the blame on us. So when she wanted to give our drinks,she slammed it on the table. Then my strawberry milk tea became milk tea. She put little amount of strawberry syrup in it unlike the owner of the shop. I gave a two dollar note and she went on asking. Maid : Eh,got 20cents or not ? Me : If I have,I would be giving you in coins right. *Ganma-de* *Maid returns change in a half-tossed way* Fcuk you,biatch. Boarded the bus with Bro (met him on the way) and off fer home sweet home. Freaking tired and Canning was suppose to meet up with Akira at pizza hut today but only 5 turn up. Yerp, & I'm unable to come because I'm not feeling well. I think I jangkit Dear or something? My nose was runny since morning especially during exam. I started sneezing time and again at the quadrangle. Eeeek! :/ Alright,I'm tired. Waited fer Dear since 2.30 until now. Ahaks,maybe he's off fer soccer or resting at home after his prayers. I love you Dear (: AIIN Friday, April 25, 2008 12:49 PM
P/s I Love You
Okay,I'm really bored & there's no good show on TV right now. Dear fell sick and tomorrow's MYE! So much fer being stressed when he's only turning 16,huh :/ Last year,Dear & I fell sick at the same point of time during MYE. This is something new because others always say 'YOU DIE I DIE together w/ you' Fer us it's somekind 'YOU SICK I SICK together w/ you' LMAO. & I still remembered Dear sending me home despite his weakness to go back home by WALKING. But that time,my condition was even more crucial compared to Dear who was recovering and I felt like fainting upon reaching the lift. Somehow I felt the pressure of falling sick during MYE right now. Wonder why. That I won't forget how I fell sick. English MYE was the next following day and conicidently,there's a Liverpool Vs Chelsea match that time so I woke up and watch over Liverpool's victory. I didn't get back to sleep. Everything was late on my way to school so Mum took the taxi with me to send me to school on her way to work since it was raining heavily. After exam,went back home and I fell sick. So yeah,that's how I fell sick and so called survived doing my MYE. I was shivering like sh*t in class and almost fell off the chair. Mr Ramdan didn't let me go to the toilet and obviously I'm really f*cking sick wanna go fer a pee (Because of the medicine,dammit dammit dammit!) and I remembered he said 'You can only go to the toilet if you feel like vommiting'. Like WTF. Despite, some bad experience I went through during exam period,I still felt happy because Dear's there by my side. & With him next to me almost everyday sending me home,I managed to study hard,pull through and got amazing results (: Called Dear around 9pm and he said he just woke up from his sleep. Awww. Blablabla talked to Dear fer about ten minutes and I'm off continuing my studies. I pitied Dear fer falling sick AGAIN and AT THE WRONG TIME! Time and again,I wish I fell sick together with him again :P I don't mind the pain I had to bear so long as I get to suffer with Dear. Cheh!- Note Fer Hunney Bunney Hope you will get well soon. I'll take you out one day to release your stress and spend time together. That I promise you,honey. Take your medication. Eat well. Sleep well. Rest well. Study well. & I won't see your footsteps everywhere on the floor :D If you need me,I'll be there. When there's a will,there's a way. I Love You Muhsin B Razali! :D
8:34 AM
All The Small Things
 GOD,Why Do I Miss You ?
AIIN Thursday, April 24, 2008 6:49 AM
Return To Me
2 More days to English MYE :/ :/ :/ Before I forget. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AKIRA! :D Physics was hell fun. Teddies got 6,321 000 points fer today,alright! & Then the stupid computerised die came on as a SWAP. Means we had to swap points with Joker. WTF. So we swapped and we got a miserable 1000points. Nevermind. Issokay,Teddies.Issokay. We'll take them down back to how we used to. & From today onwards,we don't greet Ms Ng. We greeted Ms Oh. She promised us that if we got distinctions,she'll invite us to her how and HER WEDDING this June! Must chiong Teddies! Chiong! English fer 3 periods went so draggy today. I was feeling sleepy and had no mood to do my work. & Adabayor had a sore throat. Poor 'mum-in-law' :P Nevermind,I'll bring some strepsils that I bought after last last weeks' camp fer her tomorrow :D Maths was okay but Mr Soh was calling people idiots -.- Like stop it laa. Just replace IndianChiefs instead of IDIOTS cannot mehhhh. Wahkaopiangeh. I had MT Oral at 1430HRS so went to mamak shop with some other 3. Bought 'water-rock' since it's a hot day. HAHAHA. Wanted to go RC but I'm sure we had no time to reach back in school in the nick of time. Oh well- Oral was crap. What's my ambition? Like yada yada yada just answered them with lies,not. Currently feeling bored and tired and sleepy. Dad's not at home because he'll be at work carrying out a test fer his recruits blablabla. There's no food at home and I've no energy to study. We had the chance to spend but I guess you didn't open up your eye or it was on purpose. Sigh. I'm missing you.
AIIN Wednesday, April 23, 2008 6:46 AM
DoomsDay
3 More days left ! So yeah,currently have been really really really frigging busy but I'm glad I still got the time to online and blog etc. Today's Tuesday so went school late - with DEAR :D Like finally I got to go school with Dear and Shafa kept on saying I smiled flirtatiously at Dear and that it was her first time see Dear smileddd. Anyway,he's my Dear aperr.Can't I flirt with just him no one else? LOL, per jer. & I sprained my neck just early in the morning when I woke up from bed just to quickly shower up and meet Dear at bus stop! Now I'm like one cacat kid. First lesson fer the day was POA. First period I paid full attention...second period started to get restless and last period,I didn't pay attention at all because I can't understand. Ms Han was like 'HEY HEY HEY! DO YOUR WORK!' Like no mood to study with her screaming all the time -.- Back from recess,it was CE,so we had to do this reflection thingy fer OBS. I can't remember much about what I did with my group so I just put NILS every here and there. & I can't say much because everything went well except fer the kayaking part when we had to go another 25km back to campsite. I was screaming at Haziq all the way. HAHA. Geography was a piece of sh*t. Everyone did badly fer the test we last had ; drawing of oxbows and stuff. I got 1/7. Like WTF. Atiqah got a 0 but luckily it was not included in our report book or something. The girl who cheated got 4,alright and Mr Kheng didn't do anything about it. I just feel like changing class because during lessons,I can't understand what he says as he jerit2 all the time unlike Mrs Chuah. But this was one opportunity because we studied Geography with ex 2-7 people and 2-6 was next door under Mrs Chuah (; Atiqah kept talking to me but I wasn't facing her so she kept on saying 'Aiin,kau dengar ke tak ape aku cakap?!' Siol. & That time I was sleepy already no mood to talk~ MT was kecoh after some trial test to prepare us fer MYE. So difficult especially the proverbs,like WTF I never seen such sentences before. The word S*hit also came out -.- Then we went talking about relationships since Cikgu Memy was quite open. Cikgu Memy : Hari tu saye nampak Shafa ngan Fir bawah block saye. Entah buat ape jer eh awak dua. Shafa : Mane ade cikgu? !Kite bual jer lah! Cikgu Memy : Nazme,saye tak tahu lah. Nanti 20-30 tahun saye tengok awak dengan pasangan yang sama jer. Aiin pun sama eh. Al Afiq : Ah Cikgu ni dua eh setia seh. Jealous ah. Me : Ah~ Shafa : Kecik2 dah ade matair eh. Whole Class : Cakap orang! Kau pun sama jer lah ! Me : Cikgu! Fir selalu tunggu Shafa bawah block ah hari2 & The whole class was disturbing her like sh*t. You're backfired! MUAHAHA! Okay,yeah so Sharifah and I went to buy bubble tea - again. Paiseh semalam datang nari datang lagi. HAHA! Seriously,I fell in love with Strawberry milk tea :P & I kept coming back fer more. Hmm,it's been sucha long time since Dear & I went out to buy bubble tea ): Shadow Of The Day : I got pissed easily today in school because people kept talking to me when I can't turn to my left because of my neck. If only I can be happy like today everyday. Wouldn't it be nice ? Ahaks,& Damn you Wen Qian,fancy disturbing my moment with Dear in the morning. But I laughed my butts out in class. HAHAHAH! Dear's like 'Ape?'. Bleh. Tidur lambat bangun lambat pun masih ngantuk *sticks out tongue* & Thank you fer holding the file fer me Dear. It's such a burden holding that :/ I watched Doomsday trailer on MTV. I WANNA WATCH DOOMSDAY !  AIIN Tuesday, April 22, 2008 2:01 PM
Cute Is What We Aim For
Like cute habis right ?! I LOVE MUHSIN B RAZALI! :D AIIN 6:44 AM
I'm Yours
4 More days to MYE. & Peeps were back from OBS in a euphoric state,yet again. So yeah,in the morning,damn la Canning didn't win anything but we're having a reunion so it's something from Akira,Me & Isaac alright (; Congratulations to Victoria anyway. Mr Siva was like summarising the lives of the SL's during the Sec 2 NE/SEL camp ; last to sleep ferst to wake up. He was staring at me when he reached the part whereby some of the SL's broke down because of the pressure blablabla. Everyone around me was like 'ehemehem'. Like come on,I'm the not ferst one to broke down what. I'm the second. WAHAHAH! Feel some sense of paiseh-ness. ROFL. Physics was fun and I can say it's best of the best so far. Laughing our butts off while studying. So today,Wai Siong wasn't our lucky charm but we trashed them badly. We got a SWAP in scores using the die at the laptop thingy. If Teddies didn't get a SWAP,we lost fer this Physics lesson. But so far,Teddies have been dominating Physics all the way except fer once which we got trashed like mfiodsfjdsfh by Joker. 3-7 's group name was much more kekek. SpongeBob Vs SquarePants. ROFLROFLROFL ! I LOVE PHYSICS ! :D I wasn't having a good mood during PE because I can't get to play soccer !!! WTFish. We played Captain's Ball instead and all the girls were screaming like =.= At first, I didn't join in the game. Just walk around;who knows I might catch the ball while walking. Not enthu like that laa. & I was the essential player along with Eunice so the team had to depend on her and stuff. Looking at my team played,it was kinda pitiful so I decided to join in the game. In the end,I was the top scorer and woman of the match. Opponents got trashed badly. PE was kehsiao I tell you =.= Math was boring,as usual but we got our class test back. Like finally, I passed siol. I could've got a 30 out of 40. So much fer being careless,huh. Tuition wasn't a waste after all.Hee ! So yeah,I thought of watching Ironman with Dear after MYE- Hmm,& I'm missing someone,right here right now ): AIIN Sunday, April 20, 2008 5:31 PM
If Life Won't Wait
It's Sunday! & MYE starts this coming Friday. WTFish. I'm feeling so stressed up right now. Fer the past few days(or weeks),I've got no energy & mood to study. Very well,people always said do not follow your mood as to when you want to study. But it can't be helped? Secondly,when I was away from camp,the rest of my classmates did their filing. & Nobody helped me to file them up. Well you know what? When you guys were away/absent fer camps or courses,I WAS THE ONE WHO HELPED OUT WITH YOUR BLOODY FILINGS !!! & Now,when I'm away that time, nobody even helped me out. Fcuk you people,I HATE YOU. Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Nevermind. Thinking about it burns my brain cells each time I came to think about it. Subjects to focus more fer MYE. Well,English isn't a problem at all. MT's getting slacky but all I wanted was a B2 will do. Combined Science,I had to focus more on Chemistry since they weren't my favourite ever since I was thirteen. Physics is okay but I hate error reading. Gaaaa. There'll be 5 items tomorrow and boohoo,hope I got 3points at least fer inclined pull up. Sit ups,I'll be aiming fer a 60 alright (: P/s : To Dear, see,I was stupid. I hurt you again. I don't know what's wrong with me. I may post about it every now and then,but I don't regard him as part of something awe in me. That I can propose you a promise and proof. But I see,proof tends to hurt you alot everytime I do it. But I'm willing to try over and over so as not to repeat those mistakes and I know that I still am doing it. I'd respect you with whatever position you want me to uphold even if it takes up to losing my friends, I don't mind. I'd rather lose some of em' rather than see you being with someone else. That I swear. & I thought of us catching a movie after MYE to give ourselves a one day treat or something but you had no mood to entertain all kinds of blabbering today so yeahh,nevermind... Damn. Aiin you're crazy,you know that? Like it or not,face those bullshits if you have to. In fact you MUST. It's like we're going through the motions on a scripted destiny - Aims fer MYE A2 fer English
AIIN Friday, April 18, 2008 5:19 AM
Euphoric State Is Down
 Hello people! Wanna know something? NA slacked even more today in class. The only teacher who came in fer SS was Adabayor. & We did some source based questions fer two periods. Ms Han didn't came fer POA today so we're free fer 3 periods in class. Mr Siva went MIA. So basically,all we did was scribbling the whiteboard and eating in class :/ It's been many many many many many many days since I talked and went home with Dear. I'm looking forward to do so and spend some time together but both of us are real busy nowadays with MYE. Dear's busy preparing his N levels and I'm pretty sure he's under lots of pressure and stuffs. Yerp,and I don't wish to add anymore problems to him. Currently trying my best to be a good girlfriend (: & I promise I'll TRY to be good. ACI's coming up this Saturday and my parents + bro are coming along to see me in the ceremony. BEST CADET LAA EH! :P Yeah,& how'd I wish to invite Dear along but my parents will be there,what'd would they say? If my parents are not coming,definitely I'll invite Dear. Hidayah's so lucky to invite Nazme over. So sweet. However not, I believe my luck will come in time to come (; & Saturday will be our 1year2months anniversary. Look how far we've come. After all these arguements and misunderstandings,I'm glad we stayed through even though we felt like giving up in times. Hmms. I love you lah Dear :D ;ALWAYS. P/s : Haziq,kindly tag me what's the dress code fer tomorrow's training. Thanks. Plans fer the Day : *1hr30mins of Nap time (Since it's only 1410HRS) *Study Geog & POA *Chat with Dear while studying (He gives me motivation whenever I study,but he doesn't know about it ): ) *Have an early night Thursday, April 17, 2008 6:50 AM
Misery Business
 Hello people :D Today's day in school is very slacky today. I don't mind actually but afterall,MYE's coming in less than 2 weeks !! Reading Mr Soh took over the class and I was already sleepy when he started talking. Mother Tongue THERE'S NO MOTHER TONGUE!!! So stuffed my head in the bag and covered it with my PE shirt while plugging MP4 in my ears. PE We did 5 stations trial. I really got to buck up my inclined pull up man. I only did managed to get 5. The rest was okay. Got 36cm fer Sit & Reach,190++ fer Standing Broad Jump and 10.44s fer Shuttle Run. Overall,I tried estimating my points including 2.4Km run which I got 3 points,most likely to get a silver ): I wonder how I got Gold fer Sec 1 & 2? Geography Mrs Chuah came at the wrong period. Same fer Mr Shah too which eventually left one period for Humanities (: One period,we slack! Maths Mr Siva came in and we didn't do any Math so he kinda tell us stories. Yeah. & We're supposed to end at 1255HRS but we got engrossed listening to his story so we left the Spare Room at 1320HRS. LOL. Helped Fabian with his bag and left fer home. Fabian decided to send me home with his Dad's taxi but it's not nice to get free taxi rides everyday,alright. So yeah,Fabian,thanks fer the free taxi ride yesterday :D & Yeah,I don't know if I wanted to refer myself to the hospital to get my thumb check since it's dislocation that happend during my Kayaking at OBS. I know the ligament tore while kayaking and it was swollen but I didn't treat the injury and I left there. So it's been 3 months now,obviously the ligament healed by my bone protruded. I need to get the joint back in place but the ligament has to be torn again so that it can be moved back to it's original place. It's painful I know and I don't know whether to go fer the hell treatment or not :/ Mum knows about it but I didn't dare tell her it was a dislocation. Maybe I'll get Dear to accompany me or something but I'm afraid they'll need a parent's signature and involvement to refer me or something ): Plans fer the Day : *Study SS & Math *Finish Leader's assignment including summarising Canning's reflections done **Plans fer Canning fer next weeks' Reunion *Have an early night (which I know it's impossible) AIIN Wednesday, April 16, 2008 5:46 AM
Broken Hearts Parade II
Tuesday,I guess things are going much worse after all. Sigh. POA Imagine...3 periods of POA with just 16 students around in the class. It's really something to get excited of. However,today's lesson was quite frustrating because loads of things going through my brain not wanting to go out. Like come on,brainy,MYE's round the corner. Yeah,and what makes it even more frustrating was that I can't understand a thing in Chapter 5. Must need some help ASAP but I don't know who to turn to. Chemistry We had loads of fun today. Chemistry test was postponed to Friday so we played Taboo. Team A lost by Team B by just 3 cards!!! ARGH. Jeremy's fault laa! English English was Mr Ben was quite boring with the exception of the joking parts and stuff. Hmm,I wonder what those people are doing right now at OBS. To top the post up,I've to let out some dealings with the heart. Looks like bloggie is now my place fer me to get some free letouts. I felt bad these few days. I admit I was wrong and I took the blame that I poured on you. I'm sorry,alright ? But all those thigns I hear makes me want to end everything. I'm sorry to say this but I love the relationshiop that we've been through which is close to 1Year2months. I really don't want it to go to waste but after all,that's not important. What I care most all this while is that I've been loving you more than anything else. If others can see through,why not you? & That is rughtfully from me to you. I don't see any point why you can't see it. It's disappointing you know when you raised high hopes fer them to watch their love grow fer you. But I'm afraid that it's not happening to me anymore like I used to. Sigh. I wanted to change into a better person but all these stupid rumours kept my thoughts ran wild and I hurt myself fer nothing. I know I've been bad in the past and I did try to be better person and eventually,I did make some improvements. Right now,what's on my mind is to change more fer the better. But some things just don't want me to. You wanna know something? I needed you all this while and sadly,you kept on helping me to deny my words which makes it looks so depressing whenever I came to think about it. But on the other hand,seriously you did changed eversince you got em'. Yes,em' Maybe she wanted to break us up. MAYBE. MAYBE NOT. I can't assume and I won't want to do that. If you love her,then tell me so. How'd you think I feel when I found everything by myself? I hate what I'm going through right now and I know you do too. But look what is actually the motive behind fer all these arguments? In my life with you,never did I tell people that I don't like you anymore. Never did I say I am single. Even if you did not tell em',then it's a possibility you are showing to others. Seriously,do you even still care about me ? AIIN Tuesday, April 15, 2008 8:15 AM
Pendemonium Breakout
My condition? 0. So many things make my brain go tripped already in the morning. Sigh. Deppas had went fer OBS just now morning and didn't get to say a proper goodbye. How sad. Suddenly,I don't feel like going home. All SL's were in the euphoria kinda state. We kept singing the Joe and Shark song. Hahs. Well,didn't sing along that much because I seriously lost my voice in the morning which got worst. Maybe it all started due to the spicy food I ate yesterday night. Gaaaa. Okay,yeah. Class was so much better to study since there weren't other people. Reading period Mr Roslan take over. PE Mr Roslan took us over fer PE and he asked the NA students what game do we wanna play. The guys played soccer,the chinese people played basketball while the rest of the girls played badminton which was such a boring thang to do. Okayy,I told Mr Roslan squeaking that I'll be joining the boys to play soccer & he said okayy. So Nazme,Sze Ying & I formed up a team followed my Mr Roslan joining my team. Suddenly,all PE teachers know my name. So FOFULAR :P Yeah,my team against Shafiq,HuanHuan and Emokiaa. Like WOW laa eh,this is ther ferst time Mr Roslan praised me so much. Both Shafiq & Emokiaa were tackling me and Mr Roslan kept on saying 'Aiin kuat ah' Like TY TY :D Emokiaa was F up that a girl managed to tackle the ball from him and he's like cursing about it to some cleanear and stuff. LOL MARAH NAMPAK MARAH NAMPAK. Anyway,both of us weren't in good terms since last year and didn't talk at all. Okay yeah,Nazme scored twice followed by me once & Sze Ying no goals scored at all. Physics Mr Lim came in asking us to continue with our homework in the Workbook. Copied Nazme's work all the way since he already did it while I was away. Yerp,and while slacking iJan was telling me something ,as usual THINGS I HATE TO HEAR. & I talked back at her like djs;djidoaj w/ my voice like dsmk;jdio;ahrfnfdfh. Broke down during recess. Sigh. Anyway,thanks to the people who consoled me and really,in the first place I didn't know who gave me the tissue because my vision was blurred. Thanks ladies (: Ya and thanks once again because I broke down after school and you ladies were still there consoling me. Gee :/ Okay,I feel the women willpower that stood me up. Geography Mrs Chuah took our class fer Geography and Nazme was sitting beside me kept asking me questions like 'duh' answers. So decided to focus more on Rivers worth 19m + 6m LORMS questions. Must Chiong real real ! :D Maths Mr Siva came in and I was busy doing my reflection so he kinda disturbed me and Sze Ying. Like come one laa,during the conference,we didn't even know what we're talking about cause we wrote them at 0200HRS in the morning. So fdjod;jfs;fj you know. After school,there's treats fer all SL's. Canadian pizzas and Pepsi !!! Eat to out hearts content and ate muffins which Ms Lim baked fer us. Sigh. MUFFINS. Remember something? Well,my heart aches everytime I took a bite of it. But it's sweet. Anyway,it's chocolate flavour which so reminds me of dear/hubby/friend? I don't know...but it's what I used to call you. Oh well,finished everythiing by 1600HRS & went home. Shadow Of The Day : MUST CHIONG ALL THE WAY,PEOPLE! :D whoboosamadiaboo! (who!!) SL's let's meet Joe tomorrow. & Sing Akira's 'national anthem' (: AIIN Monday, April 14, 2008 6:17 AM
One Trust II
 I don't mind I don't care I wear cheap cheap underwear From the East to West Canning I is the best! :D Okay lah,I'm down with a fever and I'm freaking pissed off right now with alot of things gushing through my brain and when I don't have my voice to talk. Gaaaa,it's freaking djisofjdsilufh *Y)^&)(^*&^!!! ❤ KELVIN says: aiin ❤ KELVIN says: mr chong wanna see u tmr morning ❤ KELVIN says: about tt girl's incident aііи ﾂ is on her own says: shit laa. aііи ﾂ is on her own says: okok . aііи ﾂ is on her own says: then how ❤ KELVIN says: her parents came ytd ❤ KELVIN says: they were hell angry ❤ KELVIN says: so be prepared Like WTF. Confirm die. Anyway it's not our fault. Even AKIRA :DDD says so. Hopefully things don't go bad. This camp seriously sucks to the core. Worst camp ever been in my life so far. AIIN Sunday, April 13, 2008 6:34 AM
Little Miss Avenger
 Guess Where's AKIRA ! Hello people !!!!!!!! I'm back from LAC :DDDDDDDDDDDDD But I wish I wasn't home :/ Day 0 This is the day fer the Pre-campers/SL[Student Leaders]. Reached there around 0935HRS and had somekind of breakfast or something. Went fer Reckii with the facilitators to Chinatown and ACM by taking public transport. Hengggggggggg that I topped up my Ez Link the day before. So yeah,the Faci's and us were like gugugaga still trying to get to know each other. By the time we reached Chinatown,we were already like jdsofjdiufhd talking non-stop. Ferst day I was close to Joycelyn,Sharon and Chris. Finished the reckii and went back to campsite around 1700HRS ? Finally we got to watch some 'TV' in the double decker bus. Day 1 Woke up early and get ourselves ready to go back to school to get those Sec Twos. Saw Dear and I went fmdiofjdsfh excited to see Atiqah and everyone. Blablabla,went up to the hall to gather our team members and did some spot checks looking fer contraband items. While waiting fer the bus at the canteen with my teammates and assistant leader,Isaac,those Sec Twos were already giving me problems and I was like shouting at the cohort in front of the Sec 5s'. Thanks to Boontahtah and Fad anyway. Reached back at the campsite and stuff. Had some introduction games etc. Went fer lunch with my mood feeling so miserable. I broke down and Akira was wiping my tears consoling me. Wayne and almost all other Facilitators were massaging my back asking if I'm alright and stuff. Like really,they're so caring. They even wiped my tears using their clammy hands w/o tissue. So touching. Obviously,Sec Twos' like devils. & By noon,Lalat & I were the ones who broke down. More SL's broke down later evening. Sat with Perinder at the sheltered area crying and stuff with Melvin after that. Akira gave us drinks to cool down. Thank you,alright (: I hated my group and didn't follow them to Chinatown fer Treasure hunt but anyway,I was asked to stay because I was one of the helper fer the campfire night. Had to soak woods in kerosine and stuff and I THANK GOD I DON'T HAVE TO FOLLOW MY TEAM. Akira and Isaac were there as advisors. By night,we settled down the bloody Sec Two's and everything asking them to go to sleep after their horrencious dinner with bloody sucking attitude. When they were sleeping,the SL's went to have a conference meeting with Melvin which we got our minds psychoed. Melvin and SL's were talking about what had happend to some of the SL's who broke down and Lalat and I plus few others shared the story crying non-stop. Timothy cried because of anger. Haziq wanted to cry too but somehow he managed to hold back his tears. Easy to say,almost all SL's cried in that room like sdnmsudsafn. This tells the reader that the Sec Two's had a real problem in discipline. Now that was only fer Day 1 and so many things happend to us. We did some couting of campers at the bunk and something weird like happend to me and some other people in Bunk13. Gaaaa- Something was playing with our minds and we kept counting one or less extra person in the bunk. Freaky. & Oh,by the way,when Canning reached back at the campsite after Chinatown,they apologized to me. What I heard from Isaac was Mr Faraz was scolding them asking who made me cry,I think. So they kena in public :/ & Yeah,the SL's slept at 0300HRS and woke up at 0500HRS. ******* sleepy. Day 2 It was Day 2 and Akira was our Facilitator so we got closer and joke hell lot. I felt much better with Canning and I tried picking up some words of encouragement that rang through my ears yesterday by Akira and Melvin. So Day 2 was okayy and I decided to accompany Akira and Isaac to ACM with the Canning fer their Amazing Race but Jonathan laid me back saying I had to prepare fer the campfire night. I stayed at the campsite feeling disappointed. But afterall,it was a great one. The campsite was peaceful so we planned fer the campfire night later on with Bev,Ain,Sze Yin,Jonathan and Melvin. We were so tired after just 30mins of planning so Jonathan let us sleep fer 2Hrs since we were really really really really super tired. Sze Yin overslept. HAHAHAHA. But as fer me,to play fair,I slept fer only half an hour. Ain slept fer 1Hr+ or so. Went back down to the canteen to continue planning and very very priveileged,we can take any amount of food in the canteen including soya bean. Like that food's all yours man :P Had telematch but I was lazy to play so I joined Akira's station. Then all the facilitators came and attack me with flour and mud because I didn't join in. In the end,I helped Akira and Dominic (Iunno) to throw flour and water at other people. At one point,Akira got F pissed and he threw the packet of flour on the floor and grabbed some of the boys' shirt like want to have a mobfight. He screamed like sfjido;fjduf until Mr Chong asked Dominic to cool Akira down. I had to accompany Akira to meet the Raffles team to apologize his actions but to me,they deserve it. Oh,during lunch,they got scolded like sh*t and all SL's and Facilitators were clapping our hands in front of them when Melvin were shooting them. Seriously,everything was dramatic. Slept late and the Facilitators brought us 1.5 bottled drinks and papadam to eat during conference. We were so tired to shower so we slept in our campfire odour condition. After campfire,Sze Yin and I were sitting on the table with the rest of the Facilitators laughing our butts off talking crap.HAHAHAAHAHA! Day 3 It was the day fer Break Camp but early in the morning,SL's were assigned to make batches do area cleaning. Sze Ying and I were screaming and shouting at one particular batch in front of teachers. SFDAdjiusfdhfsifjh,you know. & I lost partly of my voice. Tsk. Yeah,so currently had a sore throat and I didn't talk when I was in the bus with Dear. I really fell asleep and I took the sounds of engines as aircon in the command post.Huh? But anyway,today's debrief with Canning is very touching. I let everything out. So does Isaac. & So does Akira. And without people telling them,suddenly Canning shouted 'thank you Akira,Isaac and Aiin!!!' Like okay,thank you thank you also. HAHAHAH. They said I'm a scary person yet kind. Huh? Maybe I scolded them too much. But anyway,Sec Two's deserve the scoldings alright. Cut short,today the sec two's are not sucha pain in the ass unlike the two days. Jeremy and Ain broke down? huh??? & Yeah,rude siol that kid yesterday. Some sec two kid threw his undergarment at one of my friend. How'd you feel if your Jr threw something like that to a leader? So that kid got a bad bad bad and very very very very bad scolding from Wayne. Now that it's over. Thank God. But I miss working with the Facilitators not the Sec Two's I swear. AIIN Tuesday, April 8, 2008 7:12 PM
The River
Tuesday ! Okay,so one more day and I'm off fer camp ): 4 Days without seeing Dear's cute face. Haish. Let's stay strong! XD POA There's nothing much fer POA today. Just learnt Chapter 6 and sad to say,I understand this topic compared to Chapter 5. Rhino gave sweets to share with Zul so yeah,again eating in class. Then my stomach feels acidic. Without hesitation,I took out my buttergloves and eat in class like nobody's business. Luckily didn't get caught. CE Mr Soh asked as to complete the assignment about 'LOVE IT.LOVE SEX' -.- He also asked me to write a letter about a complain or something regarding my Passport Sized photo not paid when I already paid. Yeah,Ah Fen and Sharifah were my two witnesses. It's such a waste of money. I took my IC already and they forced me and some others to get another set taken w/o a good purpose. WTF. Geography We had a test today. It was really an unexpected question so most of us did the Ox-bow lake like a donut shaped river. I admit I didn't study the Ox-Bow part. But apparently someone didn't studied that part too. & She cheated,alright. She took her notes and put it under her foolscap paper which is used to draw out her answer. When Mr Kheng came to her,she hid under her answer sheet. Like WTF. & She told Sharifah not to tell others. Like WTF ,seriously. Where's her intergrity? MT Went through homework answers together with the class. That bloody fishball said something hurtful and the 3-6 people who were close to me felt annoyed so Zul went over and beat him like sadjsaoidjsau. Ah kau,tahu pun tunjuk muka nak nangis. Seriously, I was waiting fer you to get beaten up by someone. Everyone else was half dead and including me. Yeah,summary fer today. I got pissed easily today because I was sick. Not exactly sick but I contracted flu from Danish somehow. Yeah,didn't talkk much and slept during lessons. & Please,if you know who you are,do own up to the class because if you do pass the test,the rest of us will have other tests to do w/o you doing it. It's ******* unfair,alright. & Before somebody tells Mr Kheng about it,go and apologize. You're a leader you know. A LEADER. I know you wanted to beat me academically like what you've told me but that ain't the way to win. I just hate you wholeheartedly. All of a sudden and my life knows why. Not my own self. Tomorrow,leaders will be going to Labrador fer the camp which is one day earlier than the Sec Twos. Gonna miss Dear badly. I was hoping you would message or call me before you go to bed each night. Love you loads Dear :D & Do fetch me when you can where we can celebrate our One Year Two Months anni too. muacks (; AIIN 11:54 AM
Untitled II
 So Random.AHAAHAHAHAMonday's tiring maaaaaaaan! Right,my class was suppose to finish at 1515HRS because of A Maths. So quickly went home and had my lunch (luckily Dad brought a packet of Nasi Padang fer lunch) But dad was so awfully kind today so he sent me to school and saw iChan,I think. LOL. Yeah yeah. Went up to Level 3 to meet up with Deppa and set off to Mac D before Admiral Park. Saw Dear and bandits playing soccer. Like usual,dear's cute in PE like a P6 kid :P muacks :D Yerp and off to Mac D with Atiqah. Anyway,she blanja-ed me McFlurry. Power laa eh kau. Met up with Nazme and the rest at Auditorium. Slacked fer an hour or so playing guitar. Bebola and Amirul came fer nothing. They must've changed blues. WTH. & They went back home leaving us to do the recording. Like hello,they're suppose to act. stupididiotlazyoinklikecrazywtf. Everyone was pissed with the two of them so Hanif and I went to minimart at blk 604 or something and buy snacks like going fer a picnic. Spend $10.40 siol. HAHAHAH. Gatorade.Two lillipops.One Redbull.One Soyabean.One Weather's Original. One BIG BAG chips & Oreo Strawberry. Came back and Kyrul was there so he's like keep on talking bout Step Up 2. Crazy - Played soccer fer a while borrowing someones ball. Yeah,so I scored one manage to clear those people outta my way and goal! She made that flyoff. XD Atiqah went to find Sham the matrep like heckcareiknowandidon'tgiveadamn attitude. So I was the only girl stuck there playing soccer with Hanif,Khyrul and Danish. Blablabla,did the recording fer like 30mins and slacked few more minutes and went home.Kayeh and Haziq skinhead was at the fitness area like disturbing me or something or Atiqah I don't know but seriously guys do bitch around more than girls,alright :P Saw Emokiaa too but didn't talk so I just made my move and went to mamak shop with Nazme to buy a drink before going home. I did thought of going home with Dear and did asked Hanif to check out fer me at the court but he said none of Dear's friends were there except fer some so I went Haish and continue with recording. Dead beat and I'm off to study fer tomorrow's Geography test on Rivers. Missing you hunney bunney. & I'll save you from those misery if I can. I can't promise you but I'll try (; Muhsin B Razali,you're mine always and that chance fer you to change is always there. Muacks (: AIIN Monday, April 7, 2008 5:15 AM
Mee Goreng Vs Congee Chicken
What a Sunday,people (: Okayy, I didn't regret coming to school to help out in the Woodlands Racial Harmony Day week. Woooo! Okay,I was the ferst soul to reach the school followed by Ming Bin. So waited fer the rest and went to the Admiral park through the back gate. Ferst thing we got was already good ; which is having Mac Donalds' sponsored with Milo. Hazmie was like agreeing with me about living with one Mc Muffin like this won't be enough fer one person. During breakfast,divided among ourselves to take care of stations. Damn,should've join the bungee jumper group so I can join in the fun :P Aisha and I agreed to take the buffet area. We thought that we're suppose to usher. But in the end,what we usher were porridge and mee goreng. Aisha was with some other councillors and they got a lot of helping hand in giving out mee goreng while Bev and I were the only worker distributing porridge. I did the scooping and Bev did the order-like job. I swear it was fun but I had no break to take. Messages were sent every now and then and I don't even have the time to reply. So while scooping,some idiots want my number. Some kompang guys and hiphop dancers. Bascially,the performers kept on asking me my number. I wish Dear was there to keep eye on me but he was playing soccer. Yeah. Lonato & Fira went down to support me. Hee,thanks you two (: Some people even gancheong,bring their tuppaware. There's even this one aunty asking fer 7 bowls of porridge and Bev and I exchanged looks. Before wrapping up the stalls,we were finishing up all the food by distributing. So Mee Goreng and Porridge are having war shouting our lungs out like LELONG LELONG. Bev and I almost gave up then we asked the commitee advisor whether we can give free porridge. When we told them we are having a free porridge giveaway,all aunties come down with their container =.= So yeah,mee goreng won laaaaaa. Bev and I scaleded our hands because some droplets of porridge landed on our hands. But afterall,it's really wonderful. Yeah,and I' don't know there's this one malay actor Johan or something came talking to me about school and stuff. Didn't see him on TV fer a long time. Quite miss his comedy shows ,actually. Wrapped and went back to school. Dear fetched me and yeah,that's it fer the day. Finally can go home with Dear :D Shadow Of The Day : Just super tired. I gotta go take a shower. AIIN Sunday, April 6, 2008 8:16 AM
Liverpool Almighty!
 Okay,yeah? I bought this Liverpool Organ bag already! Dear's jealous ? :P 4:49 AM
For You I Am Blinded
Didn't update fer two days or so? Life's had been busy,saddistic and yes,tired. Life feels like I'm in OBS but how tiring I may be,I still enjoy my life there unlike the current one :/ Okay,so yesterday was 2.4km run at Yishun connector park. The place was quite okay lah just that there's one mini uphill and it's hell fer some of us. HAHAHA. Fortunately,it's just a short one,alright (: So Rhino and I planned to run together but I ended up running alone. I think I'd be 2minutes late if I were to run with her but nevermind. Hahs. What's done cannot be undone. Lalala~ Run run run all alone at the connector. There's one tree like giving out creepy smell but it's kinda nice. HAHAHAHA. But while running, it's kind of annoying like crazypig. Seriously,bikers and everything simple gets in my way just like my love life. Maybe my heart's Yeah,so reaching the point soon and Arwis was calling my name 'GO GO TINGGAL SIKIT JER!' & I showed both thumbs up to him and there,I reached! Some causualty so I helped out giving minyak kapak and stuff. LOL. Yes back in the bus,I was sitting with Hidayah disturbing Mr Soh. My right arm got bitten by mosquito and Hidayah got it on her leg. Me: *grabs out MOPIKO from First Aid Box* Hidayah : Kasi aku sikit. Me : Mr Soh,you want MOPIKO? Mr Soh : No thanks. I don't have any bites. People say if you get bitten by mosquito it means you're sweet. Me : Means you sour ah? Mr Soh : Yes. *hahaha* *Few minutes later* Hidayah : Cher,you sweet lah. Mr Soh : No laa,the mostquito bite me wrong timing. Wrong person also. AH. Blablabla,so I asked Mr Roslan about my timing during the run and I get 15:15 Yeah,so quite satsified now that the run's over. Went back to school and off fer home. Saw Dear when I was alighting from the bus in school. Don't tell me he can't see me holding a big first aid box like some random kid? Shadow Of The Day : For you I am blinded. Okay,Dad asked me to go out to buy an adaptor fer the other computer. & I asked you out,but oh well,nevermind. Looks like I have to either go out on my own or my brother. Sigh. You had my heart, at least for the most part 'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart Let's make a new start 'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah But baby don't cry AIIN *God,please let the misery end let me live with full of joy like I used to with him. Answer my prayers fer I've been asking you every night and day. |